That chance that something will happen today.
I let my self take over the thought that you like me too
I thought if i tell you that i like you, you'll feel the same too
You don't want to be hurt? But how about me?
Do you even care about how i feel?
Do you know where i take that courage to say that?
Please if you want to be love, take a risk!
Risk of having me to your life <//3
Dec 30, 2017
Dec 30, 2017 at 10:39 AM UTC
I love being here
It feels like im in different world
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 9:40 AM UTC
Today is June 20, and the Moon!
I could definitely cry with that crystaling light.
I cant capture it with my phone but in my mind i still see it.
That feeling when theres still sadness in every beautiful part of it.
The moon between the tree and the perfect shape volcano has its dazling sight
Ohw how i wish i can share it with everyone.
But i cant, i just need to discribe it
And left it with a photographic memory.
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 7:32 AM UTC
Yes im in my room,
the loudness of silent.
Beside of my guitar,
i can play it whatever i want.
No one would care as if they were.
Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 12:20 AM UTC
The tears won't fall
So i let my skin cry
I can see sharps
They want me to be their friend.
I hear the voices that calling me again..
That voice who's been my friend.
It teach me how to be weak, insecure and numb.
And now his here again willing to be a friend.
Would someone replace him?
I just want someone to understand me
But it turns out they can't.
Who am i 10 years from now?
No let me replace that...
Em i still here 10 years from now?
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 12:01 PM UTC
I remember the first time i saw you
I admit your not that so attractive
But don't get me wrong your beautiful
Your with the other clover
Trying to fit in.
Then years pass i didn't notice that I've been watering you
And actually made me incomplete when i dint see you just for a day
You even gloom with a pretty leaves
But still until now you can't stand alone.
I pick you coz i know your special.
You've been my ***** Buddy
We created many memories.
We shared everything..
And now i want you to let your confident shine
Not everyone has a stick to carry you all along.
I'm just a wind.. i could pass from your sight.
Whenever you miss me just close your eyes
A melody will pass through your ear saying;
*"Your perfect as what my eyes see,
your not alone coz like a wind you cant see me but
i assure to you that you will feel me.
I love you my ***** Buddy"*
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC
I wonder when will i have
My last post on Facebook
My last Tweet on Twitter
My last Selfie on Instagram
Do i even have a reward by doing all this stuff?
Who is the last person I'm with?
The last place that i will go?
When will my last Morning and Evening?
The last song i'm going to hear?
Em i going to have my options
Whether i'll stay or go.?
God is too Good to question his path for us
But i cant help thinking what will happen
In our last breath.
There'll be mourning's day and night
it may took a year perhaps.
But why is that when your happy
Some will Stay but, some will leave.
Life is pathetic when your bored
so my question is when will be
*My last Hi
My last Sorry
My last Laugh
My last Hug
My last Smile
My Last Goodbye*
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 11:31 AM UTC
It take too long to realize that I'm nearest to death. I thought it was just a simple allergies that i could encounter but i was wrong, any minute my heart could positively stop because of the unpleasant beat. I cant even enjoy swimming within an hour because of the cold water. Even air in the morning. I have to scratch my whole body and cant even enjoy the blist of the morning air. And the worst part is that, it was a lifetime treatment. I don't know if i could take it whenever my body is getting thick and hurt or whenever i cant breath or I'm shaking. I'm getting tiered of being self pity, its like i cant even help my self and i need others to do that. Em i that luck enough?? I was always in the hospital ever since, I'm always sick and diagnose in everything. I wish i was just normal as others. But i guess I'll just treat this as a gift from God. Well I'm just blessed after all :)
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 11:31 AM UTC
I have this three (3) kinds of tallent
1. Is to sacrifice anything, even though someone might get hurt.
2. Is to hurt someone, for the goodness and fairness of everyone.
3. Specially to become a numb
Apr 23, 2016
Apr 23, 2016 at 9:49 AM UTC
*Would you rather believe
I can talk to a tree. They see me as a beautiful leave
that's fresh as the green they see.
I feel so free, even they hold me clench.
I want to let go but they need me most.
I'm getting red and a little bit bust they might let go and let me fall
But see this vain, it hurt like hell. What can i say?
I'ts my destiny would i go?
Soon they will let me go, they let me fall. I'm now a bird that you can see in the clouds. I can now fly anywhere i want. But look, i'm getting tiered. I forgot how was living was. I forgot that i am existing too.
But it's too late,
24 hours
1 minutes
60 second
And i'm done.*
Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 2:37 PM UTC