I dont love you like kids love ice cream
& I dont love you the way your mom loves you
I dont love you like you love shoes
&I dont love you the way a bear loves his honey
The way i love you is more than words can describe
I love you like the ocean, immensely
&I love you the way marge loves homer, unconditionally
I love you like the sunset, fully, consistently
&I love you the way Allie loves Noah, passionately
I believe the right words are I’m in love with you
Oct 8, 2020
Oct 8, 2020 at 1:00 AM UTC
Confession theory 1 : I'm afraid I've fallen in love with a boy who doesn't reciprocate.
Confession theory 2: I'm afraid I've fallen in love with a boy who doesn't even realize he's fallen too.
Confession theory 3 : I’m terrified that I’ve fallen in love with a boy who never got over his first
Confession theory 4 : I can't differentiate left from right or up from down, I'm afraid I've gone completely mad.
Confession theory 5: This has been just all a mess in my head, I guess.
Confession 6: I've fallen in love with you so deeply, so deeply I'm afraid
You see, I'm afraid it's only me
So are you,
Falling for me too?
Or is it true,
I'm just not the one for you?
Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 11:24 PM UTC
That one night in bed, I felt the energy of all our innocent needs and desires. We both had a loss for words, struggling to explain this powerful feeling.
But then
You revealed it,
"okay I'll just say it, I think there's something between us."
That was thee moment.
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 7:37 PM UTC
I.
Some may call it an excuse.
I believe it’s a gift.
Thoughts have no end,
A story pours out
About coincidentally
Finding a penny
With his birth year
To how he has the same
Birthday
As Mariah Carey
To End with a passionate debate on
Who is better?
Mariah or Ariana.
With my original question being,
“Where are you?”
Not a mental disorder but,
A diverse perspective of the world.
He Illustrated
II.
“ADHD is like
I’m watching TV when
I remember I was going to make a hot pocket
So I put my hot pocket in the microwave
Go back to watch TV when
I get a message asking me about my day.
Beep
Oh my hot pocket!
Shoot, I have to do laundry.
Okay But I have to turn the TV off.
My day?
-It was all right, yours?
Dam it! Where’s the remote?
Aw, my hot pocket is cold now.
Forget it-”
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 7:07 AM UTC
Now you have a handle on it.
Some feelings bump into you, say excuse me and move on.
Just a phase.
Others, attach themselves to the deepest parts of your spirit.
Like a fatal disease.
There’s little to no guarantee on which feelings live and which disintegrate.
Therein lies the question: Are they truly worthy of your candid affection?
And is the fight to obtain them, significant?
Can I have a handle on your thoughts?
Jul 6, 2016
Jul 6, 2016 at 3:55 PM UTC
I love Him
I like him
He hurt me
he doesn't like me
I don't want Him
I cant have him
I miss Him
I crave him
I want Him
But
I want him
He wants me
he wants her
he knows
He has no idea
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 8:18 PM UTC
"Im ready"
My mind mumbles
"Im not . . ."
My heart whispers
"You may long to reminisce but what you visualize I endure.
Considering you've forgotten, I secure the strength to continue beating."
"But for I would rather accept the past i have been given so you can grow stronger
Than to throw away a milestone you'll have over came forever."
"My dear I don't believe I can handle the pain that'll come with the sacrifice of knowing the dreadful unknown"
"Darling, you'll have me and ill have you and together, we're invincible.
When its over Everything will be okay."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 2:28 PM UTC
Grieve they say
Weep, it's normal.
Let yourself endure.
These are all things i've preached in the past.
Presently, I'm conscious, some heartache is too agonizing to accept.
I've extinguished my responsiveness.
How?
Uncertain.
I just dont contemplate about it.
If Im compelled to talk about it, I, to some extent just say it without thinking or perceiving.
I know i'd never be able to function if I let myself feel the emptyness I have inside.
Will I ever let myself feel?
Thats a question that currently doesnt have an answer.
I soley wish It would escape from my memory.
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 6:34 PM UTC
For an eternity i've been hand in hand with this breath taking creature.
Love? Deeply
Confort? Indefinitely
Lust? To long for
Passion? From the start
In conclusion? Ended with a shattered heart
Forsaken &&Irrecoverable;
As time passes, Exploration for affection to consume the emptyness within takes place.
I begin to catch sight of this new presence that was once casual to me.
Relishing in one's physique.
Aspiring for one's embrace.
Conceptualizing internally, craving absoluteness over indulging in surreptitious entanglement with one that will never fathom.
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 2:36 AM UTC
Thank you for making this easier for me.
You took yourself out of my life while we were still pretending to be together.
Photos I could've never erased.
Passion I could've never forgot.
Love I could've never let go of.
You've become this evil that I dont remember falling for.
5 years of my life, a few of them wasted with lies, deceit, manipulation, and unfaithfulness.
I dont know how or why, but I know its over.
Nobody has ever hurt me as much as you.
Who knows how long it'll take me to get over you.
Who knows if I can ever fall for someone as hard as I fell for you.
Who knows when i'll open my heart again.
Im lost, confused, and breathless.
I feel pathetic
I hate you so much but I cant stop thinking about you.
Waiting around like an idiot waiting for a text, call, or something.
I cant wait for the day where I could care less.
The day where someone better takes my breath away.
Until then, i'll stay strong.
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 2:54 PM UTC