My life is full
Of these crazy dreams
Silence out of reach
Or at least it seems.
I often wonder
what makes me tick
as these crazy dreams
they are making me sick.
I live in darkness
Each day of the week
About these crazy dream
I shall never speak.
My heart darkens
Black as night
As these crazy dreams
I try to fight.
A hellish nightmare
I live each day
As these crazy dreams
Slowly take my life away.
Jun 30, 2019
Jun 30, 2019 at 10:58 AM UTC
I can't explain this thing
That beats deep inside me.
I will never understand
This thing I cannot see you.
I can't explain these feelings
I have always tried to hide.
I don't understand this anger
I'm feeling deep inside.
I cannot explain why
My heart is truly crying.
I don't understand this pain
And yet I keep trying.
I can't explain
What I see in my dreams.
I never understood these fears
Or what it all means.
I can't explain these eyes
And the story they never told.
I don't understand why
My heart is so cold.
Jun 27, 2019
Jun 27, 2019 at 3:06 PM UTC
When will it stop?
This pain i feel deep inside me.
My one any only
Turned out nothing like it should be.
I waited for him
And i gave him my heart.
I trusted him with my innocence
And he tore me apart.
Unanswered questions
The lies I won't forget.
Should I have forgiven him?
How long will i feel regret?
How can I have faith?
Will I ever trust again?
Why do I still feel plain
And he already had another woman.
My thoughts alway about him.
Can't get her off my mind.
How could she be so cruel
When I was so kind.
I made him my whole world
And now all I feel is alone.
Have I lost my chance at love?
Has my hurt turned to stone?
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 3:51 PM UTC