I'd be lying if I said I was happy for you,
But I do wish you every happiness in the world
I hope she knows how lucky she is
and that she's good to you,
1,000,000 times better than I ever was
But most of all
I hope that one day
Fate will catch up with us
And then, only then, will you be mine
Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 5:19 PM UTC
This obsession
Has reached new limits
It has gotten to the point that
I can't look at a couch
Without imagining you
Sprawled across it
I can't get into bed
Without pretending you're
Tucked in beside me
I can't walk through the kitchen
Without seeing you
Pressed against the counter beneath me
Infatuation, it's a terrible thing, ayy?
Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 1:39 PM UTC
I know it's not nice
To wish bad upon people
But I hope that you think of me
As much as I think if you
I hope not talking to me eats away at you
Like it eats away at me
I hope you're restless after long nights of thinking of me
Like I am, you
I hope your heart cries with regret when you hear my name
Like mine does, yours
I hope your eyes burn when you see me smiling
Because I know mine certainly do when I see you
But most of all
I hope that one day I'll be a fond memory in your mind
Because mine is full of memories of you.
Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 11:59 AM UTC
I don't miss you
I miss the smell of your skin
I miss your cold hands brushing against my back
I miss the way you stared at me in wonder
I miss the ass-grabbing, lip-biting, back-scratching in all it's glory
I miss the late night phone calls and early morning texts
I miss the hours spent aimlessly daydreaming about you
But no, I don't miss you
Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 8:03 PM UTC
Your smile, your laugh
The way you smell like suncream
And flowery soap
Thoughts of you fly about my mind
Flitting from moments
Beautiful moments
Moments of perfection,
Last summer,
But I can't seem to hold on to any of them
Nothing is concrete
Nothing is safe
Nothing makes sense
I'm so lost without you
And it kills me to admit it
I need you
God **** it
Mar 7, 2014
Mar 7, 2014 at 5:19 PM UTC
The phrase
'Stuck between a rock and a hard place'
Has never been so relavent
I'm caught up in a constant struggle,
A battle of wills, so to speak
My mind plays cruel tricks,
Mutters sour 'loves me, loves me nots'
The phone rings,
A flourish of excitement
But it's not you,
A tsunami of disappointment
You said you'd call
I've been sat here for 3 ******* hours.
Mar 7, 2014
Mar 7, 2014 at 5:07 PM UTC
and all of a sudden
everything's gone
the magic, the bliss, the innocence
I turn to you and smile
there's little else to do
I pretend that it doesn't matter
that I don't feel physically sick
and yet all I see is red
my mind mutters bitter "I told you so's"
while I smile through gritted teeth
and bite my tongue
thanks.
Feb 22, 2014
Feb 22, 2014 at 3:12 PM UTC
you've been on my mind a lot recently
polluting my thoughts
contaminating my very being
with idle inklings
and constrained affections
making everyday tasks
near impossible
I'm going insane,
but I love it.
Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 4:54 PM UTC
The beauty of poetry
is that none of it actually has to make sense
Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 5:38 PM UTC
I see the twinkle in your eyes and I am jealous
Jealous of the excitement that lies behind them
So enthusiastic and full of life
I am old and grey in comparison
Tired and weary
But there's fight left in me yet
I'm going nowhere.
Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 5:21 PM UTC