helena-the-forgotten
American
I AM poetry riddles lies and fantesy / I build this world with sorcory / and paint it with the blood of me / romance and my darkest days / broken dolls stars and child like ways / what scares you scar you / makes you cry holds loves you / together we fly... / And ever more..... / And ever more........
The poet doodeling doodel Dee doodel dumb
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Inspired by a dead mans words
I scrached my mind to find a tear
I serched my heart for creativity
& my soul for anger past
shallow I fall to mediocre phressed nonesece.
a reddle that makes me feel at home
an ink stain on a blank page
like the person I'm not
it's nolonger me
DoOdel Dee DOodel doo Doodel DumB
Dec 9, 2010
Dec 9, 2010 at 2:06 PM UTC
You where the varry essence of me
when I knew myself
not the bleach blond waxed painted
shadow of the preson I was
But the deep, dark, hungry, youth
full of expression art & tears
But you went away taken me with you
leaving me shallow with nothing to feel
nothing but make believe, unlike you
you are truth, beautie, soulful passion
That is you
PASSION
that ran thrugh my vains
peniteeding me with realizem
feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling,feeling......
Dec 9, 2010
Dec 9, 2010 at 1:48 PM UTC
So cold
let me call you December
let show you how I feel
let me emphty my self of resin
let me wash in red tonight
sinner
you mead me you're little copy
you mead me you're bedtime snack
you mead me a prisen in side my heart
and I live in it today
lover
you're eyes where allways on me
you're lips scar me
you're voeis owns me
you're child grows inside of me
you're body crushes me
you're mine,
shadow
liveing in the darkness
holding on to nothing
eating tears for breakfist
smoking posin to forget
rapeing little girls
crying now you're human
sleeping next to me tonight
little boy
no one ever thought you
nothing ever fazed you
I'm the only one that saw you
now I'm the one who make you cry
funny
may I say no more
may I bleed no more
Nov 29, 2010
Nov 29, 2010 at 8:48 PM UTC
I have something I need to tell you,
but I don't know how it will make you fell....
I think I don't want you to look at me anymore...
It makes me feel UGLY.
I still feel you on my skin
I still teast you on my tounge
I dream of you,
YOU ARE STILL THE WORM IN MY HEAD
I can't just go back in time
when you where my bedtime story
my hand too hold
my hero
my milk
my love
YOU CANT LOOK AT ME ANYMORE
it BURNS my skin
it TURNS my stomach
it brings tears to my eyes....
I KILLED US
Nov 29, 2010
Nov 29, 2010 at 6:08 PM UTC
Sudenly
I find love in you're eyes
for the first time
there is wormpth beneith you're hands
those hards dangerous hands
tenderley yet hungerly
coress my skin leaveing me yet again borised
only now I'm kissed by those lips
lips that ounce crussed me
leaving holes in my soul
holes that I never thought would heil
now they kiss me & it's the worst thing you could ever do
becuz tomarrow will turn back the hands of time
& I will live yet again in yesterday
where you're hand will bruise
me and you're words will eat a hole in my heart 100 times more then ever becuz now even after the *** runs dry
I
L
O
V
E
You
Nov 25, 2010
Nov 25, 2010 at 5:15 PM UTC
I've seen you once before in a dream I do believe
you're beautie kiss the scar that was my pain
and do I thought of you
each day that past from then on
wishing my slumber will bring you're return
still I awake to sheer lonelyness
& only the cold air to tuch my skin
tears mead my eyes as red as love-love that only you can previde
I fear I must edmit you are only the past
the past I never known
now with love on my mind I will see blood
for no one
writing thes words that bare my soul
for no one
Nov 25, 2010
Nov 25, 2010 at 3:51 PM UTC
I tryd to fo the world for you
to paints smile on you're face
to wipe away those havie tears
for you teast a sweeter teast
but you bring with you this deep tradgety
you're see only pain
& why does you're world have to be a sky with only rain?
the sun baby can shine for you
the birds can sing you're name
but there's nothing anyone can do you'll allways feel the same
a sprit that's been scard for
life shaderd just like glass
I know we should have spoke that night
now you're just the past
together no more
Nov 25, 2010
Nov 25, 2010 at 3:27 PM UTC
separate
body and soul scars and make
believe 1000 bright stars in the sky
a spiral of melencolie
painted up with fony smiles an image I hold in my mind
that bandged up the crake in my heart it's so prefectly temporary
a wound left unhiled alldough the tears have now dryd
all I can do is pretend
someone else
something else
somewhere else
the dark shadow feads away till my dime eyes reconnets with logic
& you're the pain in my heart agian
I can't just make it ** away....
I can't make it go away
Nov 25, 2010
Nov 25, 2010 at 2:37 PM UTC
Forever ending never IS NOT
you my friend however FORGOT
I'll name you Helena LIKE ME
and practis all the evil WE SEE
you my friend are unaware YOURE BLIND
all the hate you don't care CANT FIND
my name is Helena LIKE YOU
I know all you're secerets IM YOU....
Nov 25, 2010
Nov 25, 2010 at 1:05 PM UTC