I know this is the problem.. i am eating—kept on eating. I am overeating. My mind said stop but it feels like something is controlling me to keep feeding myself. Why do I always do this when i am longing?
I am procrastinating.. I can’t stop. I feel lazier more than usual. That’s what i feel. My mind said i need to fight it but i am too tired.
Do you think my mind is tricking me into thinking my mind wants to do it but the truth is, it really is the one controlling me not to fight it and I should be listening to my inner self and not the mind so that i will be able to control over my mind?
Jan 14, 2020
Jan 14, 2020 at 3:54 PM UTC
She’s trying when she’s stressed
She’s trying when she’s tired
She’s trying even it’s not her fault
She has all this questions that she can never get an answer
Until she starts loving herself a little more
And remind herself that there’s nothing wrong with her
Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 11:52 PM UTC
I think i'm fine but i'm suppressing
To hide weakness and pain is to pretend
But in reality of my desperation,
I crave for attention
Attention to be heard with my silence
But sometimes silence is so loud
It makes me want to disappear
It's this feeling that I can't explain
For even though i'm not alone
I still can't find my inner peace
Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 12:24 PM UTC
It was 8:45 after my bathe
I dried my *** and put my favorite moisturizer
Looking at my reflection I’m feeling ****
So I put red lipstick on and decided to wear my see-through lingerie
I went to distract my husband playing virtual game, PUBG specifically
He drew attention to me — his hand is caressing my face, you’re gorgeous he said
He then pressed his lips against mine and started talking...
Talking back to his playmates about what strategy are they going to use
So I went to bed to write this lol
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 9:56 PM UTC
Right now, all you need is to breathe
To breathe freely and peacefully
Because one day, it will all be okay
But for now, I want you to just breathe.
Dec 6, 2017
Dec 6, 2017 at 8:24 PM UTC
Whenever you feel sad, remember to look up and see the moon. Somewhere and someone is looking at it too. You are not alone
Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 7:22 PM UTC
I am trying...
I am striving...
... to keep myself alive every single day
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 7:31 AM UTC
Do ever feel like sometimes you need words?
Kind words, i mean, someone who will ask if how are you?
Ask if you need someone to listen to your problems?
But we all know that what we truly need is someone...
Someone who will listen without giving them words.
Jul 7, 2017
Jul 7, 2017 at 11:27 PM UTC
They say I love you
But can't handle you
— limpidly vulnerable
To understand you
Will never happen because
They don't really wanna stand by you
An immature act, they will see
Like buggered child
Who gets easily hurt with petty *****
During high jinks, you'll see them
But never a glimpsed during crestfallen
Because feeling pain and getting hurt
Is childish for them...
Jun 3, 2017
Jun 3, 2017 at 4:21 PM UTC