
I can't find the words that would help you understand
So all I can do is scream
But I can't scream
If I do people will think something's wrong
We only scream if we're in pain
Or at least physical pain
I can feel it sometimes though
If we cry when we're sad why can't we scream
I hate it
I wish I didn't have to
I wish they didn't do it
Why would they do it, though
Why would they make me do it
I don't want to do it
I hate it more than anything
I can't do it
I just can't
I can't
I can't
I can't
Why would I not though
It's my fault
It's
always
always
always
always
always
always
my
fault.
Apr 16
Apr 16, 2026 at 5:47 PM UTC
theyareinthepast,butififorgetthenimightdoitagaininthefuturewhichismygreatest
fearbutithinkitsimportanttoforgivebutnotforgetnotforgetthehorriblethingsivedo
ne.buthowhowcaniatone?ialreadyhavetheirforgiveness,butidonthavemineandidontknowhowtomakeitbet
ter.willitevergetbetter?ithinksoihopesoiguessilljusthavetowaitandsee.iseldomfollowmyownadvicebut
iguessillstart.
ithinkicanbebetter
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 2:53 PM UTC
iwishiwasbetter.abetterchildabetterfriendabetterpersonbutit'ssohardsohardsoha
rdchippingawayatahugeproblemthatiwillneverberidof.ithinkmylowselfesteemcomesfromsomethingsthathappenedwheniwasyounger.likeinelementaryschool
somepeoplewouldcomparethemselvestometomakethemselvesfeelbetteranditm
ademefeelsosmall.iwantedtolashoutbutthatwouldhurtthemsoikeptallthesefeeli
ngsmostlyprivatebutithurtsithurtsithurtstoneverbegoodenough.butimtryingtolo
vemyselfandithinkthatitsworking.buttherearesomethingsicantforgivemyselffor
.buthowwilligrowificantforgivemyself?
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 2:53 PM UTC
doyoueverthinkyoucantthinktoomuchbutnottoolittleaminotenough?likewhatamiificantthink?ificantthinkeitherway?whatami?whathaveibecome?whyamilikethis?doihaveanyselfcontroleitherway?selfselfselfselfselfself.selfworthselfhateselffesteemselfcontrolwhyamilikethis?
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 9:07 AM UTC
i sit in the corner
smiling
help me
i play along with your jokes
laughing
help me
i just want to be loved
noticed
help me
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 8:21 PM UTC