i bow to neither king nor god
but your presence brings me to my knees
i fold at the very sight of you
and quiver at the sound of your voice
that voice which haunts my dreams
and my every waking moment
enveloping my mind completely
until all i know are thoughts of you
thoughts too sinful even to confess
but i'll never ask for forgiveness
for i need you biblically
and want you unashamedly
let me whisper sweet nothings
softly, reverently in your ear
you'll mistake them for bible verses
the way i'm worshipping you
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 4:06 AM UTC
i long for you to take me there
to fields of flowers blooming blue
that place which feels like my dreams
a place where anything could happen
where stardust falls from my wishes
and weaves into reality
in this place of longing and hope
i'll be waiting for you
for the day that promises are kept
and words manifest into something real
into more than i've ever imagined
or hoped would ever come to pass
long though the journey may be
and uncertain the path to reach it
i'll brave my fears with thoughts of you
and what awaits on the other side
your kind face smiling down at me
and your gentle voice in my ears
but for now i shall hold you in my heart
until the day i can hold you in my arms
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 4:00 AM UTC
precious little Peter Pan
my lost boy from the stars
wandering into my window
and offering me your hand
offering me an escape
i didn't know i needed
inviting me to sail the skies
to reach that distant Neverland
to live with you there would be a dream
one i'd never want to wake from
a land of happy things & new beginnings
and unforgettable adventures to be had
but to fly is no small feat
so hold me tight, won't you, darling?
the thought falling scares me so
but not if it's into your arms
oh precious Peter Pan
how long have you wandered
looking for someone who feels like home?
take my hand now and let us go find ours
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 3:52 AM UTC
i slip, i slide
down this spiral of despair
it ***** it sinks
swarming all around me
stirring up feelings
of shame and scorn
already barely suppressed
it bursts, it spills
it burns, it aches
every fiber of my being lit up in pain
sore from life's beatings
and my own mistakes
i tremble, i shake
wracking my body with shivers
is it the fever? is this withdrawal?
i was always destined to fall
are things falling into place
or am i just falling apart
i bend, i break
into a thousand useless pieces
Jul 15, 2025
Jul 15, 2025 at 4:43 AM UTC
who are you? who am i?
who's this person in the mirror
with a glazed look in her eyes?
eyes i can no longer recognize
where's the fire? where's the spark?
where's the light that once pierced the dark?
has it truly gone out?
or am i blinded once again?
this face looks familiar
but why does it seem strange?
i can hear myself speaking
but these words aren't mine
tell me who is this stranger
staring blankly back at me
deciding my fate
stupidly, selfishly, shamefully
without a spine, without a thought
this is a battle already lost
how could i win against you?
an enemy i cannot fathom
it's time to wake up, time to let go
time to accept what you've already known
this was always just a dream
one that could never come true
Jun 21, 2025
Jun 21, 2025 at 7:02 PM UTC
You're a siren, sweet and sultry
Your very voice a temptation
Singing a song so alluring
I cannot place it from my mind
Tie me down like Odysseus
For I can hardly control myself
You make me want to risk it all
Just to hear you speak my name
I'm no better than Narcissus
Drawn to the water's edge
Wanting to reach out and touch
That which is better left alone
But what is life without risk
What thrill is there in not pursuing
That which makes the heart
Flutter and feel alive
Dec 22, 2024
Dec 22, 2024 at 1:59 PM UTC
My heart aches for you, my love
Were it that I could shield you
From every harsh word or bitter truth
This world dare cast your way
I would do it without a second thought
If it meant you would be unhappy no more
With every sob that escapes your lips
Such pain wracks my chest knowing you suffer so
If weep you must, do so in my arms
For though the world might forsake you
Know that I never will
For I love you, now and always
Jul 10, 2024
Jul 10, 2024 at 5:18 AM UTC
find the pain
seize it
like a dagger
and twist it
deeper
let the blood flow
like so many emotions
that we ignore
simply thrumming
inside our veins
Jul 10, 2024
Jul 10, 2024 at 5:14 AM UTC
Raindrops like gunshots
On my window pane
Burnt out with self-doubt
Seeping through my brain
Jul 10, 2024
Jul 10, 2024 at 5:02 AM UTC
five, six, seven, eight
we will not cut today
four, three, two, one
we promised we were done
eight, seven, six, five
we'll get through the cold nights
one, two, three, four
we said there would be no more
Jul 10, 2024
Jul 10, 2024 at 3:52 AM UTC