the person that
I am today
is someone I
don't recognize.
the choices I
have made are
choices that I
regret.
and now that
I realize what
I have done,
I fear it
might just be
too late.
~ is it too late?
Jan 2, 2020
Jan 2, 2020 at 5:20 PM UTC
"boys will be boys"
no.
"boys will be held accountable for their actions"
yes.
"girls wear pink"
no.
"girls can wear whatever color they feel like wearing"
yes.
"people should be taught to be true to themselves"
absolutely.
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 7:02 PM UTC
Maybe this is not for you, but maybe it is. So, whether this is for you or not, just know, people are never what they seem. In paper I am who I really am. Venus. But if you saw me in person you wouldn't spare me a second glance. So, next time you meet someone, get to know them. For all you know, that is the person you will marry and spend the rest of your life with. Or maybe this person has suffered enough to suffice three lifetimes, and you will be the one to make a difference in their life.
So, please, don't be ******** and be nice to other human beings. After all, they are just humans trying to get by.
Oct 12, 2019
Oct 12, 2019 at 1:10 AM UTC
I hurt you, and for that I'm truly sorry. I lead you on when I knew I shouldn't have. I acted like I was better than you knowing that you and I are equals.
No, I am not better than you.
But yes, it is wrong to assume before hand that I was being like everyone else.
So, if you ever get the chance to read this, please forgive me for my faults. But, also, understand yours.
I am not perfect. Not even a bit close. But I was not the only one in the wring in the situation.
I'm sorry for my wrongs, and I hope, even if you don't say so, that you are sorry for yours.
Oct 12, 2019
Oct 12, 2019 at 1:02 AM UTC
p l e a s e
l i f t
e v e r y o u n c e o f
a n g e r a n d
s a l v a g e
e v e r y f i b r e
Oct 12, 2019
Oct 12, 2019 at 12:49 AM UTC
I sometimes wonder who will be at my funeral, who really cares about me even after I die, who will be next to me when release my last breathe and my heart beats for the last time.
Will I find live by then? Will I have accomplished something important by then? Will I have changed somebody's life in a good way?
Oct 12, 2019
Oct 12, 2019 at 12:49 AM UTC
you knew
you always knew
when not a single soul knew, you did
i never had to tell you
you just knew
and now
no one knows
they don't know who i am
they don't know that i am not me
i am not venus
it's all just a facade
but there's something i'll always be
tu niña con pelos de muñeca
Oct 12, 2019
Oct 12, 2019 at 12:48 AM UTC
why did you lie?
you said you were fine. that you were getting better. you said you just needed time.
and now. all i have left are these memories. i'll never have actual closure.
i'll have to live with the painful reminder that we never actually said goodbye.
you got my hopes up. you got me thinking there would be a next time.
there was not. there will never be. there just can't be.
did you do it on purpose? or were you being optimistic?
it doesn't even matter anymore. it's too late. you're gone.
-a grieving daughter
Oct 12, 2019
Oct 12, 2019 at 12:43 AM UTC
i remember she used to always tell me, it's okay to cry.
she gave me that look that said everything. as if she was silently telling me than it was okay to not be okay, to be broken, to be absolutely destroyed.
i'll always remember that side hug and proud look. the hand squeeze and happy tone in her voice when she boasted about me.
i'll remember everything now that you're gone.
Oct 12, 2019
Oct 12, 2019 at 12:34 AM UTC
I have vices
Oh baby you know I do
But don’t judge
For I know you have vices too
And I don’t judge you
Mar 9, 2019
Mar 9, 2019 at 12:27 PM UTC