i said i love you and now your gone i guess my love wasn't enough
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 8:25 AM UTC
i looked at the blood flowing from my body, i see that i'm no good, i see trails for tears dripping from peoples faces when they see my soulless body lay there just being still, they wept over my motionless body, asking and scream why did i leave, maybe its because i wasn't happy, my only moment of happiness is when he was there next to me, my mama told me you don't need a man to be happy, and shes right, but when that man took everything you had left in you, it felt like there was nothing left, my days got longer, my nights got harder, my smile faded, my laugh didn't exist anymore the little pride, the little happiness i had was now going, and no i'm dead, so please stop crying over my selfless body, be happy now you can live free
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 8:22 AM UTC
When your to the point where you cant breathe when i close my eyes,
To the point where every night is just a blur,
To the point where i just want to end it all
But i won't i cant
To many people look up to me..
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 1:40 PM UTC
I realize that now your gone.....
Your never coming back
Your happy now
I'm sorry
I'm disappointment
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 4:16 PM UTC
I remember the way it felt when the cold metal slid across my wrist,
The way the blood flowed down my arms,
The way the pain was slowly going away,
I needed you,
And you told me to go away......
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 8:32 PM UTC
You told me you were never leaving,
Now look you left,
The moment when i need you the most,
The moment that kills me the most,
I turn around and see you know where to be found,
You told me that you would never leave,
What a lie you could create,
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 8:27 PM UTC
I told you that I loved you and you left so I guess that's what I get,
Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 7:02 PM UTC
i failed eating,
failed drinking
failed not cutting myself into shreds
failed friendships
failed sisterhood
failed mirrors and scales and phone calls
i'm a failure
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 7:32 PM UTC
you tell me to stop crying,
just brush it off,
that everything will be okay,
but you don't know what i'm feeling,
or how much i hurt,
you said just to go on with life, and to forget about it,
but i'm sad,
i don't expect you to understand why,
for no apparent reason i break down and cry,
my life has been changed forever,
you see?
and that is why i'm not acting like the same old me,
i will never be the same again,
not today,
not tomorrow,
but never,
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 7:24 PM UTC