My safe haven-
The only place where whispers are as loud as screams,
and screams fade into echo’s.
Where there is no difference between the good and the bad,
Only the human.
And voices litter every single surface,
Telling me to do things I know I shouldn’t.
My safe haven-
A place that is full of mistakes
And terrible ideas.
(But that’s what makes up life, right?)
Yet, I still feel more like myself here,
Than I do out there.
My own personal safe haven-
A place like heaven,
Could also be like hell.
A place where angels are demons,
And demons are angels.
The only place where I can truly be myself-
For once and for all.
Mar 27, 2015
Mar 27, 2015 at 10:04 PM UTC
This life I have, it seems so long
Keep pushing, I have to stay strong
This life I have, it seems so short
Don't give up, it's the last resort
While lying in my dark abyss,
I see a sky of happiness
Finally at peace, for what it seems
Then I awake, from only dreams
What's the purpose, why am I here?
To live with pain, die with a tear?
No.
Life is too long, to live with pain
Life is too short, to waste on rain.
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 11:26 PM UTC
All memories are filled with pain
Making cloudy eyes dark with rain
The happy times are missed dearly
Sadness remembered oh so clearly...
Hanging six feet off the ground
Hanging but without a sound
This is more than just a rope
It's my time machine of hope
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 8:10 PM UTC
Do not fall in love with people like me.
I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments,
and kiss you in every beautiful place,
so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like
blood in your mouth.
I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible.
And when I leave, you will finally understand,
why hurricanes are names after people.
Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 12:18 AM UTC
"are you okay?"
yeah.
"are you sure?"
yes.
"are you telling the truth?"
oh trust me, im lying.
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 11:52 PM UTC
You're a great person
Stop
I know you didn't mean to do that
Don't lie. You can't say things like that
You're the best thing that has happened to me
Quit it. You know nothing
It's all in the past
No it's not. You don't know what you're saying
I love you
No you don't
I'll see you tomorrow
No you wont
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 5:37 PM UTC
Why did I do it?
I destroyed the person inside me.
But the outside is living, breathing, just fine.
People don't notice,
I'm missing the light in my eyes
I'm missing the smile you would see every day.
I'm not really missing anything important.
I'm not even missing.
Just lost.
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 11:14 PM UTC
"Relax." He said.
"You look like you're going to break any second."
Oh, honey.
You don't know how wrong you are,
Because I'm already broken.
Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 2:42 PM UTC
You told me you would make my life a fairytale.
I still remember as clear as water.
You saw through my sadness,
and offered me a hug.
I fell in love with you that day.
I shouldn't have believed you.
You used me,
cheated,
yelled.
You even dragged the L word out of me, a word I don't trust.
You killed the only thing in me that was alive.
I wish I hadn't met you.
I wish I hadn't fallen for you.
*You told me you would make my life a fairytale,
but you never mentioned that you would be
the villain.*
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 9:41 PM UTC
The day I met you, I fell right into your trap.
All your compliments, gifts, words-
All lies.
I shouldn't have believed anything.
I should've believed my friends.
Even though all my tears were because of you,
I can't stop wishing that you were still here,
right next to me.
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 7:38 PM UTC