and in the midst of
clinging to both
undecided of
which hand to hold
you ended up with
no one at all.
Jan 17
Jan 17, 2026 at 5:42 AM UTC
my heart’s always on the edge
like it’s standing on a thin wire,
waiting for the wind to shift.
always anxious ‘bout what’s next:
what tomorrow holds,
what people’s lips might tell,
how they would feel
and what faces they would make.
it trembles over everything
and just about anything,
my heart’s always on the edge,
...but maybe it's just the way it beats.
Oct 5, 2025
Oct 5, 2025 at 11:08 PM UTC
I gave you all my overflow
but you said it wasn’t enough.
So, I gave you more pieces of me
but to you, it still wasn’t enough.
Then, I gave you half of me
but still, it wasn’t enough.
So, I gave you everything,
everything, and all of me
and yet, it still wasn’t enough.
Now, I have nothing left to give,
nothing left even for myself
But still you claim,
I didn’t give you enough.
Sep 23, 2025
Sep 23, 2025 at 9:46 AM UTC
My mother and I
Rarely see eye to eye
It's frustrating sometimes
The way that we are.
But I'd never ask
For any more or less
I like the way we are
The good and the grit.
Oct 27, 2024
Oct 27, 2024 at 3:57 AM UTC
i know it's unfair
to have left you there
yet, silently wish
you would still have me
in case my mind changed.
Aug 14, 2023
Aug 14, 2023 at 10:30 AM UTC
you are not special
you are not the only one who has problems
or feels lonely and depress
you are not special
you're not the only one who thinks about quitting
feels not good enough and sleeps the night crying
you are not special
you are not the only one who thinks about it
ending everything with a rope or a blade
you are not special
you are not the only one who feels alone
taken for granted, set aside and misunderstood
you are not special
you're not the only one who feels hopeless
helpless, useless and lifeless
you are not special because trust me
i feel you, I get you, I AM you.
so you are NOT special.
May 20, 2022
May 20, 2022 at 11:27 AM UTC
Every step you take towards me
I take three steps back away from you
I just can't, I don't have it in me
To just stand still
And let you get closer to me
I just can't, I don't have it in me
To take the step towards you
And meet you halfway
I just can't even if I wanted to
I just can't, I don't have it in me.
Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 10:50 AM UTC
what is the point of being deep
if nobody dares to dive its depth?
Nov 14, 2020
Nov 14, 2020 at 7:38 AM UTC
While I was fighting the beast
I loathe the most
I became just that
And I didn't even realize
'til I saw the look in their eyes.
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 2:06 AM UTC