I know I've said it countless times
Nobody quite figure me out
Not even one get to scratch my surface
None of them try, none of them did
I know I keep asking for proof
As they chanting the infamous
"I love you, I love you, I love you"s
Still, none met me halfway
“This love we share, ain't this the truth?”
And when it's over suddenly I am the hunter
"What are you looking for?"
So I walk out the door
Always unsatisfied
Always so dignified
Then I am vilified
By boys and their half-cooked lies
The so called reverence
Of a forever-promiseland
To my radar means begging, for a neverland
And that’s why it always fall abrupt
And I resent every single one of them
I have been left behind by everyone
Odd, because I'm the one who leaves
Pivotal grief
Significant scene
Curtains close, and I weep silently
A tribunal mockery
My close friends let out a sigh
"I think it’s this one guy"
But then it was the previous, right?
The one turned second to third
Next thing I know, it’s the seventh
And every single time
I think I am ready for love
Plot twist, maybe I'm too peculiar for it
So you, "the one"
You are somewhere out there
Doing something, like who cares...
I’ve been desperately calling to you
Hoping for a breakthrough
Searching every rooms
Looking the bright side to every gloom
Just wondering if you’d be there
Somewhere
Anywhere...
But you never did
And I’m in my room all alone
In a foreign city
Where I don’t have a friend
Or someone to call me
I just sit here wondering
Maybe it’s me... Pretty sure it's me
My mind don't have pennies for much
So, you don’t have to rush
Just take your time
I'm still defining my every plight
So don’t come yet, I'm not ready
I'm still learning to unlearn me
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 12:39 PM UTC
Since when does a word gravitates toward a black hole?
I'm not a star but I'm not a planet either
And just because someone says I'm shining doesn't mean I'm thither
Please, my lovely dearling
Keep on writing
For your thoughts and words
Very much out of the world
Be it somber or merry
You're a poet transcribing a melody
from the deepest part of your heart
It took a bang for a cosmic bling
And your presence the reason we start
Just because someone don't ring your spotlight
Doesn't mean you're not as bright
You're my star
And even when I close my eyes
Nonetheless, you still shine
So keep on shining
Don't shy...away
Keep on writing,
My sparkling mockingjay
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 6:13 AM UTC
I've waited for you for two years
But you must've been gone, for real
Now, I must be moving on,
For real
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 6:03 AM UTC