She spoke about the moon
Just like the way she felt about me
Loving from a distance
Never really understood her
The careful words stitched into a sentence
“doesn’t the moon look beautiful?” She says
Translated into “I love you.”
She spoke about the moon
Oh the way she said it melted even the iciest of souls.
She sure thawed mine.
I’m forever changed.
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 9:50 AM UTC
A sleepless night as I lie awake
Searching vastly for a reason
Murmur of a distant memory
Incoming yet another season.
A meal shared with a smile
Welcoming touch, it didn’t last
Jealousy kept close but far from denial
Left with nothing but the past
Vulnerabilities, anxiety, pain
Sharing a variety of emotions
Experiences, past lovers, promises made in vain
Little did I know I’d never see her again
Miscalculating an ardent lover
Simultaneously a sociopathic
Materialistic, manipulative
Herself above another
My interest sufficed
Despite no good things to gain
She had me bested
I could no longer be the same
Misty eyes while typing on a blurry screen
Willpower gained to sever the connection
Letting her go in a painful scene
A bittersweet goodbye
One more step in the right direction.
Apr 20, 2020
Apr 20, 2020 at 9:20 AM UTC
5 years gone too fast
A memory, your scent, your voice
My love from the past
Your laughter plays in my head in white noise
The feelings are unknown
No way of identifying
From a teen I am now grown
Love is terrifying
They say time heals all wounds
But baby I’m barely breathing
Got me thinking from dusk till noon
I’m left without any reasoning.
I’ve changed a lot, I put up a fight
One thing kept me sane
Your love went out like a light
But mine remains the same.
Sep 3, 2019
Sep 3, 2019 at 1:14 PM UTC
This year all of us want to find hope
We want to find love
Here we are with sufficient time to elope
We patiently wait for our diamond in the rough
Decisions made upon belief and trust
Our heart will never falter
The last thing we ever want is lust
The life we choose we cannot falter
Do they appear at the end of your search?
After timeless 5 minute rapport?
Maybe you should approach them first?
Or will you simply ignore?
Go ahead and have faith
Decisions aren’t made by their due
They are made my fate
They are made by you
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 8:00 AM UTC
Can anyone ever forget
that voice that made you smile
ever prayed for one last chance
but you're up all night in denial
Or did you ever regret
the day that you lost sight
when words were not enough
to make everything alright
When the cut is still deep
but your heart is still beating
can we really move on
when we know we're still bleeding
Can you listen to that love song
without your throat getting sore
when the bittersweet melody
makes you cry even more
Will we ever be the same
when our heart turns to stone
can we ever return,
To the love that felt like home.
Aug 27, 2016
Aug 27, 2016 at 6:39 AM UTC
Almost 8 months since I've felt your love
Shrouded with doubt and hope
Love suicidal and dealt with
Drowning alcohol through my blood
Out into the city
Dealing with my past
How the memories still intact
The wish to make things last
Rain falls down pelting on my skin
Love was harder than this
Like the tears that ran down our faces
The pain we both have been in
8 months, since you went away
I still wonder of the hope of your return
I'm numb, lover.
I'm numb to the pain.
The love we shared, it still burns.
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 6:25 PM UTC
Sit on that verandah
Pour yourself a number of glasses
Arms of the clock go ticking
Till this year passes
You wonder why she's not around
But you seem so indifferent
Miss her laugher? That audible sound?
You spent every single cent
Sharing memories, laughter,
Sights of her, let her go, let her fly
Clean the slate, free your heart
Lover 2012-2015 kiss you goodbye.
Dec 31, 2015
Dec 31, 2015 at 3:38 AM UTC
Crisp shots flushed face
Carrying empty liquor
Fixed eyes no surprise
We're not saints we're all sinners
Pray all night in disguise
Just another believer
Pride aside faith out of hide
You didn't love me you're just a cheater
Cheater of feelings, not with somebody else
Confuse my love for you
Hatred is all I felt
Pain and agony expired truth
Go ahead live your life this ain't the end
Breathe the dream
I'm not here if you come back
You'll wish it had never been
Mistreat trust unfaithful lust
Solution alcohol and grieving
Heart like metal corroding into rust
Live like I'm happy though I'm decieving
I was waitin' hoping, you'd come around
**** waiting it's hopeless
I know you're out of town
How could you be so selfish?
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 6:52 AM UTC
Pictures last for centuries
Some still feel regret
Love, laughter, memories
For the feelings that never left
Tangible emotions
Enfold your heart and soul
Rewind back to the time
When love was warm as coal
Happiness at its pinnacle
All stars became aligned
Empty it was to be cynical
For love, you are sublime
Pictures are a sentiment
Feelings sealed in the heart
Liberated at the excitement
Tracing back from the start
Picture back in time
To a delightful happy me
Her cheek pressed up to mine
We smiled and count to three
It flashed before my eyes
For no love could ever outdo
After three years I realize
That love, I always loved you
Pictures only last for centuries
Take advantage never
Make fulfilling memories
So love can last forever
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 1:46 AM UTC
I can't help but to retaliate
But I'm not losing hope
My love will not eradicate
Me, he can't provoke
He won't love you the way I do
But will try to correct my faults
you know that I'll be more true
Our love has better results
I can love you better now
Better than he will treat you
Changed so much it would raise your brow
Never will I mistreat you
I matured over our breakup
Thriving through all this pain
Your value in my tears
Love is still sustained
If you come back I'd be grateful
This is only the beginning
Trust me to be faithful
Both of us will be winning
Don't give up just yet
We're almost at the line
My heart is ready, go and set
Spark back our love like a six second vine
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 6:42 AM UTC