Your words grow like ivy,
creeping through me,
invading every inch.
Winding around my ribs—
beautiful, dangerous—
suffocating beneath the shadows,
between each crack.
Feb 21
Feb 21, 2026 at 12:06 AM UTC
Waiting
Always waiting —
I creep into my own dreams
Waiting for them to become reality
Living in another time
Grieving what was
Never mine
Waiting
Always waiting —
For my life to begin
For a time when my mind
And my body join in
Dec 27, 2021
Dec 27, 2021 at 1:35 PM UTC
Death’s mouth holds tight,
His secrets kept under his tongue.
And while he has no preferences
No treasured
No dearest
No prized,
He has a schedule,
That he must abide.
Dec 15, 2021
Dec 15, 2021 at 11:27 PM UTC
In the pursuit of death,
We are halted by the occurrence of life,
Debted to hope
And tolled by the terrene
Dec 15, 2021
Dec 15, 2021 at 11:25 PM UTC
Fog seeps through every inch of me
Distorting my views of
You
Cleansing me of each thought of
You
These bleak misunderstandings of
You
Because it was really never actually about
You
Dec 15, 2021
Dec 15, 2021 at 9:44 PM UTC
when you call me by my name
it’s a warm cup of coffee on a cold morning
the scent wafting room to room
the sleep in my eyes just falls away
and although I can’t see you
I can hear the smile on your lips
and I can feel the warmth in your chest
when you call me by my name
Jan 23, 2019
Jan 23, 2019 at 2:00 AM UTC
space is never ending
between you and me
stretching and bending
finding ways to grow
quietly moving
and expanding
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 10:35 PM UTC
You act like the world owes you
A broken beaten girl that gives all she has
But you're no different
You're not special
You give no more and no less
Just fall
Let your wounds bleed
You are owed absolutely nothing
Jul 25, 2017
Jul 25, 2017 at 1:49 AM UTC
maybe that wasn't really me
that
drowning
sinking
feeling
or the crisp autumn air that touched my cheeks
maybe that was just--
oh
but what if it was me?
what a sweet feeling
to know that I was alive
even though I was dying
to know that I had lived
even though my last thought
my last breath
may be the ones currently occupying
that space
in which I most certainly was--
and then when it did go black
when there truly was nothing left
and my body no longer recognized
what it saw
what it felt
what it hoped
what it dreamed
yes,
when there was truly nothing left--
ahh I see
yes,
how silly to think
that it wasn't me
brushed with the feeling of wet pavement
a glimpse of the churning grey sky
on the other side
and my thoughts became so small
that the color red became irrelevant
and my skin
such a porcelain white
touched by many hands
but none were mine--
how silly really
to think
I was still alive
-h.j.-
Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 12:01 AM UTC
