
Energy of a bullet,but lightness of a depressed elephant,
Energy of a bullet,but lightness of a depressed elephant
Which keeps on devouring my heart every second every minute every hour and my heart stops for a minute then tears flow like the Nile river
I try stopping the tears but stopping keeps on stopping me from moving on
The thought of his smile inspires death the same way a rabbit inspires a dog
I try not to think but my thinking capacity keeps on retaliating
The luminous kiss which provokes and evolves my hormones
Thunder strikes moments captured but easily deleted
Her eyes shining like diamonds glowing under the sun
Promises being made
Every minute we in bed but broken in a split of a second after the luminous kisses
Her body is like my favourite morning coffee which I wish she hadn't poured so much milk
Because now it's too creamy to resemble my dark brown eyes
And every time I wrote,every time I opened my eyes
I was cutting out parts of myself simply to hand them over to her
When she told me she loves me,her mouth would curl up at the edges
I didn't fall in love with you
I walked into love with you,with my eyes wide open
Choosing to take every step along the way
I do believe in fate and destiny,but I also believe we are only fated to do things that we'd choose
And i'd choose you
In a hundred lifetimes
In a hundred worlds
In any version of reality
I'd find you and choose you
Only to become my reincarnation.
Apr 23, 2021
Apr 23, 2021 at 6:50 AM UTC
Everytime I leave
I come back stronger
Stronger than my struggles
Stronger than my rejections.
Huguette
Jul 4, 2020
Jul 4, 2020 at 6:41 PM UTC
Last time when we had a conversation,I reminded you how afraid I was of falling in love
Fear of having emotional attachment
But here I am,forcing myself to sleep
Because the thought of you brings memories of how I feel in love when I was 16
I stay up late reading our text messages,hoping that maybe one day the fear of falling in love
Will turn into you catching me with your hands wide open and reminding me
How love is safe
How warm it can be and even nurture your soul
But here I am again reminding myself how love can be brutal and leave me with wounds that can never heal
Wounds that will always tell a story of how I fell in love without any medical prescription
And here I am again,trying to love again
But you can't heal and love at the same time
It's like promising someone the whole world,that you don't even fit in.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 3:12 PM UTC
When you've not been taught to respect a book and pen
There's something called failure that will humble you
Just like a panda,failure doesn't choose any colour
it doesn't discriminate anyone's capabilities
But makes sure that it redecorate
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 2:47 PM UTC
Nothing scares me the most,like my death day
The fact that it's unknown
Makes me wonder if I'm qualified to go to Heaven
I know the requirements
But out of my 7300 days of being alive,I would be lying to myself if I say I've met the requirements
I pray that God offers me a supplementary examination and have mercy on me
To get my pass through the gates of Heaven
Because surely the repercussion of my actions got the Angel of death doubting my existence
Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 10:50 PM UTC
Every time I reminisce on the 6 years I wasted
Ignoring the love you sworn to provide
It hurts me to core
Knowing that I chose to love the wrong person
Thinking that maybe or surely the love I had for you would fade away
Because I was too ignorant
Too ignorant to understand the difference between love and lust
I chose to be with someone that only looked at me as a piece of meal and devoured my happiness with his so called lies
And rejected the only person that appreciated my smile
My body scent
My jokes
My dark eyes that represents hatred
But here I am still wishing I could trade these moments for the love you sworn to provide
Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 1:50 PM UTC
Energy of a bullet,but lightness of a depressed elephant
Which keeps on devouring my heart every second every minute every hour and my heart stops for a minute then tears flow like the Nile river
I try stopping the tears but stopping keeps on stopping me from moving on
The thought of his smile inspires death the same way a rabbit inspires a dog
I try not to think but my thinking capacity keeps on retaliating
The luminous kiss which provokes and evolves my hormones
Thunder strikes moments captured but easily deleted
Her eyes shining like diamonds glowing under the sun
Promises being made
Every minute we in bed but broken in a split of a second after the luminous kisses
Her body is like my favourite morning coffee which I wish she hadn't poured so much milk
Because now it's too creamy to resemble my dark brown eyes
And every time I wrote,every time I opened my eyes
I was cutting out parts of myself simply to hand them over to her
When she told me she loves me,her mouth would curl up at the edges
I didn't fall in love with you
I walked into love with you,with my eyes wide open
Choosing to take every step along the way
I do believe in fate and destiny,but I also believe we are only fated to do things that we'd choose
And i'd choose you
In a hundred lifetimes
In a hundred worlds
In any version of reality
I'd find you and choose you
Only to become my reincarnation.
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 11:46 AM UTC
Learn how to write to breathe in
Learn how to read to breathe out
Learn how to speak to release tension
Learn how to laugh to create happiness
Learn how to love yourself in order to be loved
learn how to appreciate even when you have nothing
Learn how to be humble before life humbles you
But in the end always be yourself
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 11:39 AM UTC
I wonder what the world promised you so bad
That you feel like everyone owes you an apology
What conversation strucked you the most
That you feel like you are entitled to be right
I wonder if the world promised you love
Because you are really good at pretending
That love was once your source of inheritance
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 3:27 PM UTC
PLEASURE
Temporary,delusional feeling that only last to supress the true feeling of love
Something we all seek indirectly,not knowing our instincts
Are being persuaded
The same way an animal is preyed on
Let's recap for a second
PLEASURE
Was supposed to be the next level to a relationship
More like a super powerful hierarchy
Thay controls all emotions
And manifests the best characteristics in human nature
Nov 22, 2018
Nov 22, 2018 at 11:22 AM UTC