It's a scary feeling, meeting someone good
You waited so long and pictured the day
That they'd come along and take you away
But it's not like the movies, nothing is clear
On where we'll be this time next year
Maybe waking up, in my arms
Or walking down the aisle; in that barn
Perhaps driving down the road
In another random country, we want to go
Or time apart leads us down seperate paths
Things go wrong all the time
But you've given me something i've not had for a while
Hope
It is sad that you're moving so soon
But for you i'd travel to the furthest moon
A feeling has been planted
It's started to grow
A dream has begun
Lets see where this goes.
Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 10:17 AM UTC
Do not tell me words don't matter
I know im skinny, i couln't look flatter
I try to gain weight, i want to look fatter
Once in school a girl called me goofy
I never realised i was overly toothy
A feeling of being judged by a jury
And in 2 weeks time im getting surgery
Words are stronger, than you might think
My jaw will be broken in four places
Knocked out cold unable to blink
Please take caution when ready to speak
Professionals, they feel forced to seek
It's unfortunate now but the decision is done
However i've seen less damage being fired from a gun
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 6:12 PM UTC
Life is so horrible, ugly and cruel
There is so much death, destruction and disaster
With the worst humans chosen to rule
There are so many reasons to give up and stop moving
I am growing up
But nothing is soothing
I am confused and scared
How can so much bad be in this world
I cannot comprehend human actions
We are giving only seconds to live our lives
In it we are knocked down and crushed
We are petrified and everything is rushed
Sometimes you will sit in an empty room and wonder why you bother
I will tell you why
Remember your first kiss? That feeling of belonging
That time you laughed so hard you forgot how to breathe? Happiness like no other
When you watched a film with your parents and felt so loved!
The moment you accomplished something you never thought you could? Don't be modest, think harder!
What about when you felt so depressed and lonely, you thought happiness would never show their face again
But they did
This world is an ocean rapid, we are only but a fish
We can map it how we choose and do what we want
You will fail
You may fail a thousand times, but you will get up!
Because you only ever fail when you give up
Never
Give
Up
Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 5:27 PM UTC
Do not tell me to be fine
Do not ask why i have given up!
look around you, surrounded by currents of evil
I am not talking about ghosts and demons
The only enemy known in these lives are ourselves
Humans create destruction, chaos and pain...
Born into a world of work hard then worker harder!
Maybe i want to be free, free from this imprisonment we call society...
I want to be out of the reaches from money making politicians and children craving men, why should that even be a problem?
Do not dare ever call someone a coward for taking their own lives!
Do not make someone feel bad for wanting more...
Life is the cruelest gift anyone can receive, so ****** remember to live because nothing is worse than laying on your deathbed and your final thought being regret.
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 9:44 AM UTC
Love is not simple, love is not easy...
Emotions are frustrating and turn you crazy!
Love has many forms, there's more than one figure.
Love is intimate, a passion with a trigger.
Love is no tale, Princess to Queen.
So do not believe everything you have seen...
Love is no word for happiness make no mistake, but without it we are sillouettes, no emotions, so fake!
Love won't come easy, so try real hard...
Because losing your lover will shatter your heart to shards!
Don't think twice when making an effort.
For when you're on that knee and hoping for that yes, nothing will **** more than not have tried your best...
Love is a choice, a decision and answer!
Never be shy, become a chancer x
Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 7:17 PM UTC
Design your own happiness
Remember to live, not survive
Every life is worth living
Always take the dive
Map the final thoughts YOU will have on your death bed because nothing is worse than regretting.
Live life like a DREAM
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 11:03 AM UTC
Put on a smile and pretend you're okay,
Fake your emotions and get by day by day.
Hope and pray you see her soon,
Grab her, hold her, and kiss her under the moon.
Maybe next time she'll stay forever,
Atleast in my dreams were always together.
But for now I'll forget what you have done,
And just be glad we live under the same sun.
I really, really ******* miss you,
All I ever wanted was a 'I love you too'
I'm sorry I fell for those innocent eyes,
I'm just begging for no more Goodbyes.
Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 3:12 PM UTC
I remember the day we first spoke
The day I first saw you online
The day you was depressed and we spoke all night
The day I made you smile
The day we first met
I Admired you... I've never stopped since.
I know it's selfish and horrible to think, but I wish you felt the same. Not only for my lustful thoughts. Not only because I know I would treat you better than most. But because we would both be happy still... Well Atleast in my dreams we are.
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 5:12 PM UTC
When I risk a thought of you, all I can see is:
A heart of warmth
The lips containing the key to seduction
A smile holding the recipe to happiness
Fingers extracting the magic of kindness
A brain imagining the unimaginable
The effect of one person can seem so little on the outside to you
But could be all they've got on the inside
I couldn't remember the last minute gone by where I haven't thought of you
Not a night where I haven't cried from my eyes all the way through
A dream, colourfully torn. full of deceiving images of our love, of what it could have been
This is not a memory of us, this is just what I've seen
Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 3:18 PM UTC
Some say 'need' is a strong word, compared to 'want'
But you see people don't understand what I feel towards her.
No one knows the butterflies in my stomach when I talk to her.
I'm a coward.
I'm scared I'll push her away, or let her go.
So I don't tell her how I feel, so no one knows.
There's only so many words to express this love. But I know deep down I don't 'want' her, which is terrifying.
Because I then realise I 'need' her
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 6:26 PM UTC