I'm here
Alive, feeling, hearing.
I miss
Us, me, you.
Why do you
Hate me, use me, play me?
What are
We, you, lies.
If anything to change i wanna change,
This
Dec 30, 2018
Dec 30, 2018 at 8:55 PM UTC
Don't mess up.
Smile at your friends.
Wear the form fitting cloths.
Smoke with the cool kids.
Go to party.
Come home.
Think of what you messed up.
Take the blade.
Fix yourself to make everyone like you...
Apr 24, 2018
Apr 24, 2018 at 10:14 AM UTC
Be okay.
Running from things that still follow you.
Okay, maybe I can hide how I feel.
Kindness is what I at least want back.
Expecting what people can't do.
No one wants me here.
I am Broken.
Apr 24, 2018
Apr 24, 2018 at 10:09 AM UTC
My puzzle is being put together.
There is a piece missing.
That piece is lost in someone's hands and I can't have it back...
My puzzle shall stay undone.
I shall stay forever unfinished...
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 2:40 PM UTC
I was me with you. You were thinking of someone else.
I love you. You love someone else.
You were with me. Yet you were thinking of someone else.
You had my heart. I thought I had yours.
You had me. You ended up breaking me.
How happy are you now?.
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 3:46 PM UTC
I love you. I don't want you...
I fell for you. Then the feelings you wanted went away...
Now, I'm in lust. ****** attraction with someone new...
I'm best friends with him. Yet, we have a attraction to each other...
Having fun. Touching each other and making each other feel amazing...
Even if I wanted I can't stop. I'm so lost in lust and ****** thoughts..
I feel amazing. But, I feel bad...
Friends. With a catch..
You love me as you say. But, which love are you meaning...
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 10:10 AM UTC
Why now? You left for ten years and now you want me.
I was five. FIVE! I wasn't good enough for you.
I just wanted to know the truth and I was finally told. You were married!
What is wrong with you? Your wife was at home with you son.
My brother who hates me because of you. You lied to him. You lied to mom. You lied to your wife at the time. You lied to me.
How did you do it? How did you lie to a child you called your little girl, your little princess.
I was nothing to you. I was something you hated only because everyone seen you in me.
I had your eyes, your face, the curly hair that my sister has.
You still denied me.
Everything that was proved you denied.
You
are
NOT
a
Dad
You never stayed
Feb 5, 2018
Feb 5, 2018 at 3:57 PM UTC
Why did you leave?
Is It my fault?
You cheated on her.
Why did you do that?
You made me...
I was a consequence of a hook up...
You said that i was your little princess.
Why did you lie to a child?
You gave me false hope.
Did you really want to see me?
You found about me.
You finally told her you were married...
You knew I was yours.
Yet you lied to my brother and sisters.
You were there till my fifth birthday.
You never showed up...
I cried and mom protected you.
You were at the bar with another girl.
You had a wife.
Mom was a hook up, I thing to you.
You are just a player.
I know now...
Feb 5, 2018
Feb 5, 2018 at 3:43 PM UTC
They won't leave me alone.
All they want to do is say bad things.
Your no good! No one likes you! You should go die you ugly *****
I hate it... I'm useless to everyone. Why won't they shut up?
Your such a loser. And everyone hates yohr guts. No one likes a *****
***** Loser? What did I ever do... I thought I mattered. Maybe I really don't.
That's right. You don't matter. And no one will ever love you. No one will ever give a **** about you.
Okay... I want.the voices to go away! How do I make them shut up? Please... shut up...
Thats the problem. We won't shut up. You can't make us. Now, be a good person and and let everyone live in peace. Without you taking up space in the world!
Jan 20, 2018
Jan 20, 2018 at 5:43 AM UTC
I'm okay.
Im not really.
I'm just tired.
Im sick of waking up.
Im actually happy.
Please look into my broken eyes.
Is my smile pulling it off.
No one really notices when I'm sad.
I'm hiding.
My emotions just won't show anymore.
Jan 14, 2018
Jan 14, 2018 at 9:25 PM UTC