My stupid idea
of you and I making love
is like what poets and writers do
with words and sentences
fancy tongue work and grammar
no touching
no holding
just the movement of our lips
forming the love
that we make
with
words
Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 3:36 PM UTC
One of the greatest feelings I have ever experienced
was the feeling of invisibility
I sat on the floor in front of the auditorium
waiting for the class before me to be let out
just reading a book and listening to music
A few minutes passed
The class was released from their professors grip for then night
a swarm of kids left the room
I stayed on the floor reading
not being noticed
Alone
I watched from over the peripheral of my book at all the legs passing by
No one noticed me
No one tripped over me
I was ignored
I felt like I had stopped time
I felt like I'd mastered the art
of being invisible
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 12:09 AM UTC
All Again For You- We The Kings
You were everything that's bad for me
Pheromone Cvlt - Letlive.
All the boys will grow up to be those broken men
Follow You- Bring Me the Horizon
So you can drag me through Hell if it meant I could hold your hand
Boston- Moose Blood
Bored with nothing to do, but lay around listening to Deja Entendu thinking about you..
Come Home - Tonight Alive
Laying under the light of the full moon and I would give anything to be there with you.
Drown - Bring Me the Horizon
What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead
All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix
But you and I we've been through that and this is not our fate
Dreamers Disease- Letlive.
While I’m out here making history, you’re making love
True Friends - Bring Me the Horizon
Karma has no deadline
Better Off This Way - A Day to Remember
When will you act your age
The Divine Zero - Pierce The Veil
Maybe I can swim into your thoughts like your drugs do
The Other Side - Tonight Alive
I meant it every time I said I love you; And there are so many things I wanted to say, but I was a mess.
Lane Boy - TwentyOnePilots
I know a thing or two about pain and darkness; Who would you live and die for on that list
The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot-Brand New
You say you wanted a solution; you just wanted to be missed
Your Guardian Angel- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
Cardiology- Good Charlotte
No book that I can find has the answer, a medicine can't cure the fact that I'm still yours
All My Heart- Sleeping With Sirens
I could have been better and stronger for you and me
Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone; Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 2:05 AM UTC
I want to feel stellar
I crave the feeling
of your skin
when I feel my worst
your fingers tracing
the profile of my hand
will make my grayest days
vibrant
Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 3:03 AM UTC
to love is one thing
---
to be in love is another
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 10:48 PM UTC
You are the moon
your skin, swarthy and perplexing.
I am the sun
my face, rounded and luminous.
The luster reflects onto your features
and when we kiss
an eclipse forms in the sky.
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 1:04 AM UTC
Out my kitchen window
I see the barrier surrounding my backyard.
And the backyard after that.
And the one after that.
And the one after that.
And so on...
Wanting to keep people out.
Guarding our things
and guarding ourselves.
I see your barrier.
It's made of the thickest stone.
There are barely any cracks or breaks
just signs that someone tried to get inside
and holes patched
from their effort.
I wish I could make all the hurt go away.
I wish I could provide the comfort you need.
I wish I could tear down that stone divider.
I wish I could shatter your wall.
I stand at your barricade
my hands placed on the cold, thick stone.
Projecting all my love and warmth into the tips of my fingers.
I want nothing more
than to rummage through this rubble
so that I can find you
and hold you.
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 1:12 AM UTC
I received an email today
with some of your last thoughts and words.
You wanted to change the world
but you are now no more.
I have never met you,
spoke with you,
seen you face to face.
But in reading your words,
I have found common ground.
You will never know me
and I will never know you.
While I’m still here
still stealing breaths while I can,
I want this to be clear...
You are my friend
and you have changed my world.
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 10:28 AM UTC
Often times when I need them most
my words will runaway.
Confounding me, leaving my mind to coast
while I can't find anything to say.
I have all these ideas I would like to boast
but in my mind, they won’t convey.
****
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 3:49 PM UTC
My heart is a rodeo
and when I draw my last breath
I will finally win
my gold buckle.
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 12:43 PM UTC