she always crossed the street so suddenly,
she would stand right on the curb as cars flew past her.
she wanted to drop out of high school.
run away, and just live her ******* life.
she hated being tied down to something or someone.
she taught me life shouldn’t be taken so seriously
and to live in the moment more often.
she was this mysterious, fearless girl
who wanted nothing more than to figure out this huge ****** up world.
h.d.
Dec 17, 2015
Dec 17, 2015 at 7:54 PM UTC
maybe i will miss the trees
i thought lying in my bed
for the last time.
after all they were the
only thing that never left.
i hated it here.
nothing but vacant "im sorry"
and transparent dark walls.
but after all these years
i never quite noticed
how much i'd miss the trees.
h.d.
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 6:15 PM UTC
i looked at you twice when
you said "I like the blue bruises
on my wrist" I think you said
that to scare me away and honestly
you almost did, but I stayed and
held your hand and you wouldn't
look me in the eye. i finally said
"I like them too." and I swore you
had the happiest face, then you
realized what I said and you started
crying saying "one day they will
be healed and gone." and I never
felt so confusing sitting in the
dim light in your basement
on the cold ground.
h.d.
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 12:41 PM UTC
the sun starts to set so soon
and you stopped smiling as much,
and the leaves started dying.
it made me scared of the winter,
but I hated the heat.
h.d.
Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 1:43 PM UTC
three months ago I saw you,
and God you brought me joy.
you filled my days with happiness,
even though you were just a boy.
two months ago I saw you,
i froze right where I was.
I swore my heart stopped beating,
and I felt that pain
that made me go insane.
one month ago I saw you,
holding someone else's hand.
she smiled and laughed
and I just sighed,
I wander if she knew you lied.
this month I saw you,
roaming aimlessly through the hall,
and for once I didn't run into the wall,
but walked right by like a stranger.
h.d.
Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 1:42 PM UTC
the leaves were falling
the way i was falling
for you. //
h.d.
Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 5:06 PM UTC
it was the music,
if it weren't for the music we wouldn't be friends.
she would be alone with nothing but a bottle of anti-
depressants and darkness.
but i am here.
i will always be here and i will never leave her side
because life might not be a bucket of rainbows and
flowers right now but i believe that one day it will be.
and i will be here when that day comes.
and i really hope she never forgets,
it was the music.
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 8:52 PM UTC
there are people like you there.
the ones who yell "what the hell"
when there band plays on the
radio because they don't want to
share it with the world.
the ones who don't talk during
class because they simply just
want to be out free not making
up some stupid drama.
the ones who wear what they
want not giving a **** about
how people will look at them in
the hall.
the ones who are the outsiders.
the ones who are
just like you.
h.d.
Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 9:18 PM UTC
she always walked
as if she had a better place to be
like she beloned in a better world.
h.d.
Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 4:28 PM UTC
"shh don't talk" the monsters,
they can hear you.
"stop don't move" the monsters,
they can see you.
oh wait.
the monster is inside you.
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 7:08 PM UTC