in-need-of-a-friend - Hello Poetry

I remember your voice. the slow, steady breath you took between each sentence. I remember the way you stood. at a shoulder width stance yet so relaxed and calm. I remember the your eyes. how they lit up in the darkness and led me stray when closed. I remember the things you said. you loved me. you needed me. then things changed, I hated you. I wanted you gone. now I realize... I remember

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Jun 3, 2013

Jun 3, 2013 at 4:01 PM UTC

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I remember your voice. the slow, steady breath you took between each sentence. I remember the way you stood. at a shoulder width stance yet so relaxed and calm. I remember the your eyes. how they lit up in the darkness and led me stray when closed. I remember the things you said. you loved me. you needed me. then things changed, I hated you. I wanted you gone. now I realize... I remember

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I can no longer breathe without the regrets of pushing you away.... my eyes cloud up as my mind reveals our finest memories, the little time that I had you to call mine. I failed to inform you as much as I sought out to.. that you are the very thing that keeps me striving to move forward. you are the very blood in my veins keeping me alive and breathing.... but I could not tell you this. I could not let you know the things that I held inside, in fear of rejection. in fear that the words I longed to speak would push you further than the actions I had revealed to be me.... I gave you my breath, and you let it go.... but I forgive you for it all, for you had no intensions of hurting me.. did you?

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Jun 3, 2013

Jun 3, 2013 at 3:53 PM UTC

Did You?

I can no longer breathe without the regrets of pushing you away.... my eyes cloud up as my mind reveals our finest memories, the little time that I had you to call mine. I failed to inform you as much as I sought out to.. that you are the very thing that keeps me striving to move forward. you are the very blood in my veins keeping me alive and breathing.... but I could not tell you this. I could not let you know the things that I held inside, in fear of rejection. in fear that the words I longed to speak would push you further than the actions I had revealed to be me.... I gave you my breath, and you let it go.... but I forgive you for it all, for you had no intensions of hurting me.. did you?

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I can no longer breathe without the regrets of pushing you away.... my eyes cloud up as my mind reveals our finest memories, the little time that I had you to call mine. I failed to inform you as much as I sought out to.. that you are the very thing that keeps me striving to move forward. you are the very blood in my veins keeping me alive and breathing.... but I could not tell you this. I could not let you know the things that I held inside, in fear of rejection. in fear that the words I longed to speak would push you further than the actions I had revealed to be me.... I gave you my breath, and you let it go.... but I forgive you for it all, for you had no intensions of hurting me.. did you?

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Jun 3, 2013

Jun 3, 2013 at 3:53 PM UTC

Did You?

I can no longer breathe without the regrets of pushing you away.... my eyes cloud up as my mind reveals our finest memories, the little time that I had you to call mine. I failed to inform you as much as I sought out to.. that you are the very thing that keeps me striving to move forward. you are the very blood in my veins keeping me alive and breathing.... but I could not tell you this. I could not let you know the things that I held inside, in fear of rejection. in fear that the words I longed to speak would push you further than the actions I had revealed to be me.... I gave you my breath, and you let it go.... but I forgive you for it all, for you had no intensions of hurting me.. did you?

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I sat outside today, at the top of the hill in the back With nobody around I sat there, and I breathed, so clear and easy I felt no restraint, nothing could go wrong. The sun was high above me, the air wasn't thick or heavy, it was soothing. I lived today, and finally.... I realized what is really worth fighting for. tomorrow.

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Sep 16, 2012

Sep 16, 2012 at 6:46 PM UTC

today I lived.

I sat outside today, at the top of the hill in the back With nobody around I sat there, and I breathed, so clear and easy I felt no restraint, nothing could go wrong. The sun was high above me, the air wasn't thick or heavy, it was soothing. I lived today, and finally.... I realized what is really worth fighting for. tomorrow.

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If only you knew.... The leaves stopped falling, The birds stopped singing, The clouds never left after you did. You took everything with you, The sunshine, The memories, The heartbreaks.... You slowly turned, From a friend, To best friend, To boy friend.. To nothing. It hurt to see you go, You were the only thing I had left. You left me there.... Cold and scarred. I forgave you so many times.. But none of those "I'm sorry"s Meant a thing to you. It was just another word. I wish you were able to grow on me, As I did on you. I wish you regretes the day you left, As much as I wished you to.

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Sep 16, 2012

Sep 16, 2012 at 12:14 AM UTC

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If only you knew.... The leaves stopped falling, The birds stopped singing, The clouds never left after you did. You took everything with you, The sunshine, The memories, The heartbreaks.... You slowly turned, From a friend, To best friend, To boy friend.. To nothing. It hurt to see you go, You were the only thing I had left. You left me there.... Cold and scarred. I forgave you so many times.. But none of those "I'm sorry"s Meant a thing to you. It was just another word. I wish you were able to grow on me, As I did on you. I wish you regretes the day you left, As much as I wished you to.

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I'm glad you're back, The space you left while you were gone was cold, I wasn't quite sure if you would talk to me, But the choice you made was very bold, I love to see you move along, With terrible poems.... I miss being close, but its just a secret now, I wish you knew all of this some how.... So be my secret friend again, It's nights like these I've missed, Nights like these that have no ends.

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Sep 15, 2012

Sep 15, 2012 at 11:58 PM UTC

"friend"

I'm glad you're back, The space you left while you were gone was cold, I wasn't quite sure if you would talk to me, But the choice you made was very bold, I love to see you move along, With terrible poems.... I miss being close, but its just a secret now, I wish you knew all of this some how.... So be my secret friend again, It's nights like these I've missed, Nights like these that have no ends.

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Dear "friend", you see my pain from when you left, you never gave me a reason.. or a goodbye. I have yet to over come my feelings, my hurt, but most of all, I have yet to over come you. It's like when I see you, my heart stops, just by the thought of what was once there. You had me wrapped around your little finger, but for some reason you didn't want me there. I'm not sure what I did wrong.... I'm not sure if you really know how I felt about you, your family, your smile, your laugh....you.... while I sit here I regret not asking you. But it's far to late to ask for a reason why you left, and it is far to late to ask you to care. But Dear "Friend", please just know; I wish you were there.

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Sep 13, 2012

Sep 13, 2012 at 9:58 PM UTC

dear "friend".

Dear "friend", you see my pain from when you left, you never gave me a reason.. or a goodbye. I have yet to over come my feelings, my hurt, but most of all, I have yet to over come you. It's like when I see you, my heart stops, just by the thought of what was once there. You had me wrapped around your little finger, but for some reason you didn't want me there. I'm not sure what I did wrong.... I'm not sure if you really know how I felt about you, your family, your smile, your laugh....you.... while I sit here I regret not asking you. But it's far to late to ask for a reason why you left, and it is far to late to ask you to care. But Dear "Friend", please just know; I wish you were there.

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I don't even understand you anymore.... we used to be so sweet and lucky.... but we're broken; you fight and I hide.... Just save me already, stop my misery, and take me to the place where you love and want me. just ******* save me from this hurt.

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Aug 24, 2012

Aug 24, 2012 at 12:05 AM UTC

****

I don't even understand you anymore.... we used to be so sweet and lucky.... but we're broken; you fight and I hide.... Just save me already, stop my misery, and take me to the place where you love and want me. just ******* save me from this hurt.

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I know that was our last, The once upon a time, The happily ever after, But I never believed in Love at first sight.... You just got lucky.

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Jul 21, 2012

Jul 21, 2012 at 12:48 AM UTC

youre my once upon a time

I know that was our last, The once upon a time, The happily ever after, But I never believed in Love at first sight.... You just got lucky.

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want me, no.... crave me don't bother trying to control the feeling that desire, that need, don't try to cover it up or hide it behind something else. i see right through it all.

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May 15, 2012

May 15, 2012 at 1:33 PM UTC

*crave*

want me, no.... crave me don't bother trying to control the feeling that desire, that need, don't try to cover it up or hide it behind something else. i see right through it all.

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