Forever floating like the River Nile,
The Thames,
Strong like the stems of a flower,
Which lay beneath it's beauty,
Only to witness it blossom.
It wants for nothing,
But to float within the earth's atmosphere,
To be one with it's surroundings,
To find those who need it most,
Becoming the place for your fears and worries to die,
Whilst you thrive,
It remains here for you,
To guide you,
Love you.
To help you spread far and wide, as is it's nature.
To be there for you in times of need.
It is your feather.
And you are the bird, who needs not for a flock.
Nor a Shepard.
Weightless you shall be.
Forever free.
Dec 4, 2021
Dec 4, 2021 at 6:40 AM UTC
I'm at a point in my life where things aren't entirely clear.
Bleary as before...Yet the fog is so much more.
Thicker, darker, quicker to cover the sky.
The uncertainty settles in, am I going to die?
Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 10:00 PM UTC
I don't want you to feel my pain,
Just know that it exists,
Recognize that it is truly there,
Acknowledge it.
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 10:39 PM UTC
Emotionally, they starved me for years.
Physically, they were always prepared.
Mentally, they just weren't there.
Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 8:16 PM UTC
Don't try to understand me,
You'll only confuse yourself,
I don't fit in,
No mold can shape me,
I am a question mark on society,
I don't know myself,
So how can anyone else,
I am an oxymoron,
Quiet.
But still so loud in my approach,
Happy yet sad,
Hot yet cold,
I do not know myself..
So how can anyone else?
Sane,
Yet insane all the same,
Sometimes, I feel like there's parts missing from my brain,
A frankinstein...
A monster come to life.
Made of various parts,
Dead but alive,
Talk about myself?
You want to know who I am?
Where do I start...
During my creation I suppose God misplaced a couple of parts,
There are a few screws loose up top,
And slightly lower down,
Take a sharp turn to the left,
You will notice there is no rhythmic beating in my breast,
I am a Mona Lisa.
Unfinished, but there.
She was missing something,
And so am I....
My heart isn't there.
Aug 19, 2017
Aug 19, 2017 at 2:25 PM UTC
He said I was ungrateful.
That I never deserved his attention and affection,
You left me with a life long lesson,
If my own father couldn't love me,
Who was there else to be?
Not my mother...
There was never the possibility,
She said I looked like him,
Adopted his mannerisms,
That I was the living embodiment of him,
She knew I hated to hear it but neither did she care,
It tore me apart to be compared to Him.
Everyone agreed,
Spoke as if it were a compliment,
He was evil...
I was nothing like him,
They say a child born out of hate resembles the devil,
Back then...
I looked like him...
But now,
I look like her...
I guess I'm the product of destruction.
When two evil beings arise,
A demon is spawned.
“You're just like your mum and dad”
“A little bit of both”
Aug 19, 2017
Aug 19, 2017 at 11:19 AM UTC
“I love you” said the Beast,
Then came the liar and the cheat,
Lastyly the one you never see.
All standing before me,
But none love thee.
Aug 19, 2017
Aug 19, 2017 at 6:49 AM UTC
Who doesn't believe their child when they speak?
Every time they speak,
It's the devil's speech.
Mother and Father I beseech you!
Why have I never been treated equal?
All you do is ridicule and judge,
Our dear Lord must be crying in the Heavens up above.
Witnessing a child who never experienced love,
Not by them.
Not by these devils,
The parents I'm supposed to "love."
Aug 19, 2017
Aug 19, 2017 at 6:30 AM UTC
Sometimes I feel like I'm just too deep for you,
That's why you drown in my stew,
Lick and ****
The flavour in your mouth...
So appatising.
When you taste the richness of my core,
Your appetite has become insatiable,
Ranvenous.
Have I now become your favourite fruit?
Have I become your favourite taste?
“Sit upon my face”
You can't.
You won't.
Give up.
I am your meal...
Your appetite.
Serve me as you please.
Take a bite, I'm sweeter than I seem.
Aug 18, 2017
Aug 18, 2017 at 10:53 AM UTC
Soulful Child of mine,
Loved once in time,
Once upon a time,
Before they stole you in the night.
Beautiful Child of mine,
Lovely and bright.
Soulful Child of mine,
I kept you tight.
Held you through the night,
Not enough...
Soulful Child of mine,
Smile so bright,
Last I saw it..
They stole you in the dead of night.
Aug 18, 2017
Aug 18, 2017 at 10:46 AM UTC