Floating in the air above me:
that's where sleep goes on a sleepless night.
Taunts me like a black desire.
Everything is such a fight
May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 7:18 PM UTC
If you love someone set them free
-They say
But I couldn't help myself.
I held on too tight, until you couldn't breathe.
Until I killed your soul, and no one could recognize you. Except me.
Because I am also dead.
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 9:34 PM UTC
Sometimes I forget that I am made of glass.
Thick shards of my piercing words digging into your beautiful fragility.
Careful now, I remind myself.
For as much as I can hurt,
If you leave, I will shatter.
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 7:48 PM UTC
How long will you be here?
How long until you're gone?
How long until I lose control?
How long will I be strong?
I need to know the truth,
My heart is a pounding cave.
How long will I be happy,
before I need to become brave?
Although sadness is my strong suit,
I pair it with a smile.
I know love is like a ticking clock,
happiness is just for a while.
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 9:07 PM UTC
Sorry to tell you,
but we are not one in the same.
Bloodily tied by our fully extended limbs,
we hold onto different blame.
Attached by cordial hellos
and torn apart by distance,
we should never have to try this hard to find consistence.
Although time has become just a number, and hurt has become my armour
I will never forget your choices.
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 6:36 PM UTC
Here is the funny thing about being your shadow.
I follow you everywhere, with only two exceptions.
When you turn off the lights and pull her close in the comfort of darkness.
But worse than that is when the sun is shining directly on you and you are happy (then I am really gone).
Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
I kinda wish you'd give me a shove
slap me in the face, or direction,
metaphorically.
Then at least when I trudged down the sidewalk I would be dignified
Bruised but not scarred I could cry you out
But here I am
Caught in limbo with long nights and short chats
Nov 25, 2013
Nov 25, 2013 at 10:43 PM UTC
Twisted tail of me and you
Been so long and felt so true
But I hug my feelings and you guard yours
All I wanted was your stuff in my drawers
But you want to be free
And who am I to plea?
So now you be you
And I'll be me
Oct 29, 2013
Oct 29, 2013 at 1:18 AM UTC
No matter where I go
No matter what I say
I will always be wrong
The daylight is always grey
For what I feel and what I do
Is a muted sound, unless there is you
Oct 6, 2013
Oct 6, 2013 at 11:10 PM UTC
You are the girl,
the girl with sunken eyes
the girl whose hair is a mess with no brush
whose life is a mess with no luck
the angel with a black heart that has been stepped on one too many times
you are the girl who has no conscience
but whose mother raised her to be a goddess
but instead she’s here, you’re here
alone, kinda
Jun 18, 2013
Jun 18, 2013 at 11:46 AM UTC