I want to talk to someone... Anyone...
But I cannot talk to just anyone...
Not a single soul will understand my pain...
That is why I must write...
Paper is what became of a once beautiful soul..
Don't you see...
It's just like me...
Being killed til I lost my soul..
Now being used as disposable...
Being ****** dry by parasites in her life...
The only problem, she lets it happen...
Dec 30, 2015
Dec 30, 2015 at 1:15 AM UTC
Short breaths
Heart racing
Hands shaking
Legs weak
Can't speak
The way you make me feel
It's something I've never known
And it's oh so real...
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 12:06 AM UTC
I had you for a moment
Looking in your eyes I knew I had to turn away
Or I'd get lost, not being able to escape
I had you for a moment
Feeling butterflies at the sight of your smile
And hearing your laugh, it made me feel whole
I had you for a moment
Kissing your lips and being held tight
Made me feel infinite, more than alive
I had you for a moment
I started chipping away at your walls
And you chipping at mine
I had you for a moment
I gave you parts of me I can never take back
And times spent with you that made me feel more buoyant than with any other man
I had you for a moment
And going to sleep with you and waking up to you next to me
There are no words for how blissful I felt
I had you for a moment
And you said you wouldn't leave me
But you were gone at the first sign of trouble
I had you for a moment and in a moment you were gone
Now I feel like I'm drowning when I think about you
And the empty side of the bed is a reminder how I wasn't good enough
And seeing you makes me want to weep with the hurt and disappointment in my heart
You left me to my dismay
And for a moment I was happy
And in a moment it was lost
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 12:02 AM UTC
*The pain of reality fills her mind
Anguished thoughts are constant
It slowly consumes her heart
Her soul turns icy cold
Shes's dead inside*
Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 2:33 AM UTC
*Pressing the blade to her delicate skin,
Crimson red leaves her body, releasing the pain in her soul*
Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 2:16 AM UTC
Picture us hand in hand, taking a stroll by a glittering lake
Picture me kissing your lips in front of all our friends
Picture me smiling, gazing into your eyes
Picture us laughing, feeling on top of the world
Picture through every hardship I would be right there
Picture us holding each other so close, feeling complete, safe
Picture me calling you mine and only mine
I can picture us, I see it every time you smile
However, this picture will never be complete
For your feelings don't go as far as me
Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 12:04 AM UTC
I poured my entire being into you
My heart, my soul, and everything in between
But still you feel nothing
No endearment, no attachment
Nothing
Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 12:17 AM UTC
I stand on the sidelines,
waiting for your call,
yearning for your touch,
hunger for your body against mine,
craving your lips,
but this lust is not all I feel
I ache to have your heart
the desire to have you, all of you, is so genuine
you've made me laugh, you've made me cry
you've made me feel something I've never felt with anyone
but I must endure this yearning for you
because you will never feel the feelings I feel
because for to you, this is a game
and this heartache inside me is concrete
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 11:41 PM UTC
*I hear your voice, I smile
I see your smile, my heart stops
I feel your lips, I melt
I touch your body, I become attached
You touch my body, I become fused to you
You're all I want, you're all I see
But you're not mine, nor ever will be*
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 11:05 PM UTC
Please, please come hold me
please, please tell me it'll be alright
I try to be strong
but I just need you to hold me tight
you're going through your struggles
being distant, being stubborn
let me release your burdens
and you release mine
hold me in your arms
and I'll hold you in mine
and let love drown our sorrows
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 10:05 PM UTC