at this moment in time,
i can't tell if being heartbroken
would numb me or
**** me
?
-a.lorraine
Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 4:27 AM UTC
she was the antidote to his madness.
he was the cure for her sadness.
-a. lorraine
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 12:03 AM UTC
the feeling of peace and calmness
seems to come at an unavoidable price
like killing brain cells or losing an arbitrary piece of your memory like the
details to a scene in a good film or the exact measurement of cream in a recipe, but then you question why these things would matter on a deeper level than common small talk between occasional acquaintances who may never care to bring it up again. So you just continue to inhale that good ****
-a.lorraine
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 7:51 PM UTC
she deserves a better version of you
not this diversion of you.
take her on an excursion with you
show her the conversion of you.
-a. lorraine
Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 10:44 AM UTC
write for yourself
meaning
if you write for anyone but-
you will eventually
forget what your own voice
sounds like.
- a.lorraine
Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 1:53 AM UTC
people will come and go in your life
like you’re a ******* grocery store.
you have many good things to offer.
they may take from you.
they may give to you.
they may simply move on
if you don’t have what they want.
you’ll be there when it’s convenient.
you’ll close when you feel like it.
but for the most part
you’re always open.
they might have not been around,
but you’ll be in the exact same place
they left you.
- a. lorraine
Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 1:42 AM UTC
dear girl,
you don’t know it now,
you won’t believe it now,
but here’s the truth.
one day not long from today,
you will be loved by someone
who accepts you even on your
most unapproachable days.
and believe me, you will have plenty.
you might do everything
in your power to combat this
kind of unexpected life you’ll live.
you believe you do not deserve him,
but you’ll give up fighting.
like i said, he’ll love you on even
your most unapproachable days.
unconditional and deservingly.
sincerely,
an older you who’s still learning
Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 1:32 AM UTC
You are walking through what seems to be a narrow hallway. Bodies stick to the walls, complacent with the space given, bumping shoulders, shaking hands, saying hi, saying goodbye.
You hold your school bag closer to your chest. There is a laptop in there-- pens and notebooks. Things you need. Things you cherish. And as time will not stretch, you make your way to class, do not worry, -- it will quickly pass.
The ceiling lights in the classroom are dull, dying, uninteresting. Bodies file in, breathing heavy, sighing heavy. As the florescence seems to keep you further away, it is dimming you as well, repressing, submitting-- only you cannot tell.
He speaks redundantly. Hands raise high-
do they even know what they are going to say?- you wonder this at every selection. He points to she and he and they. They who are chosen, loud and bold. He says "YES!- You are right ma'am. Let us begin to unfold."
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 8:53 PM UTC
When you look at me, what do you see?
*I see a transparent body, outlined by bold black
ink, a distant reflection of me*
You see nothing, yet you see me?
*I see nothing but those behind you and those walking through
your outline, yet I see who you should be*
If I were to disappear, what would you do?
*I do not know considering, you are not there.
You are like air*
If I am like air, can you feel me brush against your skin?
You are not as strong as the wind; you are like the air I breathe in
Why are you the only one who hears me?
I hear you because I am the mirror of your outline, I respond by showing you the truth of what you only choose to see
How do I fill myself in? Become visible and whole?
You find your true colors and escape into your soul
A.L.W.
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 12:46 PM UTC
unheard
unseen
unconscious
uninterested
unloved
unwanted
unbecoming
unable
unnamed
unattached
unattractive
unbounded
unchanged
I feel
all of these things
at once.
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 1:06 AM UTC
