We trade in what‑ifs like currency,
building quiet futures over runny yolks
and buttered toast,
as we watch the trees bowing
outside our apartment window.
Sometimes I catch myself wondering
if we are living our hypothetical
if the loose strands of our lives
have knotted themselves into eachother
or if one day my name will come unstuck and fall from your lips.
Still, I’m grateful to fall
for whatever small measure of time
I lived soft and certain
cradled on your tongue
and you on mine.
Feb 2
Feb 2, 2026 at 10:09 PM UTC
I let it gather where the light doesn’t reach,
seeping into the seams of the room,
following the warped grain of the floor.
The lines that mimic paths
your hands traced
on anything gentle enough to yield.
Feb 2
Feb 2, 2026 at 10:09 PM UTC
Before I can steady myself,
you rise in my throat,
thick and unruly.
Your name pools warm at the corners of my mouth,
strings of sound unraveling
like floss snagged on your teeth.
Feb 2
Feb 2, 2026 at 10:08 PM UTC
Let it peel off of me like strips of sunburned skin.
The brittle layers crack,
curl at the edges.
I know how to feel without flinching.
I will walk bare,
pink and new
relinquishing what I've shed.
Let those crusted shields cling to earth,
those paper-thin husks
scuttling, a cicada’s shell in the wind.
Sun‑bleached and unrecognizable,
Here, in this ragged aftermath,
Flesh open,
I know how to feel without flinching.
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 9:32 PM UTC
You linger on my breath,
biting at my tongue.
Before I speak,
words spill from my lips,
dripping down my chin.
Sentences tangle with saliva,
like loose threads at your feet.
I leave them to slither
down the indentations in the floor,
cracks in the wood symmetrical
to the lines you drew on their bodies
with your careful fingertips,
gathering like dead skin
under your nails.
Feb 3, 2022
Feb 3, 2022 at 7:50 PM UTC
Those postcard summers,
burnished by the sun,
our feet suffering against
the heat of the yellowing grass.
We tripped over our sneaker strings,
chasing the pavement,
our feet peeking out from beneath frilled dresses.
I remember how my chest clenched
when the boy next door,
with the hair we made fun of,
tied your laces in double knots
and left mine uncoiled.
I remember how we drew the longest hopscotch,
and the boy next door had his arm around your waist
like a dress.
My hands tickled my pockets
for what use were they if not tangled with yours?
Feb 3, 2022
Feb 3, 2022 at 7:46 PM UTC
I’m afraid to miss the pictures we painted
With the pads of our fingers
In the haze of car windows.
I'm afraid to walk past your house,
to wait for you at your doorstep
and find only the smudged
signatures of snails
scrawled across the concrete.
I still need you when I’m weak
and I'm trying not to be weak
But its dark and
I'm lonely and
I wish I was running my hands across your face
And I crave you always
But I give you space
Feb 3, 2022
Feb 3, 2022 at 7:36 PM UTC
Tear off my lace with your teeth
And In our vulnerable state
we’ll think the world’s weight
Has gone away,
And I won’t feel scared
Like I usually do.
Fall into me
And lull me away
I'm tired of counting sheep
Hold me till my skin stops shivering
Kiss me till I fall asleep
Feb 3, 2022
Feb 3, 2022 at 7:35 PM UTC
I am living by the ocean,
waiting for you to wash up with the waves.
Hours stretch and yawn like a tabby cat
lazily flicking its tail to the drum of a
grandfather clock.
Has time forgotten me?
Has it left me abandoned?
Crossing days off the calendar seems almost
inconsequential.
But, the moon still rises and sets
tending to the tides like a mother.
Missing you comes in waves,
The stillness of a pond crescendoing
to crash against the shore.
Feb 3, 2022
Feb 3, 2022 at 7:34 PM UTC
