I ran my fingers through your hair
Ran my words through your insecurities
I was high
Serotonin
Dancing
It all seems so distant
We looked at the stars
We didn't look at each other
You are my friend
I will crash so soon
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 1:15 PM UTC
I'm in a mcdonalds parking lot
Thinking about what a ******* wreck some of this town is
But you'll get that anywhere anyway
Because what can we help doing
When were driven by desires
We **** it all up
Even ourselves
Look at this food I'm eating
It's all ****
But I see bright lights
In the eyes of even the homeless
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 9:31 PM UTC
Well I feel it in me now
I said
Your lovely cheeks becoming red
I feel the tired tightness
In my chest and in my bones
Variations on the theme of
"Will I ever have a home?"
I think I love you
Whispered you
In my ears and flowing through
The air around our touching lips
Moments before the moment rips
Itself beside its fragile frame
There is no there
It's all the same
This time and then
What happens next
Like remnants of some withered text
A marble statue of my passions
The instant that they
Fall away
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 3:07 AM UTC
I smile as tears fall down my cheeks
Saltwater as response
Tear ducts open to melancholy music
I smile because I am experienced
I know these tears like family
And yes the thought of my family makes me cry
They are all like songs themselves
Tragic and cutting deep
I cannot look at them
without
falling
Violin harmonizes with her voice
My soul harmonizes with the ambiance
The atmosphere of this place is
Haunting
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 9:57 AM UTC
Static surrounds my body
Unholy
Crackling sound
Spaces between the places
Between what's real
My fingers trace figure eights
On book spines
Compromising with air
Bartering exhale for breath
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 8:19 PM UTC
Open
Heavy Eyelids
It is Still Morning
The sun is still outside waiting
To touch the perspiring skin of the uninitiated
This world is no perfect circle
You are no machine
You are
Alive
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 1:30 PM UTC
And if I could only slow down
Part my fragile self-conscious lips
Let these frail wisps of language escape their cage
Instead of shooting them like cannons
Into the walls that everyone puts up
It does no good to destroy you
And so I look out a window
At stalks of untrimmed weeds blowing
And sun guiding their unhurried gait
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 1:17 PM UTC
I don't have the courage to touch a woman
(I lay down a line of a white powder)
I don't have the power to maintain silence
(face to table, inward vacuum of powder)
I want to feel her hair
(I lay back my head and close my eyes)
I fantasize about commanding her attention
(I swallow the pill)
I need to hear your secrets
(drink after drink after drink)
Need you to read my words and love me
(swallowed whole by emptiness)
Need to be needed
(need to forget this world)
Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 12:11 PM UTC
Yeah these words flow through me now
Now they fall off my fingers like shedding skin
Get caught in my throat and fall back down through my neck
When I try to say them
So they ferment in my soul
Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 11:56 AM UTC