hope-ann-webb - Hello Poetry

YES I MADE IT THRU , YES IM GONNA DO, JUST WHAT JESUS WANTS ME TO ALL TO HIM I'D LIKE TO GIVE BUT THIS FLESH KEEPS HOLDIN ME BACK IF IT TURNS ON ME, IN THE DARK YOU SEE EXACTLY WHAT YOU DONT WANT TO BE I KEEP ON STRIVING AND BELIEVING, IN ALL OF HIS MANY PROMISES JESUS GAVE IT ALL, NAILED IT TO THE CROSS, NOT FOR IN VAIN, THIER WAS NO LOSS ONLY GAIN FOR YOU & ME , THAT DAY ON CALVARY, THE LOVE HE SHOWED FOR YOU & ME HE COULDA CALLED A MILLION ANGELS HE COULD CALLED AN ARMY DOWN HE CHOSE INSTEAD TO LAY HIS OWN LIFE DOWN! JESUS DID WHAT NO MAN COULD, HE PAID THE PRICE OF OUR SIN ON THAT TREE THEY CALL CALVARY, OH WHAT JOY THAT SHOULD BRING TO YOU AND I THE TEARS THEY FLOWED , THEY BURNED AND STUNG, BUT NOTHING LIKE WHAT HE TOOK WHEN HE WAS HUNG ON CALVARY THE REJOICING SHOULD RESOUND ECHOING THROUGH TH WORLD THE SACRIFICE, HE PAID THE PRICE, HIS LIFE, FOR OUR OUR SOULD, IN DANGER WHAT LAY AHEAD, HE KNEW IT WOULND'T BE THE STRANGER BUT ONE, WHO CLAIMED TO FOLLOW IN HIS NAME BROUGHT HIM DOWN, TO DEATHS DOOR BUT JESUS KNEW, WHAT JUDAS DID NOT JESUS HAD KNOWN, HE WOULD NEVER DEPART BUT HIS ACTIONS WOULD PLAY THE PART IN HISTORY AND THROUGHT THE ENTIRED WORLD HE HAS ALREADY MADE A DIFFERENCE THANK YOU JESUS! LOVE HOPE

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Mar 14, 2017

Mar 14, 2017 at 12:19 AM UTC

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YES I MADE IT THRU , YES IM GONNA DO, JUST WHAT JESUS WANTS ME TO ALL TO HIM I'D LIKE TO GIVE BUT THIS FLESH KEEPS HOLDIN ME BACK IF IT TURNS ON ME, IN THE DARK YOU SEE EXACTLY WHAT YOU DONT WANT TO BE I KEEP ON STRIVING AND BELIEVING, IN ALL OF HIS MANY PROMISES JESUS GAVE IT ALL, NAILED IT TO THE CROSS, NOT FOR IN VAIN, THIER WAS NO LOSS ONLY GAIN FOR YOU & ME , THAT DAY ON CALVARY, THE LOVE HE SHOWED FOR YOU & ME HE COULDA CALLED A MILLION ANGELS HE COULD CALLED AN ARMY DOWN HE CHOSE INSTEAD TO LAY HIS OWN LIFE DOWN! JESUS DID WHAT NO MAN COULD, HE PAID THE PRICE OF OUR SIN ON THAT TREE THEY CALL CALVARY, OH WHAT JOY THAT SHOULD BRING TO YOU AND I THE TEARS THEY FLOWED , THEY BURNED AND STUNG, BUT NOTHING LIKE WHAT HE TOOK WHEN HE WAS HUNG ON CALVARY THE REJOICING SHOULD RESOUND ECHOING THROUGH TH WORLD THE SACRIFICE, HE PAID THE PRICE, HIS LIFE, FOR OUR OUR SOULD, IN DANGER WHAT LAY AHEAD, HE KNEW IT WOULND'T BE THE STRANGER BUT ONE, WHO CLAIMED TO FOLLOW IN HIS NAME BROUGHT HIM DOWN, TO DEATHS DOOR BUT JESUS KNEW, WHAT JUDAS DID NOT JESUS HAD KNOWN, HE WOULD NEVER DEPART BUT HIS ACTIONS WOULD PLAY THE PART IN HISTORY AND THROUGHT THE ENTIRED WORLD HE HAS ALREADY MADE A DIFFERENCE THANK YOU JESUS! LOVE HOPE

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WHAT'S A FATHER TO BE? I DON' T KNOW , LET ME SEE. ITS SAID THEY ARE KIND AND FRIENDLY I'VE HEARD THEY ARE HONEST AND TRUE. I'VE LISTENED TO STORIES ABOUT HOW THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO TREAT YOU ITS BEEN TOLD , THEY'RE ALWAYS THERE WITH A HAND FOR YOU TO HOLD SOMEONE ONCE SAID THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT SEE I'VE ONLY HEARD THESE THINGS IN REALITY I'VE BEEN CAUGHT IN A FANTASY THAT MEN LIKE THESE EXIST IN OUR REALITY SOMETIMES IT IS SADLY A BRUTALITY TO ACTUALLY HAVE A FATHER, FOR HE IS JUST A MAN, WHO DOESN'T EVEN KNOW, HOW TO HANDLE HIS ANGER, AND HE LETS IT FLY BLOW BY BLOW OTHERS THERE ARE THOSE, WHO WANT TO MAKE YOU TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES, IN SADNESS, IN SICKNESS, THEY HURT YOU, THEY TAKE AWAY YOUR FUTURE, YOUR SOUL IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS NO LIGHT IN THIS BLACK HOLE THERE ARE THOSE WHO SAY TOO MUCH THEY HURT THIS WAY BY THE MEAN HURTFUL THINGS THEY SAY, BELIEVE ME I KNOW PERSONALLY, A LIFE, LIVED, AND LEFT BEHIND, I have met a man, who is KIND,SINCERE, FRIENDLY,AND ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. MY DAD, I LOVE YOU

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Jul 30, 2016

Jul 30, 2016 at 10:45 PM UTC

A FATHER

WHAT'S A FATHER TO BE? I DON' T KNOW , LET ME SEE. ITS SAID THEY ARE KIND AND FRIENDLY I'VE HEARD THEY ARE HONEST AND TRUE. I'VE LISTENED TO STORIES ABOUT HOW THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO TREAT YOU ITS BEEN TOLD , THEY'RE ALWAYS THERE WITH A HAND FOR YOU TO HOLD SOMEONE ONCE SAID THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT SEE I'VE ONLY HEARD THESE THINGS IN REALITY I'VE BEEN CAUGHT IN A FANTASY THAT MEN LIKE THESE EXIST IN OUR REALITY SOMETIMES IT IS SADLY A BRUTALITY TO ACTUALLY HAVE A FATHER, FOR HE IS JUST A MAN, WHO DOESN'T EVEN KNOW, HOW TO HANDLE HIS ANGER, AND HE LETS IT FLY BLOW BY BLOW OTHERS THERE ARE THOSE, WHO WANT TO MAKE YOU TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES, IN SADNESS, IN SICKNESS, THEY HURT YOU, THEY TAKE AWAY YOUR FUTURE, YOUR SOUL IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS NO LIGHT IN THIS BLACK HOLE THERE ARE THOSE WHO SAY TOO MUCH THEY HURT THIS WAY BY THE MEAN HURTFUL THINGS THEY SAY, BELIEVE ME I KNOW PERSONALLY, A LIFE, LIVED, AND LEFT BEHIND, I have met a man, who is KIND,SINCERE, FRIENDLY,AND ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. MY DAD, I LOVE YOU

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I STAND OUTSIDE MY WINDOW LOOKING IN HOW DO I START, HOW DO I BEGIN, WITH WHAT YOU DON'T SEE, A PROBLEM, IT IS WHO YOU ARE. WELL MAKE A CHANGE STAND UP TO THE CALL YOU SAID YOU WANTED ME AND NOW IT SEEMS AS IF ALL IT EVER WAS WAS A DOOM TO HAVE BELIEVED AND HOPED, YOU LOVE THE ONE WHO WANTED ME, TO LOVE TO HOLD ME, TO KISS ME, TO CARE FOR ME ALL THE DAYS OF OUR LIFE, WHERE DID HE GO, THAT MAN INSIDE OF YOU DID HE SLIP OUT OR TAKING A BREAK OR DIE? HE JUST DISAPPEARED SOMETIMES IT'S UNFAIR AND DOESN'T SEEM QUITE CLEAR HOW TO THINK, HOW TO FEEL, HOW TO ACT DO I ASK, DO I DARE, DO I BEG, HEAR UNFAIR WHAT I ASK ISN'T MUCH JUST YOUR TIME AND TOUCH YOUR LEADERSHIP WOULD BE WISE, WILL IT EVER HAPPEN CAN YOU RISE TO THAT JOB,YOU'VE BEEN CALLED WELL, LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU'RE READY

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Jul 30, 2016

Jul 30, 2016 at 10:34 PM UTC

THE CALL

I STAND OUTSIDE MY WINDOW LOOKING IN HOW DO I START, HOW DO I BEGIN, WITH WHAT YOU DON'T SEE, A PROBLEM, IT IS WHO YOU ARE. WELL MAKE A CHANGE STAND UP TO THE CALL YOU SAID YOU WANTED ME AND NOW IT SEEMS AS IF ALL IT EVER WAS WAS A DOOM TO HAVE BELIEVED AND HOPED, YOU LOVE THE ONE WHO WANTED ME, TO LOVE TO HOLD ME, TO KISS ME, TO CARE FOR ME ALL THE DAYS OF OUR LIFE, WHERE DID HE GO, THAT MAN INSIDE OF YOU DID HE SLIP OUT OR TAKING A BREAK OR DIE? HE JUST DISAPPEARED SOMETIMES IT'S UNFAIR AND DOESN'T SEEM QUITE CLEAR HOW TO THINK, HOW TO FEEL, HOW TO ACT DO I ASK, DO I DARE, DO I BEG, HEAR UNFAIR WHAT I ASK ISN'T MUCH JUST YOUR TIME AND TOUCH YOUR LEADERSHIP WOULD BE WISE, WILL IT EVER HAPPEN CAN YOU RISE TO THAT JOB,YOU'VE BEEN CALLED WELL, LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU'RE READY

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you see me stand in pain you just sit in stare, like well i don't care you sit and don't help not even when i'm in pain it's so hard to believe all you give is grief not a shred of care as if we ever shared a single thought or idea how can you sit, how can you not see i need you, i want you, but you just sit it honestly feels worse that a hit no emotion, no reaction, no words ever why should i have to feel like im always grievin i want my son to have a dad but is it the cost, me always being sad you act like you don't care you never help or share responsibiity you never help with shopping, you never help with mopping you never help pick up our son you never seem to do anything but look out for #1 i wish you could open your eyes because the world you see, your missin the days, the moments, the hours, with our son

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Jul 30, 2016

Jul 30, 2016 at 10:24 PM UTC

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you see me stand in pain you just sit in stare, like well i don't care you sit and don't help not even when i'm in pain it's so hard to believe all you give is grief not a shred of care as if we ever shared a single thought or idea how can you sit, how can you not see i need you, i want you, but you just sit it honestly feels worse that a hit no emotion, no reaction, no words ever why should i have to feel like im always grievin i want my son to have a dad but is it the cost, me always being sad you act like you don't care you never help or share responsibiity you never help with shopping, you never help with mopping you never help pick up our son you never seem to do anything but look out for #1 i wish you could open your eyes because the world you see, your missin the days, the moments, the hours, with our son

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7216 You look at me and shake your head with disgust Im bigger than you so there for I must Have habits that are slovenly and unclean Do you have any idea how much it hurts you are so mean I try really hard to help family My friends in need to keep myself and house happy Its so hard in the world today to sit and be judged It never stops no matter what I do I feel begrudged All I want is to me and be accepted as I am I just wanna put clothes on and a smile You do know if you asked I would walk that extra mile I feel like I am about ready to bust, just a **** Built to hold back, don’t say that Must be fitting to their idea, their mold Just makes me want to shut down, ok got it just be cold Hearted. To all. Really is that what works for you I am kind, I am happy , I am polite, I am not like you I am giving, helpful, considerate, caring No you are not and do not, you are not bearing The scars that hide, way down deep inside You are not weary, scared, hiding like a child I try so hard to just "fit in" I just want to feel like once, "yes your in" What tho the cost, make me unhappy But look nice, appearance is skin deep That is my take on it I don’t care your tone of skin GOD made you YOU I don’t care what car you drive in GOD made you YOU I don’t care what side of town your on GOD made you YOU I don’t care how much money you make GOD made you YOU I don’t care what you have on your lawn GOD made you YOU I don’t care, if others say you are fake GOD made you YOU I don’t care what medicine you are prescribed GOD made you YOU I don’t care what they think, they say you lied GOD made you YOU

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Jul 5, 2016

Jul 5, 2016 at 2:41 AM UTC

GOD MADE YOU, YOU

7216 You look at me and shake your head with disgust Im bigger than you so there for I must Have habits that are slovenly and unclean Do you have any idea how much it hurts you are so mean I try really hard to help family My friends in need to keep myself and house happy Its so hard in the world today to sit and be judged It never stops no matter what I do I feel begrudged All I want is to me and be accepted as I am I just wanna put clothes on and a smile You do know if you asked I would walk that extra mile I feel like I am about ready to bust, just a **** Built to hold back, don’t say that Must be fitting to their idea, their mold Just makes me want to shut down, ok got it just be cold Hearted. To all. Really is that what works for you I am kind, I am happy , I am polite, I am not like you I am giving, helpful, considerate, caring No you are not and do not, you are not bearing The scars that hide, way down deep inside You are not weary, scared, hiding like a child I try so hard to just "fit in" I just want to feel like once, "yes your in" What tho the cost, make me unhappy But look nice, appearance is skin deep That is my take on it I don’t care your tone of skin GOD made you YOU I don’t care what car you drive in GOD made you YOU I don’t care what side of town your on GOD made you YOU I don’t care how much money you make GOD made you YOU I don’t care what you have on your lawn GOD made you YOU I don’t care, if others say you are fake GOD made you YOU I don’t care what medicine you are prescribed GOD made you YOU I don’t care what they think, they say you lied GOD made you YOU

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IF I SAID TODAY, I DIDNT KNOW WOULD YOU STILL WANT ME, WOULD YOU SSTAY, OR GO WOULD IT CHANGE IT ALL, OR WOULD IT REMAIN AND GROW COULD WE BE WHAT WE ARE WHY NOT, I ASK YOU NOW WHAT I FEEL IT IS SO STRONG SO DEEP SO SCARY THOUGH I AM CONFUSED A LOT AND OFTEN TOO, I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT IS TRUE, I CANNOT PROMISE WHAT I DO NOT KNOW I AM WHO I AM AND ALWAYS WANT TO GROW, NOT CHANGE TO FIT,BUT BECOME A BETTER ME. AND MOST TIMES I'M GOOD ENOUGH, FOR ME WHEN I'M NOT IT REALLY SHOWS YOU HAVE BEEN HURT ALOT, BY SOME, BUT WHY CAN'T UPI SEE. THEY ARENT ME. I AM HOPE. I TRY HARD TO COPE WITH A LOT DAILY. I CANNOT CHANGE SO MUCH SO FAST SO DRASTICALLY. I HAVE SO MUCH TO LEARN, YOU JUST MAY NOT WANT TO SEE THAT I'M NOT ALL YOU CRACK ME UP TO BE , ALREADY. 10/23/14

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Jul 4, 2016

Jul 4, 2016 at 8:24 AM UTC

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IF I SAID TODAY, I DIDNT KNOW WOULD YOU STILL WANT ME, WOULD YOU SSTAY, OR GO WOULD IT CHANGE IT ALL, OR WOULD IT REMAIN AND GROW COULD WE BE WHAT WE ARE WHY NOT, I ASK YOU NOW WHAT I FEEL IT IS SO STRONG SO DEEP SO SCARY THOUGH I AM CONFUSED A LOT AND OFTEN TOO, I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT IS TRUE, I CANNOT PROMISE WHAT I DO NOT KNOW I AM WHO I AM AND ALWAYS WANT TO GROW, NOT CHANGE TO FIT,BUT BECOME A BETTER ME. AND MOST TIMES I'M GOOD ENOUGH, FOR ME WHEN I'M NOT IT REALLY SHOWS YOU HAVE BEEN HURT ALOT, BY SOME, BUT WHY CAN'T UPI SEE. THEY ARENT ME. I AM HOPE. I TRY HARD TO COPE WITH A LOT DAILY. I CANNOT CHANGE SO MUCH SO FAST SO DRASTICALLY. I HAVE SO MUCH TO LEARN, YOU JUST MAY NOT WANT TO SEE THAT I'M NOT ALL YOU CRACK ME UP TO BE , ALREADY. 10/23/14

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I'VE CRIED A THOUSAND TEARS FROM YOU I WON'T CRY NOT ANOTHER ONE I'VE WORKED, I'VE TRIED,I CAN'T I'M DONE IT DIDN'T HAVE TO GO THAT WAY I GUESS YOU CHOSE IT, AND THIS IS WHAT AND HOW YOU SAY GOOD BYE, ENOUGH, CAN'T DO, CAN'T TRY WE'RE DONE , WE'RE THROUGH, I KNOW I'LL GET BY AND KNOW I WILL FLY. YOU'RE FREE, JUST BE, BE HAPPY, YES O AND, I HOPE YOU ARE TOO ALL PART OF A BIGGER PLAN GUESS ITS DONE OUT OF OUR HANDS. THE TIME WAS SPENT, IT ALL WENT ACCORDING TO HIS WILL IT HURTS, ITS HARD, IT'S FINE, I'M FINE, IT'S GOOD I STILL WILL FEEL MY HEART'S NOT DONE YET, WITH YOU, NO MORE, THESE BARS , AND STONES, AND CHAINS ARE GONE, GONE THEY ARE GONE DON'T KNOW HOW TO LET IT GO FOR REAL

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Jul 4, 2016

Jul 4, 2016 at 8:20 AM UTC

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I'VE CRIED A THOUSAND TEARS FROM YOU I WON'T CRY NOT ANOTHER ONE I'VE WORKED, I'VE TRIED,I CAN'T I'M DONE IT DIDN'T HAVE TO GO THAT WAY I GUESS YOU CHOSE IT, AND THIS IS WHAT AND HOW YOU SAY GOOD BYE, ENOUGH, CAN'T DO, CAN'T TRY WE'RE DONE , WE'RE THROUGH, I KNOW I'LL GET BY AND KNOW I WILL FLY. YOU'RE FREE, JUST BE, BE HAPPY, YES O AND, I HOPE YOU ARE TOO ALL PART OF A BIGGER PLAN GUESS ITS DONE OUT OF OUR HANDS. THE TIME WAS SPENT, IT ALL WENT ACCORDING TO HIS WILL IT HURTS, ITS HARD, IT'S FINE, I'M FINE, IT'S GOOD I STILL WILL FEEL MY HEART'S NOT DONE YET, WITH YOU, NO MORE, THESE BARS , AND STONES, AND CHAINS ARE GONE, GONE THEY ARE GONE DON'T KNOW HOW TO LET IT GO FOR REAL

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6/28/16 Sin tastes good on my lips Man is this where I lose it Sweet is sin on my lips Words that hurt Smoke that burns Sugar that coats ****** words Drinks that despise Thoughts that criticize Why does sin taste so good on my lips When it hurts When it burns When it coats When it turns When its ugly When its mean IT makes NO SENSE Can anyone explain Why we try to condense Instead of commence To being kind Just living to unwind Helping others when you see a need Instead of kicking them n watching them bleed Why does sin taste so good Why do I feel so misunderstood I cant take this Inside my head Some one help cant you hear I just want some bliss I don’t want to feel so dead Do you see my silent tears When my day is done I don’t want at the set of sun I would rather be not riled Or to feel so ragged n wild This ache and burn Makes my stomach sick, and turn Will I always feel this way Don’t worry tomorrow is a new day

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Jun 28, 2016

Jun 28, 2016 at 3:30 AM UTC

taste good on my lips

6/28/16 Sin tastes good on my lips Man is this where I lose it Sweet is sin on my lips Words that hurt Smoke that burns Sugar that coats ****** words Drinks that despise Thoughts that criticize Why does sin taste so good on my lips When it hurts When it burns When it coats When it turns When its ugly When its mean IT makes NO SENSE Can anyone explain Why we try to condense Instead of commence To being kind Just living to unwind Helping others when you see a need Instead of kicking them n watching them bleed Why does sin taste so good Why do I feel so misunderstood I cant take this Inside my head Some one help cant you hear I just want some bliss I don’t want to feel so dead Do you see my silent tears When my day is done I don’t want at the set of sun I would rather be not riled Or to feel so ragged n wild This ache and burn Makes my stomach sick, and turn Will I always feel this way Don’t worry tomorrow is a new day

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Thursday, June 23, 2016 1:10 AM NO WHERE NEAR, YET SO CLOSE NOT SO FAR, BUT OUT OF REACH PRAYED SO HARD, TO NO AVAIL GOD PLEASE HELP US TO PREVAIL!! THIS WORLD IS SO HARD ITS NO LUCK, ITS NOT IN THE CARDS YOU CHOOSE YOUR OWN PATH THE GOOD OR THE BAD GRANTED, OUT OF CONTROL SO MUCH IS, WITH NO WAY TO CHANGE WHAT IS OURS, WE DON’T REALIZE OUR POWER OUR VOICE, WE CAN SAY NO. OUR HEART, WHO WE LOVE. OUR MIND, WHAT WE THINK OUR ACTIONS, HOW TREAT OTHERS OUR PLANS, WHEN WE DO WHAT WE CAN OUR QUESTIONS, WHY WE NEVER STOP ASKING NEVER STOP BELIEVING, NEVER STOP DREAMING DON’T LET THIS COLD WORLD. PUT YOU DOWN. YOU HAVE TO STAY ON TOP. YOU HAVE SOME A LITTLE POWER TO STOP. DO WHAT YOU CAN, IF YOU SEE,A NEED HELP. THEN HELP. JUST TRY.

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Jun 23, 2016

Jun 23, 2016 at 8:55 PM UTC

CHOICE

Thursday, June 23, 2016 1:10 AM NO WHERE NEAR, YET SO CLOSE NOT SO FAR, BUT OUT OF REACH PRAYED SO HARD, TO NO AVAIL GOD PLEASE HELP US TO PREVAIL!! THIS WORLD IS SO HARD ITS NO LUCK, ITS NOT IN THE CARDS YOU CHOOSE YOUR OWN PATH THE GOOD OR THE BAD GRANTED, OUT OF CONTROL SO MUCH IS, WITH NO WAY TO CHANGE WHAT IS OURS, WE DON’T REALIZE OUR POWER OUR VOICE, WE CAN SAY NO. OUR HEART, WHO WE LOVE. OUR MIND, WHAT WE THINK OUR ACTIONS, HOW TREAT OTHERS OUR PLANS, WHEN WE DO WHAT WE CAN OUR QUESTIONS, WHY WE NEVER STOP ASKING NEVER STOP BELIEVING, NEVER STOP DREAMING DON’T LET THIS COLD WORLD. PUT YOU DOWN. YOU HAVE TO STAY ON TOP. YOU HAVE SOME A LITTLE POWER TO STOP. DO WHAT YOU CAN, IF YOU SEE,A NEED HELP. THEN HELP. JUST TRY.

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Thursday, June 23, 2016 8:47 PM I chose this one man over the other The one loved me like no other And it quietly tears me up inside A large part of my heart and love has died Another goes on. And tries so hard To go on loving with a heart that is scarred To live is risk, to lose is to gain Some times love is more pain If there were a quiet place to go I would but no matter, I try, this other love must grow To start again, to remember why To not give up, to quit and cry I need to move on and this for me is real hard Im carrying on with a heart that is charred I care so much and so deep Its hard to get any good sleep When I still at night Give my thoughts to where there Is no light But the love that was , was what I thought was real I have to give it up because The other had to much for me to deal With that , I say goodbye Just in word not thought or heart For in that other, is that part Others didn’t get to see, but me His love was entirely too much and it only consumed me.

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Jun 23, 2016

Jun 23, 2016 at 8:53 PM UTC

THE OTHER

Thursday, June 23, 2016 8:47 PM I chose this one man over the other The one loved me like no other And it quietly tears me up inside A large part of my heart and love has died Another goes on. And tries so hard To go on loving with a heart that is scarred To live is risk, to lose is to gain Some times love is more pain If there were a quiet place to go I would but no matter, I try, this other love must grow To start again, to remember why To not give up, to quit and cry I need to move on and this for me is real hard Im carrying on with a heart that is charred I care so much and so deep Its hard to get any good sleep When I still at night Give my thoughts to where there Is no light But the love that was , was what I thought was real I have to give it up because The other had to much for me to deal With that , I say goodbye Just in word not thought or heart For in that other, is that part Others didn’t get to see, but me His love was entirely too much and it only consumed me.

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