you run through my mind quite frequently.
I'm sorry, I just can't stop myself.
I've been biting my tongue quite often.
I'm sorry I know I've been holding back.
There's just a few words I've been saying to you in my head for a little while now.
I'm sorry I just don't know how to tell you.
Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 7:14 PM UTC
reality feels like a dream.
everything has taken on a haze,
the edges fuzzy and soft.
melting skies and dripping clouds,
the sun painting the world in shades of gold
moonlight passes like water through my fingers, dancing along the trees.
down to you, my darling.
swirling a halo around your head.
you don't need the sun to shine,
you create your own warmth.
I bask in it, welcome it, long to be near you again.
just so I may be warm too.
are you real,
or just a dream?
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 1:50 AM UTC
I'm dreaming of us.
driving in your car,
windows open.
it's early
and I can smell the ocean,
feel its breeze as we coast through the trees.
the tips of your fingers tap along the wheel to the beat of the waves.
back and forth.
a symphony of sound.
your eyes find mine and they're sparkling.
it's at this point I know I'm done for.
I don't know how you did it,
but I'm yours.
Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 12:22 AM UTC
floating.
body on autopilot.
brain full of static,
chest full of butterflies.
Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 12:05 AM UTC
I saw you today.
our eyes finding each other before we even knew what was happening.
just like old times.
a thousand words were sitting in the back of my throat,
clamoring to claw their way out.
how are you?
how was your day?
how could you?
what was I to you?
it wasnt until you turned your back that I saw her.
your fingers intertwined.
you look at her differently than the way you looked at me.
and thats when I got my answer.
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 8:39 PM UTC
when you dream,
is it of me?
when it is quiet,
do you still hear it?
if you had listened
all those times before,
to my hearts steady rhythm,
each thump calling your name.
It used to beat for you,
the sound loud in my ears.
so loud I knew you heard.
but you never answered.
She is quiet now.
sitting still in her home she has made inside my ribs.
Waiting for the answer I know she'll never get.
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 1:26 PM UTC
Heaven and Hell.
Two sides of the same coin.
God, up in his crystal tower,
on his lofty thrown,
flips it.
Heads it's Heaven
Tails it's Hell
Everything you've ever done leads right to this moment.
Was it worth it?
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 1:08 AM UTC
your skin is warm under my hands,
goosebumps rising under my finger tips.
we have made a castle out of our blankets,
just for the two of us.
our bodies entertwined,
like vines grasping at the sun.
our voices only a whisper,
their words a secret only we know.
I wish we could be this way
Forever.
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 12:59 AM UTC
when asked your favorite color how do you respond?
"blue! like the ocean"
"yellow! like the sun"
"silver! like the stars"
pink, like the color of your lips and the blush that creeps across your cheeks.
green, like the specks that dot your eyes
red, for the night we kissed in your car, hands intertwined and fingers at our throats.
gray, your favorite shirt.
black, the ink that stretches across your skin, Ive traced these tracks a million times and still get lost
those are the colors I wanted to say.
"I don't know, purple?"
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 12:26 PM UTC
in my minds eye I can perfectly picture the curve of your hip.
how it moves under my hands.
i can hear the way you laugh when my fingertips tap across your spine, your ribs dancing underneath the skin.
your intake of breath as my lips brush your collarbone.
in my minds eye I can see your beauty,
breathtaking in all its glory.
and yet you don't understand
that you hold the sun in your eyes
and lightning shoots from your fingertips.
you are a walking manifestation of heaven on earth
i hear it in your laugh
i taste it on your skin
i feel it in the way our hearts beat steady,
in sync as one.
my beautiful miracle
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 12:13 PM UTC