So tall, old oak wood
So stronge, long roots in the ground
Some comfort he brings
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 12:01 AM UTC
Lost in a body that remembers
She can feel every touch
Unable to move an inch
For if she moved she'd loose to much
Content to stay frozen
With his memory on her lips
But restless to get moving
And travel many trips
She is frozen by the fear
Of moving on and letting go
Yet set in motion by the need
To do what freezes her so
Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 10:37 PM UTC
Write me into the world
Leave me a mark on the shore
Carve me a heart in a tree
Paint me on all you can see
Read me aloud to those who'll listen
Sing me like your favorite song
Whistle my name into the wind
Shout until the mountains bend
Picture me as I was before
Remember me like a child's dream
Feel me beside you as you go
Hear the love I couldn't show
Put me down on your paper
Keep me up in your head
And when no one can hear you
Hold these words I have said
Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 10:27 PM UTC
Thank you to everyone who liked and shared my poetry. It was nice to have a place to reach out but I feel I should go. I've been keeping more and more of my writing to myself, it is hard to be open when any emotions I let go leads to backlash. I'm probably going to leave my page up here and post some more things from the last few months but after tomorrow I'm not going to get back up here. This is a chapter I should of closed a long time ago.
Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 10:04 PM UTC
One day:
One day you will not love me
The way you loved me
Once apon a yesterday
One day you will love her
And I will crumble
As my heart with you will stay
One day you will look back
And our love will be
But a sweet, memory
And that one day is the day
That my love for you
Will bloom into misery
Extention:
Today:
You do not love me
The way you loved me
Once apon a yesterday
Today you love her
And I love him
But with you half my heart stays
Today you look back
As if our love
Were just a bitter memory
And today I know
That all my love boomed
Was a tale of misery
Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 11:44 PM UTC
I had forgotten how I loved you
And that is exactly what I had intended to do
And so as my payment I now can see
That you have elected to completely forget me
Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 11:15 PM UTC
Enthralled by your majesty
I fell to my knees
And that was exactly
Where you wanted me
For through wars with no end
I would of treversed for my king
Even with no voice
For you I could sing
Of our battles and scars
I still had no woes
Even when peiced
By their swords and bows
For I was the Lanelot
To you, my king Arthur
But too, a maiden in love
Though clad in armor
Yet now I am nothing
Blown away with the breeze
A memory once strong
Forgotten with ease
I know now with sadness
My pedestal was false
Just a seat for your toy,
A doll with no pulse
Yes it is clear now
My significance a lie
Crafted by an enslaved man
A "king" on high
Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 10:58 PM UTC
Dark is the absence of light
It absorbs light
That is this feeling
Draining all that is good
It absorbs my common sense
So that all is left is irrational fear
Panic
The more you resist
The bigger it gets
" stay calm"
Is a useless defense
Breathing
Just leads to hyperventilation
Not breathing?
Not really an option
All that's left
Is sit down
And shut the **** up
wait for it to pass
Plus, patience
Witch, you know
Ha
Aug 28, 2016
Aug 28, 2016 at 10:18 PM UTC
Breath hunny, let it out
Let it float away in silence
There is no need to shout
Breath hunny, for one day
You will find a love like the one
That remorsfuly cast you away
Breath hunny, for you will learn
To love him, as you loved him
Your feedom you will earn
Breath hunny, this is just life
Not every relationship works
It's all just part of the strife
Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 10:35 AM UTC
He holds on to me
Like a child
Instantly I am floating
Like an ocean
His need for me
Is the curent
Pulling me peafuly
Out to sea
Bubbly sea foam
Surounds my heart
Floating my troubles away
All the concerns me now
Is that he is sleeping sound
Jul 29, 2016
Jul 29, 2016 at 7:06 PM UTC