helena-wayne - Hello Poetry

That's the thing about betrayal. It never comes from your enemies ...no Betrayal can only come from a trusted friend 🧡

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Jul 5, 2024

Jul 5, 2024 at 9:05 PM UTC

That's the thing about betrayal. It never comes from your enemies ...no Betrayal can only come from a trusted friend 🧡

I lose my identity Every time that I Lose control of me Reactive abuse I react to your abuse I fight back but it's no use I take your toxic energy Until I Lose all of my sanity Reactive abuse I react to your abuse The type of behavior you first produced It burns in my Memory The sound of screams Profanities Reactive abuse I react to your abuse It's someone's fault but which and whose? I won't go down quietly But you swear the put downs are just tendencies That I'm taking personally Reactive abuse I react to your abuse Either way I'll always lose

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Sep 22, 2023

Sep 22, 2023 at 9:27 PM UTC

Reactive abuse

I lose my identity Every time that I Lose control of me Reactive abuse I react to your abuse I fight back but it's no use I take your toxic energy Until I Lose all of my sanity Reactive abuse I react to your abuse The type of behavior you first produced It burns in my Memory The sound of screams Profanities Reactive abuse I react to your abuse It's someone's fault but which and whose? I won't go down quietly But you swear the put downs are just tendencies That I'm taking personally Reactive abuse I react to your abuse Either way I'll always lose

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Sometimes I wonder do you ever think of me the way I think of you

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May 27, 2023

May 27, 2023 at 2:13 PM UTC

Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder do you ever think of me the way I think of you

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I should have loved myself instead I gave you all until I bled I go over it inside my head You painted me blue and red Over something stupid that I said I should have loved myself instead I imagine a kinder version of you Where You live right up to your potential I go over it inside my head The light switch is turned off from the sky Reality sets and starts go black I should have loved myself instead I believe all your promises of change But I grow old waiting I go over it inside my head I could have invited another man into my bed It least our cycle can have an end I should have loved myself instead

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Apr 19, 2023

Apr 19, 2023 at 10:34 PM UTC

Im not enough (villanelle)

I should have loved myself instead I gave you all until I bled I go over it inside my head You painted me blue and red Over something stupid that I said I should have loved myself instead I imagine a kinder version of you Where You live right up to your potential I go over it inside my head The light switch is turned off from the sky Reality sets and starts go black I should have loved myself instead I believe all your promises of change But I grow old waiting I go over it inside my head I could have invited another man into my bed It least our cycle can have an end I should have loved myself instead

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You are quiet Your anger a silent resentment I am loud My anger booming with frustration in this predicament Your words Distant and few The fight in you hardly there My words Write sonnets of there own to no one that cares I close my eyes and turn my face to match your disposition Yet somehow the silence causes me more affliction The past For you is full of mistakes to throw at me The past for me is full of hope and happier memories that almost has me Were both so different It's a tragedy But either way we're both unhappy

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Apr 19, 2023

Apr 19, 2023 at 9:04 PM UTC

A contradiction

You are quiet Your anger a silent resentment I am loud My anger booming with frustration in this predicament Your words Distant and few The fight in you hardly there My words Write sonnets of there own to no one that cares I close my eyes and turn my face to match your disposition Yet somehow the silence causes me more affliction The past For you is full of mistakes to throw at me The past for me is full of hope and happier memories that almost has me Were both so different It's a tragedy But either way we're both unhappy

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Men have grabbed me but never reached me

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Mar 17, 2023

Mar 17, 2023 at 12:59 PM UTC

A distant relationship

Men have grabbed me but never reached me

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5 tired of living 7 I try to think positive 5 but the guns loaded

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Mar 15, 2023

Mar 15, 2023 at 11:45 PM UTC

Haiku: red wall paint

5 tired of living 7 I try to think positive 5 but the guns loaded

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Can you miss something you've never had? I want you And every time you walk away every time you leave my eyes it hurts to even look at you. How can I miss you when I have never had you?

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Feb 25, 2023

Feb 25, 2023 at 7:45 PM UTC

Nastolgia

Can you miss something you've never had? I want you And every time you walk away every time you leave my eyes it hurts to even look at you. How can I miss you when I have never had you?

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The way you knew me Is where I go back in my mind When I was yours Confident and sure But now I look down Studying the floors The way you knew me Is where I go back in my mind is it you I miss? Or was it me all this time? We drove past city lights Had dumb fights Made back up the very same night Those camping trips casino hits Is it you I miss or was it me all this time? Like a chaotic dream I'd laugh and scream Happily Remember the night life glow? Outside the car windows? And no one knows The way you knew me How we drove past city lights Had dumb fights Made back up the very same night The way you knew me is where I go back in my mind was it you I miss? Or was it me all this time?

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Feb 22, 2023

Feb 22, 2023 at 4:19 PM UTC

The way you knew me

The way you knew me Is where I go back in my mind When I was yours Confident and sure But now I look down Studying the floors The way you knew me Is where I go back in my mind is it you I miss? Or was it me all this time? We drove past city lights Had dumb fights Made back up the very same night Those camping trips casino hits Is it you I miss or was it me all this time? Like a chaotic dream I'd laugh and scream Happily Remember the night life glow? Outside the car windows? And no one knows The way you knew me How we drove past city lights Had dumb fights Made back up the very same night The way you knew me is where I go back in my mind was it you I miss? Or was it me all this time?

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Resist the narcissist At first I fall Head over heels to a man perfect dark and tall But as for me unfortunately I grew up to read books like Sarah plain and tall With an understanding that my looks would not enthrall still you persist you pursue you even call Desperate for love for attention I'm in awe But Suddenly overtime little by little you make me feel small I'm stupid I'm dumb I can't do anything right at all The white horse the fairytale the dark prince all under false pretense Like a nice frame to cover the whole in the wall Everything's fine he's just tense it's ok he's still my prince because growing up I saw My parents kick and fight and scream down the hall For me it was normal this was the only love I can recall So I try harder on my hands and knees I crawl I was wrong Your a monster not a boyfriend On the bed I'm pinned It's a fight I cant win I drown in your sin And then And then I escape at 3 am I'll never go back Never again

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Jan 25, 2023

Jan 25, 2023 at 2:35 PM UTC

The dark prince: resist the narcissist

Resist the narcissist At first I fall Head over heels to a man perfect dark and tall But as for me unfortunately I grew up to read books like Sarah plain and tall With an understanding that my looks would not enthrall still you persist you pursue you even call Desperate for love for attention I'm in awe But Suddenly overtime little by little you make me feel small I'm stupid I'm dumb I can't do anything right at all The white horse the fairytale the dark prince all under false pretense Like a nice frame to cover the whole in the wall Everything's fine he's just tense it's ok he's still my prince because growing up I saw My parents kick and fight and scream down the hall For me it was normal this was the only love I can recall So I try harder on my hands and knees I crawl I was wrong Your a monster not a boyfriend On the bed I'm pinned It's a fight I cant win I drown in your sin And then And then I escape at 3 am I'll never go back Never again

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