etched a blade into my skin
drew the word that you burned in my lips
love
i scratched the surface which you touched until i bled
i could feel you in every fiber of my being
i felt you when i touched the pencil to the paper
to draw a fine line and write the name that you whispered in my ear
when you told me how you felt
love
and when you folded the paper and slid it to me
i opened it to reveal that you found someone else
as i opened up my skin to reveal that i still love you
i will always love you
as you will love 300 other girls in your lifetime
and say the same thing to every one
love.
Jul 20, 2016
Jul 20, 2016 at 1:01 AM UTC
you occupy my mind as much as the brain occupies the skull
i crave your company as much as a girl craves chocolate
i need you as the body needs water and food
the disappointing thing is you probably haven't thought of me once since the day we broke up
but **** boy, its hard to forget such an impact on my life
everywhere i look
everything i see
brings something back
**** boy there was something pretty special about you
something special that i was so dumb to let go
and now i sit here and think of all the things we could be
9 months later
we could've gone on dates
had our first kiss
i could've been happy..
but **** boy
i'm missin' out on something special
that maybe some other girl is witnessin'
baby it could've been you and me against the world
we could've conquered it all together
you and i
but i took advantage of what i had
and persuasion took over and i left
so baby i'm so very sorry
could you ever forgive me?
baby i need you...
Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 8:07 PM UTC
pull her in close
and stare into her eyes
look at her like you have
never looked at anyone else before
look into her eyes
and down to her lips
and slowly move in
seal the deal
with a sweet sweet kiss
lock your lips with hers
and take the key
she is yours
she will always be yours
make her feel loved
like no other boy has
seal the deal with a kiss
she's all yours now
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 8:50 PM UTC
I heard I got to see you today
I got up
I got dressed
I did my hair
All for you
I got to where you were
My friends were with me too
I was so excited
But you followed her around like a lost kitten...
You didn't even pay attention to me..
It was all about her..
Yes I know
She's prettier
She's funnier
She's better...
I got my hopes up..
I got too caught up in my own little fantasy
To focus on the reality that I will never be good enough
For anyone..
I'm too ugly
I'm too fat
I'm too awkward
I can see why you chose her..
She's perfect..
I bet you didn't realize
I didn't eat for days
To maybe lose a pound or two..
I bet you didn't realize
I spent hours
Working on my outfit
And perfected my makeup
Just to impress you..
But you were lollygagging around
Drooling pools over her
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm not good enough...
Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 12:38 AM UTC
nobody really knows
what happens behind closed doors
not until they get a glimpse of it
for themselves
the abuse
the tears
the hurt
nobody really knows
what happens when they're alone
behind closed doors
not until that person
has lived their last breath
the pain
the suffering
the misery
all gone now
your best friend
your classmate
that stranger in the hall
whoever she is to you
she's gone now
because nobody seemed to care
in her time of need
that smile
my dear
was false
the pain in her eyes
said it all
and not once
did you ask if she was okay
because what happens
behind closed doors
is left a mystery
until all that's left
is the memory
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 8:08 PM UTC
society is a cold dark place
if we think our hearts and souls are cold
think again
that girl in the halls
with her head down low
is gorgeous and perfect
has everything going for her
even though maybe she has a few imperfections
imperfection is beauty my darling
that one girl who is starving herself
because she has a metabolism that is a bit different
everyone calls her fat
girls are buying barbie hair
applying black chemicals to their eyes
throwing up in the bathroom in between classes
just to be accepted in the social norm
and fit the definition of beauty
just because she's different
doesn't mean she has nothing going for her
she will make millions
while she is asking you for no onions
on her big mac
she will eat that big mac with pride
as she puts her middle finger your way
because you always thought you were better
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 8:01 PM UTC
the mountain top is success
and the bottom of the ocean is failure
over the course of life
we take a hike
and go swimming with dolphins
taking a hike doesn't get you
to the top of the mountain
and swimming with dolphins
doesn't get you
to the bottom of the ocean
we progress and fail in life
if we work hard and train
we get to the top of the mountain
if we don't try to get the anchor
off our feet
we fall to the bottom of the ocean
It's your choice
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 3:14 PM UTC
when we are born
we are pure
unharmed
untouched
so innocent
same as a flower
as we grow older
we begin to blossom
our roots begin to grow
we start to sprout
we live a little
as a beautiful innocent thing
we stand tall
we stand sprouted
but someone always comes around
and tears off our petals
turning us to be
not as beautiful as before
on the outside
but someone comes around also
and carefully picks the flower
and cherishes it
even if it isn't as beautiful
as it was before
that person still sees the goodness in it
its still a flower
it used to be beautiful
but it still stands strong
we all die
as a wilted flower
not as pure
not as innocent
but still a beautiful flower
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 3:09 PM UTC
drawing is what i do
its what i love
i can't go a day without it
many lines and curves
to make a piece of art
but here's the twist
i only use one color
on the piece of art
God given to me
its silver and shiny
sharp at the edges
the result
dark red coming from the canvas
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 3:05 PM UTC
superman
the usual buff man in a cape
thats what they want you to think
that it is the only way for true love
but does true love end
at the lowering of the casket
depending on the strength of the love
it could disintegrate into thin air
or burst stronger than before
superman isn't like the one in Marvel
he may fight fires
save lives
or swoop you off of your feet
but how do you know the difference
between superman
and the wicked villain
who will leave you broken to pieces
lying numb on the cold hard floor
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 3:03 PM UTC