When I was seventeen
I held onto the destiny,
But now see i’m eighteen
And where I’ve been.
All the mountains,
Seemed Nearby hills
But look I just tumbled down,
From the very top
All bruised and broken.
There’s this wide ocean to dive
But they don’t know
I drowned.
Oh I was just seventeen!
doing everything
I didn’t mean.
But see it’s late... for
Yesterday I turned eighteen
They say, it is summer that
the sun shines the brightest
but they don’t know
It burned too.
it all seemed
so small,
just like a hole
in the gigantic boat,
I overlooked for
I had just turned seventeen
And forgot that
someday I’ll be eighteen.
It was all just a fancy,
a teenage melody,
sweet to taste
but poison to my body.
The carefree vibrant soul
nourished my
seventeen and nothing
was left for the
soon to be eighteen.
Oh what I have been, just
while jumping to the eighteen.
A jump takes you upwards
but mine was directed
only downwards.
Down Down
down with him
they all shouted.
Shouts their faces didn’t shout
but ones only my backs could hear.
Ohh seventeen!!
Ooh eighteen!!
Wish I had a different
Ending to my teen.
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 6:02 AM UTC
Summer fails,
Clouds disappear,
The winds drop,
The flowers don’t bloom,
All the leaves wither away, a fall in the mid-summer June.
And you are left wondering,
Of all that the summer promised
All that it offered,
All that was destined, but never happened
That summer,that sunshine
That never came but just went.
Went, far away, to cold distant lands
Never to return.
Never to sing of the songs we learnt.
But only to haunt us forever,
Forever, until this sun burns
Of all the things we couldn't overturn.
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 9:45 AM UTC
I had a dream
I am seven
Running through the fields
Catching butterflies
Though all I do now is running behind you
And only in dreams
I catch you
After seven years of running
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 9:36 AM UTC
how it would have been,if u could make someone fall in love with u
Jan 24, 2018
Jan 24, 2018 at 11:10 AM UTC
Finally sat down
To write.
Write epilogue
To all that we were.
All those starring
And longing
Which I wanted
To end
And end just in each other.
My pen broke
Asking me
To stop
To wait
To give us another chance
But I knew ,
I know
That you won’t never know
And thus I complete it now
With an epilogue
With a book
Which I hope unlike others
Will go to my grave
Unpublished unread
Just with an epilogue
EPILOGUE that’s all
We were.
Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 4:43 AM UTC
There stands a bridge…
Which expands over a river?
Or a lake?
I do not question.
I do not wonder.
I just walk over it
And drown myself,
In that vast emptiness
Where I hoped, myself
To live untouched ,
Naked ,clean and pure…
But the winds were strong
The waves were high…
And this little soul
Could not climb and run through the sky.
I don’t worry, I don’t fret
For I am untouched,
Naked ,clean and pure…
In that vast emptiness
Where I reached,
Though drowning
Under the bridge
In a river?
Or a lake?
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 8:33 AM UTC
I know her
but forget her.
Your beauty
Your love
are what
world calls lust.
I don't know
I would never know
whom I knew and forgot,
who was the one
whose beauty
whose love
blinded me,
which the world
failed to see.
I know I would never know.
Dec 21, 2017
Dec 21, 2017 at 6:01 AM UTC
my life isn't what i wanted it to be...but that's O.K.
for i have learnt and understood it.
life won't be what i wanted it to be
Dec 21, 2017
Dec 21, 2017 at 5:40 AM UTC