When I woke this mornin
I was feelin bad
Just thinkin bout the times I once have had
Babe if you don't want me
Why don't you tell me so
Cuz I can get a gal most anywhere I go
Woke up this mornin
Blues was all around my bed
Sometimes I wonder if I'd be better off dead
Mr Judge be as easy as you can
Please now Judge be as easy as you can
It's all I can do if you save me from the pen
Mr Judge now what might be my fine
Please Judge tell me what might be my fine
He said a year in jail and a fifty dollar fine
I cried oh my baby
What's the matter now
Cuz I believe to my soul you don't need me anyhow
And if you don't want me
You should tell me so
All these worried blues give me trouble everywhere I go
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 9:48 PM UTC
I'm not gonna flap my lips
And tell you it's ok,
You think you're doing fine
Then let it stay that way.
I've made concessions
And I've tried to let you in,
All you give is noise and chatter
Your truth doesn't come from within.
It's all about this and all about that
And how you've been wronged along the way,
All the time you spend somewhere else
Just burns another day
Of life
Feeling
And emotion.
Drained you are by trying to live
That life just passes by,
Without direction, rhyme, nor reason
Until the day you die.
Oct 16, 2017
Oct 16, 2017 at 1:07 AM UTC
I don't run races I don't believe in.
And I've learned to let go all things useless.
There's no potential, only what is.
No one has a home.
All of us jackels feeding on the carrion of our own
Truth
Reality
For what we see in others can only be what is,
In fact,
In ourselves.
I can only see LIE because I am LIE.
I can only see CARE because I am CARE.
I can only see UGLY because I am UGLY.
The most terrifying of all that we see
Is the FREEDOM we have to choose it.
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 1:17 PM UTC
"To burn with desire and keep quiet about it
Is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves."
Frederico Garcia Lorca
Unquestionably difficult,
Bordering on dispair,
To non-project boundless feelings of fondness
Whence found something so rare
As love....
Immeasurable disallusion, disappointment,
Excruciatingly frustrating experiencing
The blatant non-recognition.
I need a bloodletting...an explosive
Immediate relief
Of a deeply personal need to voice an anguish
That is perhaps greater than the anguish itself.
Mar 25, 2017
Mar 25, 2017 at 7:26 PM UTC
I'm growing my own bluebells
Outside my cabin door.
They speak to me in colors
I've never seen before.
They're up-side down, their hue intense
Their shade pulls my heart.
I see their beauty deep
As passion, fury, and spark.
They use me for water
When they thirst and fade.
Their colors pull me back
They know I cannot stave.
I want them for my very own
I want them all with me.
They will be back, they'll be here
Cuz it's my true colors they see.
May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 6:47 AM UTC
"O, swear not by the moon, the
inconstant moon,
That monthly changes in her
circled orb,
Lest that thy love prove
likewise variable."
William Shakespeare
Romeo and Juliet, 1597
Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 12:10 PM UTC
What use is moonlight?
I reach into it, fingers open,
And my hand is silvered
And blessed, and comes back to me holding nothing.
I started wishing on the stars in the sky instead.
I said to the sun, tell me about the Big Bang.
The sun said, "It hurts to become".
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 12:37 AM UTC
I'm happy not to have your love,
It's ugly white foam floating on the surface.
I've found my courage to let you go,
And rediscover that my purpose...
...is not with you.
You'll regret choosing dull-wit over me,
But maybe you need control
And you're not as submissive as you lead.
Somebody supplies your bankroll...
...but it's not me.
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 6:07 AM UTC
Content within my destructions,
Embrace my demons fully,
Wallow in my Godness
Just by Being wholly.
Tell me the reasons to change,
More conceptual delusions.
Spout the need to be different,
The same remain my conclusions
I shan't fear my Being,
No recoil from the Way.
"It is I", I'll say at the gate,
Today, or any other day.
Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 4:40 PM UTC
Theres a fierce lion in my heart
Tearing to clutch your soul.
I'll take you in, languish my part
Make my wretched demons whole.
I desire greater now than I ever did then.
I want to take you higher
To places you've never been
I am noone, forget about me, it's all you that matters.
You don't see me, you don't get it,
You think I want to own you.
All I do is cherish
All the things in all the moments and everything you do.
Alas, poor me, I'm such a ******* fool
I don't stop making you ...all....its love's labor lost.
My heart has you now, in this moment so cruel
Forgive me, I CANT stop, nor will I pause.
I think you're the real deal.
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 12:08 PM UTC