It smells like September outside
The cold weather is setting in
We sit and we wait
and we speak and relate as we wait for Augusts end
I walk alone in the cold soft rains
in the shadow of the clouded day
And i stare and observe
till everything blurs
except for the thing i chase
I watch as it passes bye
and the fall brings back bad memories
but the months speed away
September, October, November, December
all gone with the fray
and i take a look outside
January passes next
A cold depressing beginning for the year
I wish i could say this was the last
Of the sad months that would come to pass
But happiness seldom appears
So ill sulk in self pity
Ill sit without pride
till once again
it smells like September outside.
Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 7:08 PM UTC
Tortured in our daily lives
we need to find release,
This is how we find ourselves
Walking with the kings.
Walking with the kings,
who seem to have it all
they tell us what to do,
so that we may not fall,
to us they seem like gods
when in reality,
even kings do stupid things
to end up like you and me.
Each man his own endeavor,
each life a new mystery,
That is where we find ourselves
walking with the kings.
Walking with the kings,
who seem to know it all,
they hold our hands out gently
to help us catch the ball,
they give us kind advice,
and awaken deep inside,
the voice that hid away so long
slowly causing, our demise.
To each may his life prosper,
but fear not a tiny thing;
for even when the fat lady sings;
you can go walking with the kings.
May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 9:01 PM UTC
Long walks save lives,
Peering into tear filled eyes
Wandering a broken path
Pondering a broken past.
Into the light we'd gladly go,
A vision comes so beautiful
Our lives complete
So much still unknown.
But we turn around
And head back home.
Long walks save lives,
They tell what the future holds;
when you grow old
whether you live freely
or sell your soul.
Walks that let us think endlessly
Through the forest ,
Around the trees.
Each step a new thought
In your our heads
One that pities the living
And prays for the dead.
Long walks save lives,
Walks that last for miles
Hours, Years, days, and months.
Alone we walk
and think
and talk to no reply;
Walking but not caring why.
Understanding everything
Floating freely like a dream;
Listening to natures sound
so profound,
Your feet are lifted off the ground
until the wind and the clouds
are in your face
and take you away from this starting place.
Long walks save lives'
but they do end
so often they should be taken.
Through forests and trees
and city streets
A walk can never be mistaken;
For heaven or hell
just a period when ones head does little aching
a mind to busy thinking.
Long walks save lives,
and as they reach their end.
The pain is gone
you can move on,
and often you will find
once you have cleared your mind,
and the walks draws towards its end
of yourself you have made a friend
May 16, 2013
May 16, 2013 at 10:20 PM UTC
All i knew came crashing around me
My life as i saw it
Was just a man slowly drowning
He fought and he struggled
But did not survive
Which leads me to question the meanings in life
Our motives are deadly
Were top of the chain
We go through this hell hole
Like its just a game
Striving for fame
Or to give ourselves a name
In that we have succeeded
To give ourselves a name much needed
Humans will forever be known
As the apocalypse bringers
Who destroyed their own home
Feb 7, 2013
Feb 7, 2013 at 9:03 PM UTC
Weak and feeble
Falling fast
Hot and Freezing
Not built to last
Slowly dying
Quickly reborn
Body aching
Heart full of scorn
I see darkness
Through and through
Is this an illness
Or am i thinking of you
Dec 16, 2012
Dec 16, 2012 at 7:00 PM UTC
I took a walk
To ease the pain
Clear my mind
Just to stay sane
I walked a mile
and looked around
the wonders of nature
i had found
A brook flowing
so i sat down
and looked at the sky
A simple thing
But so complex
Why Blue
Why Clouds
Why birds
I try to guess
The blue for sadness
Holding us down
We must escape into space
For new worlds to be found
The clouds for rain
To show emotion
Show us we are not alone
Through life's commotions
The birds for dreams
that we one day might
Grow some wings
And start to fly
Through the emotions
and sadness
Holding us back
So we may soar into endless space
And see the stars we long to be
and notice even more
mysteries
Dec 8, 2012
Dec 8, 2012 at 11:37 PM UTC
We've lost the will
Oh well we tried
We lost our freedom
We lost our pride
We destroyed civilians
Not caring at all
Then looked back in tears
At the destruction we brought
Our reasons were pointless
Our goals out of reach
Thinking it could be solved
By an apologetic speech
We go on in life
The public not knowing
Living daily
our regrets not showing
Dec 8, 2012
Dec 8, 2012 at 11:28 PM UTC
Like a black whole
It absorbs everything you are
Pushes you down
Tears you apart
Try to move on
But you cant escape
The firm grasp
That seals your fate
I did what i had to
Not knowing you cared
I said what i meant
not knowing you were scared
Im sorry i pushed you
Over the edge
Im sorry im writing this note
On a ledge
Im sorry for everything past, present and future
Im sorry my feelings
were the cause of your torture
Id tell you in person
But i wont be around
And im off
With the kick of the chair
as i make no sounds
Dec 8, 2012
Dec 8, 2012 at 11:24 PM UTC
The darkness it drowns me
The lights they surround me
through hatred you crown me
through love you empower me
The hero i aim to be
Most of you will never see
I dream of finding
in life a meaning
in heaven you saved me
but in hell you found me
Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 7:41 PM UTC
This world ends
as we slowly die
a new one begins
let a new light shine
We came so far
yet we dont know
how hard life is for all of those
People try to Empathize
Sympathize
but there only words
so whats the point
We live we die
we soar and fly
yet in my eyes
no sacrifice
is made by those who doubt the rest
If this is true
I lay to rest
the mistakes ive made
in lifes brutal test
As our quest
draws near its end
We question those
who would rather pretend
And notice
they knew more than us
We shed a tear
and wonder why
so many starts are in the sky
lifes more fun
when we dont know
how the world works
how people grow
Because then more questions
Can arise
and we may live
in paradise
Nov 17, 2012
Nov 17, 2012 at 5:51 PM UTC