Well darling it's been 10 months now
That's a long time
...wow....
It doesn't seem that long to others
But to me it's the world
I won't even bother
They see it differently ***
It doesn't mean anything to them
They don't realize you're the one
Once just a guy, now my best friend
It only took 2 years
I really don't want it to end
You are my world
Mar 11, 2014
Mar 11, 2014 at 11:30 PM UTC
The problems back
..It's me..
You don't understand
You never have
I'm not the bad guy
I'm just a kid
I'm learning how to live
You aren't concerned about that
You just wait ..
Feeding me false hope..
Until you find a flaw
Then those kind words
..vanish..
Now you scream
Now you yell
..please..
I'm just a kid
I'm imperfect like everyone else
Don't break my trust
..oh wait
..you already have..
I'm like a rodent
You're test rat, project "x"
I just want to be your daughter
I want advice on life
I want help being a teen
I need your support
But I have to remember
Not to listen the false hope
You'll take it back tomorrow
Like it was fog in the air
It'll always disappear
Can I please just leave
If only these walls could talk
They'd tell the tale
Of you and I
On the outside it looks beautiful
White trim, big porch
Oh but darling on the inside
These walls are stained with red secrets
It's unbearable to look at
Secrets,words,& lies
All lie inside this house
Beautiful..but broken
..Not beautifully broken..
..just broken..
And now I stain my pillow
With the tears of my pain
..Because you've attacked again..
Dec 11, 2013
Dec 11, 2013 at 12:33 AM UTC
"And in that moment we were infinite"
That boy..
He gives me so much joy
He makes me smile
That could go on for miles
Everything about him is perfect
I am so sure of it
He's not just my boyfriend
He's my best friend
Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 11:51 PM UTC
Up all night
Nothing on my mind
Tomorrow isn't looking to bright
My lack of sleep is so far behind
I sit here
For hours on end
Sometimes I'll shed a tear
For the life I can't mend
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 1:43 AM UTC
Another day of endurance
The taunting names
The rude games
Makes me want to bury my face in my hands
These kids and there cruel words
Don't realize how it hurts
Leave me with the burden
I blow out a deep breath and exert it all
One more time I think
I can handle it
But that can change in a brink
The next time you just get hit again
But then I think to myself
I'm better then they are
I don't place myself on the high shelf
I know what's true in my heart
Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 12:24 AM UTC
Without you, I'd be nothing
You're the color to my sky
•You brighten my day•
You're the honey to my tea
•You're my honey bee•
You're the step in my stride
•You show me the way•
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:06 PM UTC
I think about it all
Where is this going I ask?
Will it last much longer?
I can't possibly see it in you
I can't possibly see it in me
Yet again, I see it lasting forever
Because we aren't serious
I hope we don't become
I can possibly see it in you
I can possibly see it in me
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 11:45 PM UTC
He makes me Happy
He makes me smile
I'm over the moon for him
His hugs are perfection
His kisses are sweet
And his smile is breathtaking
He is changing my life
One step at a time
Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 1:05 PM UTC
I think I'm losing my best friend
I am no longer her #1
I feel rejected and heartbroken
She doesn't have time for me
I'm just the extra backup
I feel like I have just broken up
We've been together 12 years
Now it's all being thrown away
Sep 23, 2013
Sep 23, 2013 at 11:37 PM UTC
You make me feel special
You say
"Good morning beautiful"
Isn't that how we should all start the day
I ask myself
Is it going to work
Or will it be another for the shelf?
Will it really last forever?
We are two different people
•But we fit perfectly together•
Sep 23, 2013
Sep 23, 2013 at 11:31 PM UTC