Vivid hallucinations,
cause a severe depression.
Hearing the terrified screams,
in my head as I sit here in silence
What a internal sabotage.
I’m going to buckle.
That disgusting buckle,
with terrible hallucinations.
This is your sabotage,
you are my depression.
I’m done sitting in silence,
it’s my turn to scream.
Feb 29, 2016
Feb 29, 2016 at 9:54 AM UTC
"Do I HAVE to go?"
**The pain in the voice of the unheard.
It's oh, so powerful.**
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 8:41 AM UTC
Everything that you put me through
You left me
When I needed you most
**WHAT THE ****
Why would you do that to me?!
Do you understand that I'm in
LOVE with you?!
Why did you leave me
When I needed you most?
Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 8:56 AM UTC
Jesus Christ
You have such a pretty face.
I'll die all alone.
Jesus Christ
I'm alone again,
What did you do
When you were dead?
Jesus Christ
I'm not scared to die
I'm scared of whats after.
Jesus Christ
I'm scared I'll get scared
Of What's going to happen.
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 8:41 AM UTC
There's a feeling in the air.
A smell.
The smell of death of
Innocent people and children.
Of killers.
The blood on your hands.
I can't get it off.
Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 3:44 AM UTC
I have told myself I'm okay for
Far too ******* long.
I want to disappear forever.
Go somewhere I won't be found.
Where people will give up on the search.
I'm not
Who people think I am.
I'll leave in the night,
When everyone is asleep.
Maybe not. I'm not sure.
"I'll be back later"
"Where are you going?"
"On a walk"
No one will think anything.
**I'll find an overpass,
Climb over it.
And jump.
At just the right time.**
Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 8:58 AM UTC
**Dear You,
Yes, you.
I'm sorry you
Had to find out
This way.**
Goodbye.
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 9:32 PM UTC
When everything inside breaks and
You can't even fix it.
Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 9:57 AM UTC
The air is thin,
There's so many miles
Behind me. I barely feel
A smile inside me.
Why can't I be driving south?
I want to open this door so I
Just fall out.
But when you packed my car,
You went in the back and
Buckled up your heart.
Do you want me to drive away
With it? Now I understand why God
Died. The Demon's
Waiting on your porch.
Go ahead and light a make shift
Torch. When I left
He went in your room and
Stayed there for the night.
I felt chills in my bones,
The breath I saw is
Not mine. My skin wasn't
Made to play these games.
I saw them, torch in hand.
They laid out what they had
Planed. They can take my life,
Just not yours. The air is thin,
The jar you gave me a jar
With your hear in it. Do you
Want me to take it?
Well, now I know why God died.
Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 9:09 AM UTC
Why am I so sad? What did I
Do to deserve this? Am I a *****
Am I really what they say I am?
I want to know how they're
Able to do this without any regret
Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 8:20 AM UTC