And when I dream of you,
β¨I dream of you in hopes and wishes,β¨
laced in gold and glitters.β¨
In images of warmth and laughters.β¨β¨
I dream of you while awake;β¨
dream of you with so much love,β¨
I could taste it on my lipsβ¨
and I could feel you in my arms.β¨β¨
And when I dream,β¨
I dream away the distance between us.β¨
The uncertainty and the fear.
β¨β¨I dream of you so much,β¨
I could almost conjure it up
into my reality.β¨
Just⦠almost.
β¨β¨So I dream away.β¨
And I hope.β¨
And I wish.β¨
Until it all comes true.
Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 6:42 AM UTC
Eventually
is a terrifying word.
Not so much, in the way that
you have no idea
of what is inevitable,
but instead,
in knowing that you have
even just the tiniest bit of power
to alter the course of things;
that even just a slight nudge
to whichever direction,
right or wrong,
there will always be
an eventually.
Sep 23, 2020
Sep 23, 2020 at 7:16 AM UTC
My love,
your words are beautiful.
They are.
In so many ways.
They spark like fireworks.
Bright and warm.
So beautiful.
Until the dawn comes
and we go back to our own axis,
and you're a million miles away
even though, I am right beside you.
I would hold your hand for some semblance of connection.
Desperate.
But my heart can never seem to reach you.
And you would smile like you're here,
but the truth is, I am not your home.
Not anymore, my love.
And for a moment, through your journey's silence,
you'd hear the feint cries of my heart.
But only just. Like a whisper through the wind.
And then you would say all the words.
All the beautiful words,
like it would bandage the rift of galaxies between us,
but you don't realize
that at the end of every word's tune,
just as they could reach the stars,
they die.
Just like fireworks.
Jul 20, 2020
Jul 20, 2020 at 11:53 AM UTC
all this talk of forever,
as if it's light years away
but it's right here.
right now.
with you.
and so on, it will go.
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 5:23 AM UTC
I am on a journey backwards,
trying to retrace my footsteps
to where I might have lost myself.
So I can pick it up, and keep going.
Jan 31, 2020
Jan 31, 2020 at 11:50 PM UTC
I used to look at you
like you were an open book,
out in the open, for the world to see.
But the closer I got,
the more I saw.
I saw the walls around you.
I saw how you painted them to hide yourself.
I saw glimpses of the demons you try to keep at bay.
For the first time,
I saw the baggages you carried.
The scars you wear.
And I realized I have been looking at you
for the longest time,
without ever truly seeing you.
And I am sorry.
But I am here now.
I see you.
Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 5:50 AM UTC
It's a daunting thing,
self awareness.
Especially, when you realize
you barely know yourself.
Jan 25, 2020
Jan 25, 2020 at 9:42 PM UTC
Iβve been dead long enough to know
there is no pain in numbness and
no fear when you know the dark,
no heartache without a heart.
Jan 24, 2020
Jan 24, 2020 at 2:14 AM UTC
Hold on to me
like your whole world depends on it.
Otherwise,
let me go.
Jan 16, 2020
Jan 16, 2020 at 8:19 AM UTC
When I leave, β¨there will be no warnings.β¨
There will be no calm before the storm.β¨
Had you truly known me, β¨
you would have known that I have always
remained true to my chaos.β¨
It has always been silent.β¨
And someday when I am gone,β¨
in the dead of the night,
dreams of me will haunt you,β¨
and you will lay awake, β¨
wondering where I wentβ¨
or if I will ever return,β¨
and that will be your undoing.
β¨I will give you no answers, nor peace,
the same way I gave you my heartβ¨
and had to take it back in pieces.
Jan 16, 2020
Jan 16, 2020 at 12:16 AM UTC