I thought I knew love
I thought I understood it
But there are twists and turns
Unexpected loopholes
Like loving someone who society shuns
Who they deem as ****
But I suppose his past is what makes me love him even deeper
Oct 10, 2021
Oct 10, 2021 at 1:17 AM UTC
Death, it knocks,
Begging me home
So sweetly does it whisper,
Come, come...
So sweetly does it whisper,
You can end this sorrow...
So sweetly does it whisper,
Home, home...
The question remains,
Do I answer?
Do I answer?
Oct 10, 2021
Oct 10, 2021 at 12:57 AM UTC
I have a lot of love.
Different kinds of love.
I have love for family.
I have love for friends.
I have love for strangers.
And then I have love for people like you.
People who steal my heart strings and break them...but that love always remains no matter the damage that’s done.
So please, always remember there is a stupid biologist out there who does love you...with a very special love.
A very, very special kind of love
Jul 9, 2020
Jul 9, 2020 at 10:29 PM UTC
I want to be enough
For someone
But I’m not
And never will be
I want to feel again
For someone
But I don’t
And likely never will
I want to have him
Again
But I can’t
Because he is done
With me
Because I am not enough
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 9:44 PM UTC
My heart is heavy and it hurts
I don’t understand where I go wrong
One after the other
All the same
Starts out so strong,
But as days go on,
Words and conversations lack
Till nothing...
But an empty shell of a connection remains
My heart is heavy and it hurts
Apr 14, 2020
Apr 14, 2020 at 9:42 AM UTC
Some days I feel like a failure
One day I hope I’m successful
Some days I feel like pile of ****
One day I hope I feel amazing
Some days I feel like a train wreck
One day I hope to be okay
Some days I feel like I’m ugly
One day I hope I won’t care
Some days I feel like I’m too much
One day I hope I’ll be enough
Apr 13, 2020
Apr 13, 2020 at 11:38 PM UTC
I wish you the best
I know I'm hard to digest
I feel pain in my chest
Because your feelings weren't expressed
I thought you felt the same
Turns out it was a game
I am so ashamed
I feel much pain
I let this go on for far too long
I am trying to be strong
Everything turned out so wrong
But I know I can move on
Mar 28, 2020
Mar 28, 2020 at 9:48 AM UTC
Overwhelmed with feelings of pain
I can't get over it
I can't get through it
My heart aches
I know I messed up
How can I forgive myself?
I do this every time
I always mess it up
I am not meant to be
My heart hurts
Things will never be the same
Mar 21, 2020
Mar 21, 2020 at 11:23 PM UTC
I wish I didn't feel
Nothing would be a big deal
I wish I didn't cry
It would be much easier to say goodbye
I wish I didn't love
People would be painless to let go of
Mar 21, 2020
Mar 21, 2020 at 3:06 PM UTC
I wish I could change the past
Take back things I've said
And things I've done
I wish I could change the past
Tell myself that I'm okay
And I'll be alright
I wish I could change the past
Tell those few how I feel
and how they've changed me
Mar 21, 2020
Mar 21, 2020 at 2:50 PM UTC