"Beautiful" he whispered so softly
With a look so soft yet so hungry
And with touches warm as the sun
She suddenly felt free
Sep 28, 2024
Sep 28, 2024 at 7:39 PM UTC
My sunset begins as yours comes up
I sip my wine slowly, knowing you’re downing your whiskey at 6 in the morning
The tub of ice cream from last night has melted away
So why can’t you?
This city of lights blinds me, a nice distraction
But I have to run, I have to keep running
Because my demons have your beautiful smile
And I can’t help but stare with melancholy in my heart
My sleepless nights are invaded by your chocolate eyes and velvet lips
If I’m honest, that button on my phone taunts me
It begs me to call, send a text
But I don’t
I don’t and I won’t
You had let go first and danced our dance with your little noelle
O how jolly you must’ve been, staring into her starry eyes
So even if I miss you, I won’t
So I sip my wine slowly as you down your whiskey at 6 in the morning
These devils smile your smile and I look away
I move forward, melancholy and anger and hopefulness without you fuelling me
I hope you miss me as much as I do. But sometimes I don’t
Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 8:34 AM UTC
Ghosts are for disappearing and appearing
Humans are for accompanying
Little did i know the roles are reversed
Nov 3, 2020
Nov 3, 2020 at 1:55 PM UTC
i take deep breaths and pick at my skin
to remind the demons that they wont win
i rather keep quiet and cry
than lie about not wanting to die
i pick at my skin rather than shout
as the evil red comes out
can someone find me and give me bandages?
Oct 30, 2020
Oct 30, 2020 at 2:15 PM UTC
you told me you didn't like snakes
so why the hell did i find out
you went looking for them in afternoons
while i had my back turned?
Oct 16, 2020
Oct 16, 2020 at 2:09 PM UTC
knowing the shadows are there
insisting that they are not
love has left me
love has left me lost
make me happy again, im begging
end this sadness before it ends me
Oct 15, 2020
Oct 15, 2020 at 4:13 PM UTC
and i know one day you'll forget about me
i bet you're all already doing it
i'll be a distant memory
a nostalgic song
you'll remember my rights
and whatever went wrong
but be wary o, you familiar stangers
be wary of my ghost
because i may be gone
but i'll haunt you til the day you cease breathing
Oct 3, 2020
Oct 3, 2020 at 2:49 PM UTC
i dislike September
because i remember
the scent of coffee and the warmth you gave
i dislike Wednesday
because you asked me to stay
and i was willing
now the leaves are falling
and its getting cold
i'll get what you stole back
i may hate september because i remember
and hate wednesday because i chose to stay
but this time around you wont have it your way
Sep 30, 2020
Sep 30, 2020 at 2:53 AM UTC
his pain, a spiral.
coiling and tightening, confusing and suffocating
his pain was a sweet illusion
his pain was for me
but
i cannot bare his pain any longer
Sep 11, 2020
Sep 11, 2020 at 1:27 PM UTC
an approval or disappointment
to direction or accusation
****** to the public
a vow of borderline forever
at last a promise to never be broken
In the palm of the one who has never spoken
Sep 10, 2020
Sep 10, 2020 at 5:11 AM UTC