You haven't seen your reflection in the mirror
A cat fight between validation and figures
Who do you turn to?
When the world is who you're lying to?
Sounds that echoes through your bones
From painted faces who will never make it
You shouted 'how to handle it?'
But what would happen if no ones there to answer it?
Doing things that only slows you down
Fake friends are always there when it's convenient to be around
Little bit of money, little bit of fame,
How the tables have turned when you're in the ground
Ask yourself why they're the company that you keep
When true love is the only thing that you ever really need
Close your eyes to make up for lost sleep,
When that should've been for those who sees you in a dream
Pictures and laughter are always there to see
To show the world how amazing we're going to be
All smiles for the lies that you keep to yourself
When your mind begs for somewhere else
All those shadows got you covered now
Cause all of their talking is the noise you need to **** the sound
Of all of these voices telling you 'no one can help you out'
We're all alone.
You're just the only one to figure out.
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 11:01 AM UTC
If i could sweet talk my way inside,
I hope you won't listen too fast
Your lips are calling for mine
As if it has its own mind
Some may call it unfair how i easily tripped and fell
But i still thank my feet for stumbling upon you as well
If words cut deeper than knives,
I wouldn't mind if the universe conspire
That if it's you who's essential,
You would be invisible to my eye
The heart looks for what it wants
I found your beauty at last
Don't be sad because its over,
Smile because you've found a reason
To live and make me stay
Let me hold your hand so you won't complain
Or be mine for just a day
Don't wake me up from this,
If i can't seem to find you in my dreams
Then help me close my eyes,
Let me pray till i fall asleep
I want to be the embrace that has been taken away
Though i know nothing of what you feel
But my heart beats for you,
It seems.
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 11:24 AM UTC
Beside me is my one and only
For my arms to hold so tightly
It was her eyes that engaged me
The way she smiled genuinely
The sun goes down
The darkness engulf the place
It was you and i till the dawn
While the moonlight shines on your face
I can only fantasize
Every girl wish to have your eyes
I want to be the one who gets the prize
And hope to win everytime
If it is love that i'm fighting for
These fist would break its bones
The melancholy that you would take away
Is mine to embrace everyday
We are like two stars in a pitch black sky
I watch as you shine every time
I want to pull you close to me
So i can see a thing of beauty
Only to know that you are perfect for me
I will play the fool and you will be cruel
There would be sad
And there would be you
As happy as you are
Understanding is for me
My tears are meant to fall
You will be there to see
I will be the light at the end of the tunnel
Walk the down the aisle
So you won't have to suffer
Then i will walk a thousand miles
To be with you
Is all i can do
Sep 3, 2017
Sep 3, 2017 at 7:45 AM UTC
If only it was that easy to leave,
That would be the first thing that i'd do
Even if i had wings,
I would not fly with ease
Why can't I?
I want to be free
What does it actually mean?
Free from secrets
Free from lies.
Free from everything that is heavy
Those things have nothing to do with me
It is all about you
Just you
No one else
It is a given that life is not easy
But it is about the people that make it less hard
I am here
Just me
No one else
Trying to fill the void
Just to wipe the tears and catch everything that falls
With these arms
That longs for you to come back
Or for someone to fill the empty space
That only you could fill
Jun 22, 2017
Jun 22, 2017 at 11:30 AM UTC
It is the feeling of listening to a good song
Except that i have no favorite part
From the first tune to the last
Even the silence after beats everything else
I never thought that i'd fall in love with you
Not the thought of you or the idea of falling in love
But the fact that you brought excitement to my life
You made me see my worth that everyone is trying to hide from me
When i said that relationship is just a distraction,
I don't mind being a hypocrite
I want to be with you
Never mind the labels that people put on me
I love you
For who you are
From what i'm about to be
The person that will be here for you till the end
I have a lot to learn about the world
That's why i want to know every inch of you
Whether i'm headed to forever or heartbreak
Just know that this thing right here is real
You're the definition of perfection
I don't see myself being with anyone but you
Because there's no one else like you
Dec 21, 2016
Dec 21, 2016 at 9:24 AM UTC
I want to prove it by way of action
Without saying those three words
I want to introduce you to my world
Hoping you'd do the same for me
Make me feel like we deserve each other
When it comes to you, there's always a way
Even when i'm facing my own struggles
No questions, i'll be there when you need me
I look up at the sky to thank God
For your existence became my salvation
You are that one good thing in my life
I don't ever want any of this to stop
But i made a mistake
Assuming that we think the same way
I gave everything that i got nothing left for myself
Can we really still call it love?
I want you to love me the way i do for you
Tell me how you feel about me
Embrace me when i'm sad
Laugh with me when i'm happy
See the pain behind my eyes
Tell me your secrets so i can tell you mine
I need understanding more than ever
If i made a mistake on loving you
I want to keep the smiles on your face
But i can't keep one for myself
I can't always mend a broken heart
When i'm broken myself
I'm lost and i can't find my way back to you
Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 5:53 AM UTC
All these make up and i'd still think she's beautiful without it
The way her hair covers the side of her face
Those eyes that pierce through my veins
When she smiles and the way she laughs,
Happy, became my whole being
I don't want this to ever end.
I want to cherish every second i have with her
Words became the medium of affection
Smiles are the only confirmation
She became the center of the universe
I realize i don't need the best woman in the world
What i have is different
Because no one has ever made me feel this way before
She kept feeding the hunger of my soul
I love her and that's all i know
Her being beautiful is the only time that she is selfish
I can't look at another woman with the same impression
I was blinded, of her imperfections
Her smile is etched on my mind
I want to sleep so i can see her in my dreams tonight
Dec 1, 2016
Dec 1, 2016 at 6:47 AM UTC
The train just kept moving forward
haven't really enjoyed the journey so far
too afraid to reach the destination without the answers
as to why the world disappoints me
i'm lucky enough to get this far
others just got a glimpse of what it's like
To have their time of their life
That'll forever be an imagination to them
I'm tired of just observing the scenery
Wondering when will i get my fair share of moment
To have someone to be lonely with
an answer to some of my questions
People became really shallow
Or i'm just too deep
No matter which one is it
I hope we find what were looking for
Nobody in this world want a safe journey in this train
We want to go out there and explore what the world has to offer
We want to feel, we want to be part of something
Some will get tired of looking out the window
We want to be the scenery
the picture that everyone stop by at the exhibit
It doesn't have to be everyone
Just someone who have the decency to look at the whole picture
At the end of the day, the train will suddenly stop
it will leave us wondering why we keep pondering the what ifs
instead of conquering our fears of what is
And it is too late
Oct 23, 2016
Oct 23, 2016 at 6:45 AM UTC
I want to see tall buildings that towers over everything
Walk around with good food to accompany me
Feel how the wind blew differently
How city lights makes the night come alive
Allow me to forget everything tonight
I want to watch the moving scenery in the car window
With music attached in my ear
Nothing to fear, let the world welcome my presence
Where stars shine above to where i lay
I am finally free from yesterday
Moving feet that would lead them somewhere
How i wish i have some place to be
I want to follow their footsteps where there's no tragedy
Let's go in pairs and watch the world in a balcony
Amusement park full of colors
Smiling faces that wanders
Switching from one ride to another
How short an excitement can pass without the other
Walk around the beach while the sun is shining
Let the waves take over the sandcastles
Because we know nothing last forever
Yet i still build it to whomever i meet
Hoping it stays together
I want to know how it feels to be with someone
I don't want to look back at yesterday
I want tomorrow where we keep going even when it's difficult
I don't want another one to bite the dust
I want to get away with you
Memories aren't treasured without you
I want you to run away with me
But you'll be better off without me
Jul 23, 2016
Jul 23, 2016 at 11:21 AM UTC
I stay up every night to watch the moon glow
Glints of light scatters on the broken window
Sleep to overcome the hatred inside
You ease the pain by making peace tonight
Hop out of bed only to step on the shards of glass
It is my duty to endure the things from my painful past
Fixing myself without looking at the mirror
You remove the shadows to see myself clearer
I'll try not to miss you when you're gone
I take every bit of love i can get my hands on
I pray to God to teach me how to cope
Because we always build it up to watch it fall
Time goes by, people come and go
But i still see your face on every girl
I always wonder why people leave
It makes me wonder even more why you're still here
Jun 25, 2016
Jun 25, 2016 at 8:52 AM UTC