At night,
When all my walls fall down
And I start to strip my shields
Layer by layer
Tear by tear
I unstitch my wounds
And I find you there
Under my skin
You and my misery
Misery that's caused by the fact that I denied myself the pleasure of loving you
So many times
That now I can only live with that fact
That I can't act
That I wonder
If I stare at the phone long enough
If I pray hard enough
If I wish on the right stars
at the right moments of time
Will you recognize my existence
Will I hear your voice
And every atom of me jump when I hear you say you miss me
What are the chances
Of finding something you lost once again
I wonder till my tears run out
Till the sun rises
And my walls are rebuilt
And you no longer exist
Till night.
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 2:29 PM UTC
we haven't spoken a word
in months
but the thought of you
hasn't left my mind
not once
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 1:27 PM UTC
it was like
you pushed me
with a bicycle
off of a steep mountain
and then told me
to "take it slow"
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 2:59 PM UTC
Sometimes,
I wish I hadn't met you
and I wish I could go back
to the times
when happiness
wasn't when I see you
or when you tell me
your sweet little lies
when sadness
wasn't when you ignore me
or when I get
your cold replies
I really miss it
when green wasn't my favorite
because its the color
of your eyes
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 1:54 PM UTC
the doors
might look
closed
in your way
but try
and get close
anyway
for they
might be
automatic
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 12:35 PM UTC
he moved her
like a cigarette
between his fingers
both made him feel good
he let her in
and felt things
he never quite understood
but when he's done
like a cigarette
he'll simply turn her off.
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 12:33 PM UTC
it was like
you blind folded me
and made me believe
that you're that
one beautiful thing
in a miserable
ugly
world
but now that you're gone
i can clearly see
how beautiful
this life
can be.
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 12:30 PM UTC