I open up
from the depths of
me
reaching beyond the
discomfort of the past
the hurt of former me
this attempt of
healing
only lead to more fight
to mend my broken soul
Dec 13, 2022
Dec 13, 2022 at 9:39 PM UTC
he caresses circles
into my back, my head, my hands
creating a desire for an eternity of comfort
he gives me
goodnight, goodbye, hello kisses
with the tenderness of the wind
whispering into the leaves of the trees
he shows me
the universe is full of unhindered beauty
untouched stars and the glowing desire,
to be loved and to love others
Dec 12, 2022
Dec 12, 2022 at 9:48 PM UTC
my love for him is comfortable
he lies down on my bed
i lay my head next to his
he doesnt ask for more
he doesnt need more,
to love me too
Dec 4, 2022
Dec 4, 2022 at 10:11 PM UTC
there is nothing i love more
than being
a girl
i love the way i speak,
with slang only teenage girls use
i love wearing dainty clothes,
feeling beautiful wearing them
i love collecting,
knick-knacks, records, crystals
above all
i love
the wonder of girlhood
romanticizing my life
perceiving my monotonous existence,
as a life worth writing about
Dec 4, 2022
Dec 4, 2022 at 9:53 PM UTC
there are things im scared of
some insignificant
ladders
deep water
being lost
none stand a chance against
my biggest fear
growing up
but all my fears,
seem to have similar concepts
to growing up
ladders:
how far can i go?
before i come crashing down?
deep water:
how am i supposed to know whats to come?
until i arrive?
being lost:
what is growing up?
if not being lost?
Nov 30, 2022
Nov 30, 2022 at 8:56 PM UTC
i never thought id be
here
happier
recovered
healthier
there are still days when i
reconsider
become fearful
make mistakes
but i promised myself
id never go back
to then.
Nov 30, 2022
Nov 30, 2022 at 8:41 PM UTC
none of my jeans fit
i used to wish for this
but now its a reality
i thought once i lost the weight
i'd be happy
but now i'm worse than ever
Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 10:26 PM UTC
i thought i was getting better
a better sister
a better friend
a better human
a better weight
a better student
a better daughter
a better mental health
but it was just a lie
wasnt it?
Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 1:23 PM UTC
food
why can't I get my mind off of you
every
single
second
never skinny enough
never happy enough
never
enough
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 12:46 PM UTC