The doubt is melting away
And the fear is settling in.
The daylight falls and your voice
Makes it all fade to darkness,
A place where I'm comfortable
Yet fearful all at the same time,
Making this rush ever so irresistible.
Just one touch, just one taste
Thats all it takes and I'll be on my knees begging for more.
Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 5:51 AM UTC
The suppressing, the forgetting, the disowning of a me
I never wanted to be seems to be failing miserably
As she slowly creeps, scratches her way back to the surface.
Each day consuming me and transforming me bit by bit
Back to the person I once was
And fought so hard to forget.
I promised myself I'd never become her again
And yet here we are.
She's laughing and mocking me
For ever thinking I could pull off being this girl
I pretend to be.
I guess I was hoping
Eventually this act i have on would consume me
The way she had and finally I'd be
What everyone wants me to be:
OKAY.
Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 5:15 AM UTC