the fact that the price tag is still on the beanie you bought me,
claims the truth
it's not that the little things were priceless,
it's that they turned up worthless
up to no point in return
I'm such a hypocrite saying that I never ******* lie
lately, it seems that I do it all the time
all of the poison that I drank
from the cup you gave me
I should have never accepted
I must have been ******* crazy
you would never deserve a poem from me
I'm already speaking too much
you were never worth a moment of my time
wasted in more ways than one
this bottle of gin never loved me more
the fact that the little **** I see
reminds me of you
and the thought I was once loved
makes me sick
I wish I would have known before that I was meant to fix you up
call me a ******* repairman
man, that's ****** up
what did I ever do to deserve this?
the biggest heart
and never a flinch
but when you look back
you call me a *****
you say the opposite of everything I've ever done
I don't understand that logic
at the end
you're the one who ran
at least after the end of reading this
I can still stand
Sep 28, 2020
Sep 28, 2020 at 7:04 PM UTC
giving someone the option to discover what's buried deep inside frightens me
the chance of me opening up screams vulnerability
my demons are aching to break out, rattling the chains so loud
to the point where I can't seem to hear myself think
thoughts are scrambled and anxiety kicks in
who'd ever think to love a villain?
Sep 26, 2020
Sep 26, 2020 at 8:07 PM UTC
been in this world for decades
watching as everything fades
one glance and it's gone
not long enough to form a memory
forgotten into existence
until the next 'almost', rolls around
Sep 26, 2020
Sep 26, 2020 at 7:55 PM UTC
I wanna see the world
through your eyes
take me on an adventure
lately, I haven't gone out much
but I'm willing to quench
my thirst
willing to jump through obstacles
like it's the Olympics
the only game that id want to play
is if I'm going to win
rocky mountains
pacific ocean
take me on a destination
I want to kiss your lips
over the sand dunes
I want to taste your skin
in a world-class museum
so why don't you take me
book me a flight
where we sleep all-day
and up all night
the kind of adventure
the one I would write
if only I could see into your eyes
Sep 26, 2020
Sep 26, 2020 at 12:41 AM UTC
I left behind
the ghost of a girl who thought humanity was breathless
the thought of losing you
leaves me reckless
my mind is chaos
worse now than before
burdens on life weigh heavier,
dragging me to the floor
I left behind the ghost of a girl who believed in dreams
who once thought there was a chance with you and me
reminiscing into a fantasy
always wondered what could be
I guess there is a reason people call it ghosting
because you're never there
it's really just a memory
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 11:49 PM UTC
reminiscing on what we once had
tired of my thoughts taking me to the past
don't want to remember
what we once lacked
it wasn't love
yet my heart never gave up
over time
realized what you were made of
apologizing for the **** you did to me
left alone at night
choking on my own tears
you caused, i couldn't breathe
until one day i opened my eyes
wide enough to see through your lies
no longer hiding
no longer looking the other way
while a piece of me dies
bittersweet
when i think about the ripe beginning
we once enjoyed
yet you amazed me
how easily it can be destroyed
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 10:34 PM UTC
when I wake up
I'm always starving
with the thought of you on my mind
the taste of you on my tongue
the way you fill me up
breakfast in bed
the way i like your legs
over-easy
day dreaming
glance at the clock
it's almost time for lunch
searching for you like a hawk
excuse my pardon
but i'm starvin' like marvin'
it's almost time for dinner
i hit the lottery
winner, winner, chicken dinner
i can just feel ya
nice and juicy
as i bite into your leg
all of these emotions i can barely take
maybe after midnight
i want a snack
you're the good thing that happens after 2AM
I've been hungry with you on mind
if you have strings
I'll pull them aside
swear baby, I just want to unwind
you make me feel like a ******
why am I always hungry?
Sep 24, 2020
Sep 24, 2020 at 1:58 AM UTC
mesmerized
you got me daydreaming
about your eyes
I almost forget to breathe
when you stand right next to me
you get me so high
you're out of the universe
the way you got me locked
it's like a curse
i'd never wish this upon anyone else
am i selfish?
only want it for myself
Sep 24, 2020
Sep 24, 2020 at 12:56 AM UTC
your eyes
are the only ones that I want to get lost in
your smile
makes me want to be the reason
your laugh
is music to my heart
thinking of your skin gives me goosebumps
lately, I've been craving your taste
I can never get enough of you
hearing you talk to me turns me on
won't you please baby
crave my satisfaction
out of everyone in this world
you're the one for me
I truly believe dreams come true
but baby, if we're being real
you're more than a dream
Sep 17, 2020
Sep 17, 2020 at 7:32 PM UTC
empty and broken
but you never noticed
how quickly I was falling apart
didn't wanna open my eyes
you couldn't open your heart
was I asking too much?
late-night talks
wondering what I did wrong
always felt like a **** up
finally thought I found the right one
but I guess I ****** up there too
shoulda known we were too good to be true
all you ever did was ignore me
so i tried to drink the pain away
swear i tried to fix the problem
all it did was turn me into an alcoholic
i just wanted to feel good, with you by my side
but all you ever did was make me cry
you couldn't decide what you wanted
why'd i have to get caught up in all of it?
i don't want to be broken anymore
loving you shouldn't feel like a chore
constantly looking for excuses
didnt help heal the bruises
left on my heart
i just wanna feel good
get you out of my mind
never wanna be that blind
again
Sep 17, 2020
Sep 17, 2020 at 6:47 PM UTC