Sometimes the foot pressing down my heart pushes down
And again i am stuck in the loop
For you
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 11:47 AM UTC
You look at me like i look at him
The longing is overwhelming and i can’t help but spin
I never meant to feel so deeply for him that i forgot that you existed
But i need to follow what my heart is telling me even if it never works
I can’t give you what you want
Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 10:43 PM UTC
i don’t know anybody who is happier in december than they are in july
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 12:12 PM UTC
sometimes things just fall apart
there’s no fixing them because it’s beyond fixable
so throw it out and get a new one
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 12:12 PM UTC
people always ask why i hate christmas
i always tell them that it’s overrated
i never mention the crushing weight of feeling as if i owe one month of happiness to my family
or how the happy families make my heart break under the knowing that i will never have that again
or the loss of so many so close to me and so many traditions gone that it’s so hard not to hate it when you are forged on the grounds of bad memories
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 12:09 PM UTC
you can always tell yourself that you’re fine
but if you don’t believe it
did it really happen?
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 12:08 PM UTC
usually when somebody takes off their rose colored glasses
they understand more
become more intune with their feelings
appreciate their friends and begin to love more
all it does is remind me how lonely i am
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 12:07 PM UTC
you wonder if you’ll ever recover from the overwhelming pain
and if you don’t?
what can you do?
you fear the future but hate the present
where can you go?
you’re running around in circles unable to break free
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 12:04 PM UTC