I used to be strong
but I'm not anymore.
I need to find land
but its harder to search for
I want to feel safe
but I'm stuck bleeding on the floor.
old comforts are my safe house
they always helped when I was alone.
I can feel myself dragging through the motions
slowly crippling myself and turning to stone.
constantly checking my notifications to see if you're there,
only to be reminded that I'm on my own.
Feb 2, 2023
Feb 2, 2023 at 12:18 AM UTC
moments in time spent with you,
stuck in my phone like constant reminders.
i'm not who i was then.
i never will be.
Jul 21, 2022
Jul 21, 2022 at 1:01 AM UTC
the quick decision
that leaves lives filled with grief.
the quick ending
of a life that should have lasted longer.
suicide is not an option
but to those of us
it's the only answer.
May 24, 2022
May 24, 2022 at 5:08 PM UTC
each note holding a different emotion,
carried across time.
held out until the very last second,
then the silence steps in.
May 18, 2022
May 18, 2022 at 2:06 PM UTC
paint me your beautiful masterpiece,
fill me with your wonderous colors;
covering every inch until i'm complete.
no part left untouched,
every side a different view.
abstract lines and colorful hues.
i want to do it with you.
love is a work of art.
Jan 26, 2022
Jan 26, 2022 at 9:29 PM UTC
being a statistic doesn't sound like such a bad thing anymore.
it's always been about numbers;
your weight,
your age,
your height,
your grades.
we're all numbers.
always compared to unrealistic standards.
always held to unrealistic expectations.
maybe being a number isn't so bad;
maybe then i'll be happy,
partying it up with peep and cobain.
maybe, just maybe, i'll be enough.
i'm sorry.
Jan 26, 2022
Jan 26, 2022 at 9:28 PM UTC
oh, how i wish to be loved.
held in the same warmth
of the flames from an undying fire;
kissed with the same passion
of an artist with their last piece;
loved in the same unconditional
that was promised to me so many times.
but these are just wishes never to become a reality.
Jan 21, 2022
Jan 21, 2022 at 1:59 PM UTC
i dreamt of you.
i didn't want to,
didn't want you to haunt my days,
didn't want you to take my dreams,
didn't want to think of all the ways,
didn't want to rip away at the seams,
didn't want to waste my tears,
didn't want to leave scars,
didn't want you to be the cause of my fears,
but i did.
i dreamt of you.
Sep 10, 2021
Sep 10, 2021 at 8:48 PM UTC
i believe that when we're born,
when our souls are created by the universe,
we have beautiful, elegant wings,
and we're all beautiful and elegant things.
as we slowly fall to the earth,
little pieces of them are stripped away,
feather by feather until their gone
and what we start with is only what we have on.
every year we grow older
a piece of what we once had
begins to be replaced.
those little pieces of us are no longer erased.
don't get all your pieces,
everything is happening too fast.
don't put your wings back on,
none of us are ready for you to be gone.
Aug 18, 2021
Aug 18, 2021 at 6:54 PM UTC
falling in love with you
is like cliff jumping into the ocean.
falling into the depths within;
sinking so deep, forgetting i could swim.
falling in love with you
is like sitting by a campfire.
holding me in your arms
as the warm flames reached higher.
falling in love with you
is like sitting and counting the stars.
each one having more meaning than the last;
connecting a map taking us all the way to Mars.
falling in love with you
is like blasting music and driving fast.
singing out of key and loosing our voices;
both of us wanting these moments to last.
falling in love with you is memorable.
and these memories are mine to keep forever.
Jul 21, 2021
Jul 21, 2021 at 5:01 AM UTC