
She drank champagne out of a coffee mug
She had day dreams at night, nightmares during the day
Her face was naked to the world every day, natural
Her heart was naked to the world too
Her eyes sang songs and her lips whispered stories
Her spirit wasn't contained by her body, it swirled around her infecting the people surrounding her
She was unaware of reality and reality was unaware of her
She danced through time and time danced through her
And as the years flew by she became lighter, hollow
When the world penetrated her reality
Her little reality became an unreality, a place to hide from everything around her
Colors diluted, sound harsher, touch rougher
Her reality a tortoise shell, a veil and she became lighter and the wind threatened to blow her away.
Scene changes, ocean enters, she enters
She's on a Dover cliff now and the wind is stronger
Hair free, veil being ripped away, youth gone
Halfway into womanhood but she's hardly here
She is in her own golden reality
And the wind blows
her
a w a y.
Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 1:40 AM UTC
The hospital took his smell away
***** him of his humanity
Stripped him of his identity
White sheets, too clean
If he could he'd take paint &
Splash it on the walls, on the
perfect cracks on the ceiling
he'd run down the silent hallways
impersonating a banshee
reveling in each breath that he took
but the plague came & took his breath away
his face blends in with his starchy pillow
the hospital vines are curling up
his legs now & his face is
weathering like his Ophelietic bed
wherein he drowns, never dreaming
They roll him away now
Down the hall
Towards the elevator light;
He has lost this fight.
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 1:03 PM UTC
Bleeding
softly quietly
Living
silently
no
this Depression
this suffocating blanket
this starless night is just a verse
Life
is the chorus
yes
Depression is real
it hurts
it kills but Life is what wants to be sung out.
***
so sing
dance
live
like there is no tomorrow
because there may not be
but that tomorrow is worth fighting towards
***
life is the chorus
Dec 12, 2015
Dec 12, 2015 at 12:40 PM UTC
MAD
slathering
slobbering
MAD
jowls hanging
saliva spray
MAD
growls become words
biting at my neck
MAD
MAD dog
MAD dog forcing me in a cage
wait
dad?
is that you?
Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 11:55 AM UTC
we have a
wander
& a
wonder
so why
can't we
have a
wunder
?
Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 6:24 AM UTC
it hurt
looking at him hurt
it's like everyone around us
was living in fast forward
and we were living in this brilliant moment of clarity
where we were like
'this is it,
this is our life'
looking at everyone else around us rushing around like ants
but still it hurt
because life found our happiness and squeezed it dry
it found the beauty of us and murdered it
slowly
delectably
painstakingly
thoroughly
life murdered us
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 8:21 PM UTC
There was once a boy next door
I don't see him anymore
He would come over and we'd play with my dolls
He would read me stories and call me his little princess
One day we even made cookies together
He had these marks on his arms
I asked him what they were
His face turned red and he turned around
He said that I would understand when I grew up
Now he never comes to play
I went to his door the other day
And asked his mother why he went away
She just collapsed to the floor and wept
She said that he had left
This world had been too cruel
Heaven had stolen him
And he liked it so much that now he played with angels
I'm all grown up now and I know better
I have the marks on my arms to
And I know that I'll probably see him soon.
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 6:44 PM UTC
tiny
white
round
i hide them under my tongue
my mommas learned to check
so now i gag them up
tiny
white
round
they said it is s'posed to help
but all they do is pull me down
alter my little reality
tiny
white
round
bitter to the taste
but now i've given in
into their watery embrace
tiny.
white.
round.
no longer.
myself.
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 5:02 PM UTC
I run
scared
panicked
in a rush
hiding under quilts
breathing like a freight train
inoutinoutinotinoutinout
i'm scared your gonna **** me
.
.
.
wait
.
.
.
you already have
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 1:58 AM UTC
And thus a
Poem
Was made
And thus your
Mother
Was created.
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 1:55 AM UTC