hurricane21
American
I am a 14 year old girl in high school as a freshman that just has a passion to write.It's one of my favorite things to do.When I need to express my feelings,I write them down in a poem.And just so you know,all the poems I have wrote so far....are all based on what happens in my life and my emotions about it. To me, telling you this shows that there is hurt in life as well as happiness. :)...Oh, and if you don't mind, please give me some feedback about my poems so that if there is something I could do to fix them, I can do it and become a better writer. :) Thank You.
Mountains of colorless dreams,
Hold the now, distant memories.
Oceans full of salty tears,
Hold the aweful crys of children and peers.
The land of childish toys,
Brought the feelings of happiness and joy.
The beautiful meadow,
Where she first met her handsome fellow.
Old song lyrics play for everyone to hear,
As if nothing ever disappears.
Shards of a once broken heart litter the ground,
Angry monsters hide in the darkness, awaiting to be found.
Broken shoes and ripped up jeans,
Thrown away back when the were teens.
Pictures from when they were children fall from the trees,
The music continues to be dragged on through the breeze.
A trench is nearly filled from letters they never sent,
In there are 100's of different content.
They keep traveling for what they are looking for,
For the need is to much to ignore.
Finally, they finally see the setting sun,
And started to run.
Over a hill, and through a forest,
They finally crossed a bridge, just as promised.
And suddenly it came into view
They felt as if they got a case of deja vu.
They had finally found what they had came for
It was so close, just across the shore.
They had finally found,
The Valley of Future Memories.
Aug 2, 2014
Aug 2, 2014 at 8:59 PM UTC
I feel like the whole world is pushing me
Pushing me to my knees
I collapse under all the pressure
I let out a high pitched scream
The world laughs at my attempts to fight back
To fight back and forcefully react
My attempt is passive
I fall down with impact
The world makes me lose my mind
Lose my mind and slowly is killing me inside
I fall as they tear my heart open
They then make me blind
I'm wishing they would just **** me
**** me now because I have already accepted defeat
They ask if I have any last words before I die
I say "Just finish me off so I can be free"
I wake up in a familiar room
The sun is shining so I assume its the afternoon
I get up, glad it was all just a dream
And I let out a sigh of relief
It was just a nightmare I tell myself
But know I know there is such thing as Hell
I go back to my bed and lay back down
And go back under the sleeping spell
Mar 16, 2014
Mar 16, 2014 at 3:01 PM UTC
That day she walked away
was the day my world turned grey
My life went colorless
I became powerless
I felt as if the world was crumbling down
I felt as if I was going to drown
In my own tears
Now about 8 years has passed
and by her memory, I am still harassed
She won't let me be
And I am not able to flee
She still visits my mind
and it is causing me to be blind
To the world around me
I can still see her face
It is something I am not able to erase
I wish I could see her now
because she is something that I cannot live without
Not being able to see her makes me feel so much pain
It's like my world receives no sunlight and only rain
My life is falling apart at the seems
Maybe if I just laid here
All my feelings of grief will disappear
My hurt that she chose "it" over me
The sorrow from realizing that her getting better can't be foreseen
The regret of not trying to stop her from running away
And as a result, my world feels like its under the wrath of Pompeii
My soul is slowly burning away
She is my world
Even if I might not be hers
I will always be there for her
Even though she has never been there for me
I have already forgiven her for the things she did
Even though my other family hasn't
I will love her
Even if she isn't sure that she feels the same way
I will never forget her
Even if she has already forgot me
And, I will never give up on her
Even if no one else believes in her
Because no matter what,
I will always love her!
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 7:33 PM UTC
I can't believe its been:
another day
another week
another month
and another year without seeing her
I have begun to think she will come back
ready to take her place in my life and heart
I believe a girl should not be without her mother
Just like a boy should not be without his father
To me,
Its no life to live
Lately I have been wondering
What she would say if she could see me now
Would she say she loves me
Or would she call me a sinner
Would she call me a loser
Or would she call me her baby girl
I wonder if she could see through my mask
Through my disguise
And most of all
I wonder if I could finally tell her the truth
The truth you might ask?
Its hard to say
But I'll tell you
Since I'll have to tell you
For I need to get ready for the day...
I will say..
Mom,
I truly wanted to be like you at one time
But I never got the chance
And I guess that was a good thing now
Because your now not the person you once was
and,
If you would have wanted to
They could have saved you
But you said you would never give "it" up
not even for me
Honestly,
I've been so lonely without you here
I feel like there's a big part of me missing
And I can't seem to find it.
But I know one thing..
I miss you.
Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 7:41 PM UTC
If today was our last day
What would you say?
Would you give all your possessions away
Or would you hide it all in a cache
Would you finally get on your knees and pray
Or would you let yourself go down on Judgement day
Would you say goodbye to all your family and friends
Or would you never try to make amends
Would you give all your riches to the poor
Or would you think that is something you would deplore
Would you say sorry for all the bad things you have done
Or would you just leave that chore undone
and most importantly,
Would you be ready to let go
Would you be able to reap what you sew
Would you be able to leave the past behind
Never again to unwind
What would you do if it was your last day?
Jan 20, 2014
Jan 20, 2014 at 1:01 PM UTC
I've died my hair so many times
I will never be able to make up my mind
I've changed my name once or twice
Even after my parent's advice
I would love not to be so angry all the time
and I would love to be sublime
I want to be beautiful
I want to be unforgettable
I want to have the pretty face
So I don't feel so out of place
I want to have gorgeous hair
that makes all the boys want to stare
I would ask for different eyes
But the ones I have now are nothing to hide
I just wish I was noticeable
I just wish I wasn't so invisible
I wish I has drop dead gorgeous
I wish I was flawless
I just wish I was like a goddess...
Jan 19, 2014
Jan 19, 2014 at 2:07 PM UTC
I never get any say in what I do
I never have anybody to turn to
I never get to do anything fun
I have no clue what I have done
To deserve the punishment I've got
I'm thirteen and my life hasn't even begun
I never get to live my own life
It's like my life isn't even mine to decide
The familiar breathe of their old lies
Is never going to come to its demise
Because they don't know how to stop keeping secrets
It's like they have some kind of horrid sickness
I say its time for a rebellion
Because I'm tired of waiting for my independence
They say that a hero can save me
well I have yet to see them
I've got everything to lose
But this is what I choose
I'm starting a riot
I'm gonna start a fight!
(Chants)
I've gotta fight for what I believe in
I've gotta fight for what's located within!
Today this ends
I will never make amends!
The time of sorrow is over
and moreover
It's my story to write, so let me write it...
Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 5:01 PM UTC
I might be leaving you
You will soon be out of view
But just know I have no choice
Because I am not aloud to use my voice
They are making me move far away from here
So I am soon to disappear
I do not leave until March
But when the time comes,
we will have to depart
So before it is time for me to leave
Let's try to spend as much time as we can
Just loving each other
And making the best of the little time we have
Because I will never forget you
For I don't know how too
Because I love you!
Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 11:47 AM UTC
You left us beautiful and happy
You left with your eyes open
Your soul as bright as the sun
I guess you couldn't make it in the long-run
And as a result
I am left without another loved one
I guess a good thing
is that you knew life was worth a fight
and you gave it your all
You stood up
Graceful and tall
You did the right thing by answering God's call
He needed you to be by his side
To be his angel
To be there for him
But without you
my life is so lifeless and dim
So colorless and grim
Sometimes I feel really selfish
For wanting you so bad
For wanting you to be with me
I mean,
It's never just been me,
It's been we
And it's never just been
"I wonder what will happen"
It's always been what will be
I wish you could read this
maybe you are
I just hope that you know
I didn't say goodbye for a reason
And that reason is because
you didn't go
You will always be with me
In my heart and soul
And that will never change
You did the right thing by answering God's Call
Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 11:36 AM UTC