Good things don't come easy,
Falling for you has been breezy,
All though we don't always see eye to eye,
I've seen your soul and you've seen mine.
Feb 13, 2024
Feb 13, 2024 at 6:33 PM UTC
Translucent and cold,
My body doesn't even shiver,
Lips faded to a dull grey,
This isn't old age.
Inside is empty,
As lonely as my shell.
Earth is my personal hell.
They push on my chest,
To rescusitate me.
The blood pumps and for a while,
I'm alive again.
My previous corpse blown away.
But it doesn't take long,
I soon become fragile,
And my insides shatter like glass.
A 100 cuts just in my mind.
Walking down the street you wouldn't tell.
For I delicately place my mask on every day.
To hide my pain and Shame.
Jul 22, 2016
Jul 22, 2016 at 1:41 PM UTC
On a sloap so slippery,
My mistakes sliding after me,
Feet slipping,
It's getting hard to breath,
As the water comes all over me.
I'm in to deep,
Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 7:27 AM UTC
Waiting for the day,
The sun will rise,
But never set,
Meaning the end of me.
Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 7:24 AM UTC
He exclaimed I've never met any one like me before,
I smiled for I am not like him,
He sees in me what he wants to see,
Because love is foolish,
Like a man fondeling for a light in the blackness,
He will believe only good rests in the dark,
Because he feels home when I'm only a short stay.
Jul 20, 2016
Jul 20, 2016 at 1:41 PM UTC
Negativity flows through my veins,
Tainting and poisening my brain,
On the edge, insane.
Happiness a rare treat,
Simple things, being able to eat,
If only it was followed by sleep.
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 1:20 PM UTC
I'm in love with the double life
Being single but acting like a wife.
Freedom no commitment is how I live
But I still want you tied to my hip.
I want you to want me,
Like a child wants it's toy.
I want you to **** off
Before you leave a void.
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 7:28 PM UTC
Love me
Leave me
Baby don't tease me
Come closer
Go away
You make it so hard to stay
You talk to much
Now to little
You're all I want
You're not enough
Come back
Don't go
I've changed my mind
Close the door when you leave.
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 4:27 PM UTC
Your eyes they scare me
But they're so ****
Your smile is devious
Dangerous
Delicious
My heart wants you
My head says no
I keep holding on
While letting go
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 4:21 PM UTC
Watching in despair.
Tearing out my hair.
Red faced.
Short breathed.
Is your brain there?
How is this fair.
A girl so young.
Life's ****** out the fun.
Given up.
Out of luck.
But not quite quit.
Everyday throwing crying fits.
Your souls a waste.
My advice you take in distaste.
But you can do better,
Feel better,
Be better.
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 3:46 PM UTC